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Okay i think I fried my dopamine receptors for the time being

#Spent too long just staring at the screen and plotting vaguely #Tried drawing and wasn't happy with the outcome #Stretched between two projects and not working on either of them #Hyperfix tiring itself out because I'm no longer so exclamation point about it #And bummed by having so so many words to catch up on for the big bang #But not having the inspiration to write anything because my brain has been chewing on TT against my will #Negative talks #Oh look. My vent tag. Haven't seen it in a while thankfully.#Welp here it is again #Might listen to some playlist and turn in earlier tonight #And from tomorrow onwards lock in and catch up on the big bang #That way I'll stop feeling guilty about not working on it & get rid of the avoidance #'this thing is stressing us out so we're not gonna touch it' THE LESS WE TOUCH IT THE MORE IT'LL STRESS US OUT #YOU USELESS BOWL OF TAPIOCA IN MY SKULL

Hmmm I got a couple of comments on the newest chapter with some valid criticism, mainly concerning the direction of the story, though it was a bit hostile lol.

On one hand they did raise some points which I should address, on the other, they kept on assuming that certain things would happen when I have... no plans to do the things they said I would write? Anyway, bit demoralising, but oh well

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For FUCK'S sake, woman.

My mom and 7y/o sister were watching Kipo and a [gasp] gay scene came on. That one with Benson looking at his bae with that pink background and a love song playing in the background. Just two bros looking at each other.

She immediately turned it off and told my sister to not watch it anymore because she disagrees with putting queer themes in cartoons. (She was fine with the show before the scene came on.)

She then put on a Minions movie my sister has seen fifteen times.

The kid is smart and sweet, and she really likes Kipo. We watched season 1 and a bit of season 2 together (I didn't pick, she did) and she liked it.

And you know what's the best thing? She told me a couple of times in the past that she'd be fine with me liking girls and support me no matter what, but then she turns around and says that she thinks that queerness is an ideology, that pride parades should be outlawed, thst gays should keep their orientation to themselves, that aro/ace people are broken, and that trans people should be locked up because there's something wrong with them.

I'm not the best at math despite being an engineering student, but even I can tell that something doesn't add up here.

#Negative talks #Homophobia tw #Transphobia tw #Also I'm sorry cute blue haired dude I love you and I know your name but my brain is being stupid rn I'll remember in a sec I promise

Shark week kicked in and turned off my brain's ability to enjoy things. Rude and uncalled for.

#Negative talks #JUST AFTER I GOT HORMONE PILLS #Which I have to take on days when u don't have shark week #Please don't reblog #It's my gods-given right to gripe about my stupid internal organs #I'm doing OK just kinda >::( at my brain for turning off the serotonin machine #It better switch back into gear ASAP or else #Like I don't feel passionate about anything anymore #Fandoms? Writing ? Personal projects? Whomst?#BITCH WE'VE BEEN BRAINSTORMING THIS STORY FOR HALF A YEAR AND WE'RE FINISHING IT FUCK YOU

I wanna slam my head through the FUCKING desk.

#Negative talks #Please don't reblog #Work is being... Frustrating

I have 4 more hours until I can crawl into bed and curl into a ball. Fucking cannot wait.

#Negative talks #Please don't reblog #I mean I know haha relatable #But I'm not coping very well with stuff these days #Probably because hormones and exhaustion #And I'm making a mountain out of a molehill #But I'm just.#I can't fucking wait until I move out #Probably won't happen until my sis is old enough to be home alone AT LEAST because I can't abandon my post as free babysitter #But bloody hell #I'm so sick of this house sometimes

My laptop is being slow and it's making me want to drive my head through my fucking desk.

#Negative talks #Please don't reblog #Eh not really negative #Just stressed out and annoyed #Mom went off on me about something stupid and that basically ruined my day #The thing was incomplete and didn't have instructions in any language I was fluent with and she's mad at me for not being able to do it?#OOOOH I do wonder why I have problems with asking for help when I need it #[mutter mutter grumble grumble]#I think I'll go for a walk when I'm done with the thing I'm doing for work

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