Needle Fatigue
My needle fatigue has gotten out of hand in the last couple weeks; it's to the point where I'm almost passing out doing my (IM) injections and I'm shaking so much that the shots are nearly impossible to administer.
I'm going to PP next week for an HRT checkup, and going to ask about my options. I might be able to handle doing SubQ injections, but that might still be hard for me. It's frustrating bc my injections started out easy and something I would look forward to, but now they cause so much anxiety that I do my doses late, start and can't finish administering them, or even skip a week. My dysphoria has been horrible lately as well, with this making it worse.
I'm hoping androgel will be my saving grace. Though I do have toxicophobia and worry about having T on my fingers/hands and resultently my face, I still think this will be manageable. Testosterone is helping save my life, and it is so important to me to keep a healthy regiment for taking it.
Fingers crossed I can get the gel.
