so I was supposed to do this job today (helping out with cashing for some ppl) and I actually managed to turn up and even on time but then no one was there and I got all confused and anxious and didn't know what to do? turns out I just had to approach them but I was too awkward for half an hour and when I finally brought up the courage to ask this woman she ignored me and walked off (probably bc I talked to quietly idk) and so I blew it and went home I am a human disaster how am I even allowed to be alive














