Mar 15, 2015
That feeling when you are working out at the gym and people are looking at you and you don’t understand if they give you stares coz you look hot or just coz you are one miserable ugly red sweating piece of poop.
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That feeling when you are working out at the gym and people are looking at you and you don’t understand if they give you stares coz you look hot or just coz you are one miserable ugly red sweating piece of poop.
12.01.15
I feel like no matter what I do it's always going to be the wrong thing to some people. People in my life who I consider 'friends' need to actually stop being so judgmental, and making me feel like I'm nothing.
One of my new years resolutions was to stop caring about the people who don't have time for me... because I'm sick of wasting my time caring.
Family and Kurt are my new number one, and I need to remember this next time they try to make me feel bad.
as my good friend told me
"dont worry, people dont care. really, no one is judging you or worried about everything you do. guarantee they dont notice and dont care what you are doing. no one notices how you look, what you are doing, where you are... only you are the one noticing. everyone else is worried about themselves or other things concerning them. people dont care about what you are doing"
i need to stop thinking others actually notice anything about me...
Although you were mine, you're not anymore, so I have no reason to have any particular feelings. I shouldn't care about some things I do care about. I admit, I've gotten a helluva lot better at not giving a fuck, but certain things still get to me.