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I also need a new bed and mattress now my boobs are out the way...its too early to talk about my post surgery thoughts but yeah im not happy but also not mad it.

I for sure dont love it and i loved my boobs before so there's that. Back hurts way less though so that was the main reason for it.

I do at least 5miles a day walking so once i can lay on my stomach ill start yoga then pilates. That way i can get my lung capacity back and then build back strength. Sad that it took me so long to bounce back but ill be ok

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Speaking of which almost all my old Fandom sites message boards and blogs are dead. Same with the pirated sites and apps. Really crazy how the internet has dwindled which is why i think i have a hard time using it now.

I have been reading a book per month and exercising with cardio since my surgery. So im also just busy. Im getting rid of hulu this year so finishing shows on there too.

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Was going through old sailor moon channels and decided to check sailor moon reddit.... why are people being falsely reported for ai fanart and being banned from sailor moon fan spaces😭

Apparently someone keeps reporting them and questioning their work in the is this ai reddit board too. It reminds me that someone always complains that sailor moon has become toxic as a fanbase.

Listen i have been a fan since before I started elementary school and as soon as I got access to a home computer I was on sailor moon boards. So I can say the fan space, no matter if it was a blog I stumbled upon or a fanart site for kids, was always this toxic and hateful. Its why I never posted art related to sailor moon until I was 20 which is crazy. I for sure avoided sailor moon fans in real life too because lile meeting young barbs and other fan/stan groups it always ended up toxic too. I believe that is not going to get better now with non-artist calling out folks for things content creators post. Just seen someone accused of stealing a oc in a unrelated Twitter discourse and then turn around and say "oops well I was maybe not right and can do a collab with you"

People are insane even out of sailor moon currently, its hard on the internet and in person so can we get people to not be so judgemental and jumpy😭

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It is like idk maybe 4-5 minimum inches of ice one the ground here. Pretty bad, absolutely no driving or even walking places. Car accidents everywhere and barely anyone open. So yeah stocking up before was great. Problem is my phone is on the fence thats to my service provider so I need in store assistance.

I just had surgery last month, I can't even walk down the street in what used to take me 5 minutes. Tried going to the parking lot to my car and that took 10 minutes. So im stuck until the weather gets better sadly. Nearly slipped coming back inside and im incredibly sore around my surgery area so I'll be sleeping when not at work

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Im also reading more various types of books again and while the first go at the library was great I've realized i didn't like reading in my own apartment when I finished books faster outside.

So I need to move apartments once my lease is up... Problem is I renewed already and its a long lease so just gotta do shorter books? Im not good with ebooks so thats not gonna help at all sadly.

Keep in mind I have already started my mini library with cds, comics, Manga, dvds, books and more stacking up so I have plenty of the smaller stuff to read or rent from the local library. Its just I have a tbr list and most of those are all over 300 pages. I would love to finish series i started or companion books at least.

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I finally had breast reduction surgery and am a month post op but the weather has literally been taking me out. Sinus headaches galore so making tea and prepping for the storm.

Funny how no matter where I have lived i would've been caught in it either way, but not being in texas puts me at ease. Worried for family though 😕

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Happy New Year! As a 30 year old i am going to sleep now lol

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I also consolidated my debt and paid off my car and another loan. So big woman things(just turned 30 2 weeks ago).

Year 30 starting off a bit better