MY ASSESSMENT FOR HRT IS TOMORROW GUYS I’M SO FUCKING HYPED
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MY ASSESSMENT FOR HRT IS TOMORROW GUYS I’M SO FUCKING HYPED
1 week and 3 days on T gel today! So far I've noticed:
- some bottom growth; enough to make me size up strokers (mini to small Kudu Voodoo Aleya) and pump cylinders (smallest size in a set intended for cis women to middle size in that set)
- new hairs on my stomach where I'm hoping a happy/treasure trail will grow
- new hairs on chin--blonde, but longer than natural peach fuzz
- few, brief voice drops, especially while yelling or singing. Struggling to hit high notes while singing as well
I've been on my testosterone for a little bit over a week now. My emotions have been all over the place. I'm getting mad and irritated at small, random things. I've been crying for the same reason too.
Last night I cried off and on again for a few hours for a reason I didn't even know. This morning I cried again because I saw a picture of Gardevoir. I love her so much she's so beautiful. I wish she was real so I could hug her.
I forgot to do my shot for TWO WEEKS LMFAO
honestly, 1.5 years in, I’m impressed I made it this far before getting so off track
i’m four days shy of one month in T but today is my T shot day so i’m celebrating on month rn 🤤🤤 it’s sooo crazy, my voice is dropping and I have some bottom growth. Bottom growth was super painful maybe two weeks ago? But I havent had any pain since THANK GOD but it looks a lot nicer than I would’ve thought being only one month in :) I am definitely oily but I wonder if I’ve always been oily, and I don’t think i’m more hairy per se? But I haven’t grown my body hair out since the 6th grade so I actually don’t really know. I wish my voice was a little deeper before college but it’s not as high pitched as it was and I think I can work with what I have !!
a comprehensive list of every thing that gave me gender euphoria my first year on testosterone
deeper voice
tiny penis
having morning wood
waiters handing me the check before anyone else
adults saying i’m a “nice young man”
feet growing
i smell
getting my dick sucked
anal
the leg hair on my legs moving with the water kn the shower
the insane amount of stomach hair i grew
my stomach and chest hair connecting
people looking very confused when my mother calls me “she”
eating seven hamburgers a week
feeling completly out of it when in a conversation with the women in my salon
“you and your boyfriend can sit here” *i was with my best freind*
people asking “oh when did yall hairs a male hairdresser” when they see me now
the women in my salon saying “you wouldn’t understand” to me
not having to tell people my pronouns
“well i’m sure things where diffrent for you ya know sence you grew up a boy”
“oh your gay?” when i mention my bf
my freinds and freinds parents who haven’t seen me in a while going “oh my god” when they see and hear me
how gay i’ve gotton
being super gay with my bf
morning wood
penis
penis
penis
bottom growth
i love bottom growth
The urge to do my tshot 2 days earlier than i should
First time at the barbers and terrified but like also not
They have really cool interior decoration but it's a breed of masculinity I'll never share lol. They're also playing some kind of wrestling on 2 tvs.