#neeneechanasbipolarbeing

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May 2, 2021

(5.7.2021)

RD OT.

Work. Work. Work.

Watch BL series on my free time.

Getting tired on my life.

Anxiety.

Sadness.

Feeling down.

Want to cry.

Hope you're doing fine. 😭

"This too shall pass."

Just cry if you feel you need it,

NeeNee-chan ❤️

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This sum up my Saturday❤️

TAMBAY mode🤣

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April 21, 2021

Wednesday.

So proud to you self, you made it half the week. 👏

Kaya pa ba?

Naiiyak ka nanaman oh...

Bakit?

Ano problema?

Questions that I ask myself right now.

Why are you crying?

Do you feel alone?

Are you sad?

Are you tired?

You want to breakdown?

Do you want a hug?

Kung ano man yung nararamdaman mo today/tonight, lilipas din yan. Iiyak mo lang. Ilabas mo lang. Wag mo kimkimin, okay?

Be strong, self. Kaya natin yan. 💪

Kapit lang.

Everything will be okay. Okay?

That brain of yours just want to mess with you. Ngiti na. Maunuod pa tayo ng BL series. 😁

Aja!

You can do it,

NeeNee-chan 🐻🐳

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April 8, 2021

(4.9.2021)

Hindi ako nakapagentry kahapon kasi inatake nanaman ng pagkaewan.

Anywayz, let's continue...

Thursday.

Work day.

Pass din sa OT for April 9. RHoliday sana, sayang. Pero kasi need ko ipahinga tong utak ko.

Tipong napapagod na ako.

Pagod ako sa lahat ng nangyayari.

Yun lamang.

"If you're feeling empty & sad, talk to someone. Don't let yourself to be alone. Even if your brain is telling you to isolate yourself, please don't. Go outside, let yourself breath. It's okay to be weak, but let someone know those weakness of yours." ❤️

Let yourself to breath,

NeeNee-chan 💜

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March 28, 2021

Sunday.

Biglaang RD kasi naawa ako sa TH namin.

Tbh, ang bait ko. Hahaha

May need tapusin na email task tapos walang nagrereply sa kanya to help him, so ako namang nasa bahay lang, naghelp ako. Sayang OT eh.

Then as usual, every month, red days.

Got irritable at masungit. It's a babae thing. Monthly sungit.

Ugh! I really really hate you, self!!!

Shutting out myself again to my friends. 💔

"If you need help, then ask. You don't need to stay strong all the time. Let yourself be weak and have some comfort."

You can do it and hang on,

NeeNee-chan 💮

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March 25, 2021

Today iz the day!

IU5 will release today. I'm so excited na later.

Pati yung Katabi by Ian Pangilinan sa Wish 107.5 Bus later din.

*Congrats BbiBbi IU. 💜💜💜

**Congrats din kay BbiBbi Ian Pangilinan 🐮

I know I'm in the not stable state now.

I'm sad and tired of everything.

Just empty. Nothing. 😞

Bye. For now.

NeeNee-chan🥀

PS. Still gonna update here.

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I decided to take break..

I'm super tired. 😞

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March 22, 2021

Hurrah!!!

I'm still alive!

Despite of what happened yesterday. If you're wondering, please read the post before this one.

Ayern, just want to be thankful to you self, kasi hindi mo naisip mawala.

Give yourself some credit.

Yes. I'm talking to mah self. 😂

Joking aside, I become scared kaya of what might happen yesterday. But thankfully, I overcome it.

So I hope, to anyone who facing those times, na parang mababaliw ka sa nararamdaman mong lungkot. Just pray. It really helps. And also, if you want to cry, kahit magisa ka lang, just let it out.

Iiyak mo lang yan.

You will never know, gagaan ng kahit konti yang dinadala mo.

"if you stumble to this post of mine, and you don't have anyone to talk to. Just message me. I'm a stranger that is willing to listen. Though I'm not a psychiatrist or something. But, just talk to me, okay?"

Pray. It helps,

NeeNee-chan 🌻