A moodboard for a non-canon Shadowhunter (The Mortal Instruments) with hyper empathy who is selfless at an unhealthy level and gets really protective of teammates.
Mod Haze (☀️Sol)
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A moodboard for a non-canon Shadowhunter (The Mortal Instruments) with hyper empathy who is selfless at an unhealthy level and gets really protective of teammates.
Mod Haze (☀️Sol)
Is it normal after you discover, or feel like you may have discovered, a definite kintype for yourself that you just get really tired and brain foggy for a period of time?
After I made my last post about potentially discovering my primary (in a personal sense) kintype, I just stayed in this perpetual state of muddy thoughts and feeling kinda floaty, a bit like dissociation/derealization but not as strong as I would normally feel it, and I know it wasn't from life or work cause everything's been pretty chill and going okay for once...
It's finally easing back a bit but it comes and goes now, and I basically have to ground myself in my current human reality in order to focus on anything for longer than a half hour.
Has anyone else gone through something like this?
I've found kintypes before but this experience didn't go along with it.
Aesthetic for a soft angel/demon mix with his edgy vampire boyfriend! Hope this looks good, it ended up really fun to make ^^
- Mod Mina
Nephilim kin
Name: Arianna
Source: N/A
Species: Nephilim
Gender: Female
Kinmates found: Kefira, Cleo
Memories: My name was Arianna and I was half human-half angel hybrid (Nephilim). My mother was an angel who gave me up and didn’t really want anything to do with me, and my father was human and didn’t know I existed (though Lyra did help me find him eventually after Cyrus asked her to help). My wings were black near the top and faded into a dark green. I had light brown wavy hair. My affinity was with snow and I could create small snowflakes in the palm of my hand and I loved the winter. There were a bunch of others like me and we all had different affinities for random things. We all had tattoos that would appear on our bodies when we were teenagers. They were basically like tribal tattoos and they all looked different for everyone. Mine started on the right side of my hip in front, went up my side and around to my back slightly, up over my shoulder and down my right arm.
We all lived in a huge castle/boarding school and we all had our own dorms. We had different classes that would teach us how to properly fly (when we were younger), how to use our affinities, how to fight, a type of magic, the history of angels/demons/etc, and etc. While the school taught both magic and weapon fighting, everyone specialized in one or the other, however, there was a club where students would help teach everyone a bit about the option they didn’t take.
One day around dawn the school was attacked. There was another race sorta like us, except they were angel-demon hybrids. They had wings as well, but I think some of them didn’t have wings? I’m not 100% sure. They were mostly evil and often tried to cause destruction and whatnot with humans. My race mostly worked to stop them and help the pure angels keep the peace. They broke into our school and we had to fight, we ended up winning but we did lose a few students.
My best friend was named Cyrus. He had golden wings and sandy brown hair. He was really popular and a “jock” type person, but he was really sweet and kind and caring. His tattoos were on his back and they went up high enough that they ended on top of his shoulders so you could see them depending on what shirt he had on. He had an affinity for the sun, and he could create a little ball of light in his hands and if he focused enough he could morph the shape of it. He would use it to tell stories to the children. He specialized in fighting.
Cyrus had a little sister named Lyra, they had different fathers but the same human mother. She had light yellow wings and was the daughter of Azreal, she had an affinity for guiding and communicating with souls. She had a singular tattoo wrapped around her shoulder. She specialized in fighting but also went to the club to learn magic. Lyra also married another guy with brown hair and had a song named Elric who had an affinity for plants. She eventually became a teacher at the school.
As an adult, I also had two daughters. Their father was another human-angel hybrid. He had short black hair and was an amazing fighter. He was cocky but still nice, but we often bickered and had little fights. We weren’t together and weren’t in love, we were more friends with benefits. Our eldest daughter was a surprise and after her, we stopped hooking up, until one day we crossed paths again and the next thing I knew I was pregnant again. He ended up moving away and traveling, so we weren’t a “happy little family”. I was happy with just me and my girls, I didn’t want him there anyway. He was okay with that but still occasionally visited the girls.
The eldest had dark red wings and curly black hair, brown eyes and her name was Kefira. Her tattoos went around her waist. Her affinity was with books. She loved to read, especially older stuff, and loved to learn new things. She could read really quickly and she only had to read something once and she would have the entire book memorized. Kefira was quiet and kept to herself but she was also fierce. She was a fighter and when she wasn’t inside reading she was outside practicing with different weapons (usually a dagger) and also hand to hand. She also had a ginger cat that she took to the school with her.
The youngest was named Cleo. She had dark brown hair that hung in ringlets, blue eyes, dark blue wings, and she had an affinity for music. Her tattoos started on the front of her left shoulder, went over the shoulder, across her back and back up over her shoulder. She liked to play instruments and sing. She had a beautiful singing voice, was able to easily write music, and could learn instruments extremely quickly and easily. She was really friendly and everyone loved her but she only had a few close friends at school. They called Cyrus uncle and Lyra aunt.
Literally no one:
Me: so anyways I actually drew my nephalem self (this is the spelling I remember?) And I'm beyond proud of it?? My name was Khazrael and I am one big owl-y boy just trying to get through life tbh.
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Kin List Part 7 (no sources)
Hey everyone! Decided to make a kin list to see if I can find more canonmates :) I already have a bunch but feel free to message me! If you’re curious about memories or anything please ask! No doubles though please.
Nerita (Ocean goddess)
Ella (Werewolf)
Keda (forest fae)
Natalia (shapeshifter)
Arianna (nephilim - half human half angel)
Lilin (demon)
Circe (witch/mermaid)
Belladonna (vampire)
Storm (kitsune)
Mortal (married the god Apollo, can’t remember my name)
Rasha (white tiger shapeshifter queen)
Jack (werewolf)
Calypso (humanoid cat - catfolk I guess it’s called??)
Persephone (Greek goddess, married Hades)
Medusa (different than mythology)
Angel self care
things to do when you need to feel angelic
(Will give credit in the X if I got the idea from another blog.)
(Also! While we’re at it, join my Angelkin server!! https://discord.gg/kNNypCm )
- baths. Rose water or bath bombs work nicely. Get some rose petals and place them into your bath. Get any bath bomb that looks/smells angelic to you.
- wear angelic clothing! For me, it’s wearing sheer white silky clothing and a gold headband.
- putting lotion at the base of your wings
- depending on how much you miss how you looked like, I suggest not looking in the mirror. Imagine yourself looking how you used to look.
- if you had any markings, tattoos, scars, etc. Draw them on (safely! Body paint works)
- if you had different hair than you do now, wear a wig! If you had different colour eyes than you do now, wear contacts!
- try making a pair of fake wings that you can wear! There are some tutorials on YouTube.
- talk to other angels about your past life
- think of your body as a vessel
- get your friends/people online to call you by your angel name
- remember that you are divine, angelic, and holy no matter your religious views in this life. You are an angel.
- floating in a pool/bath can feel like you’re flying or floating
- remember to eat, drink, and bathe! Please take care of your vessel
- sit in churches or any sacred place
- acquire or make holy water. use it wherever you want, but I heard spraying it where your wings should be is nice. (X)
- singing or humming. Ancient hymns are nice.
- write in Enochian or draw Enochian sigils (if you don’t like Enochian, Latin works) (X)
- stretch your whole body, imagine/feel your wings stretching with you.
- sitting alone on a rock on a hill, listening and feeling the wind
- go to libraries, read up on the religious section. Libraries are a nice and quiet place.
- take a nap in the sun, on a white comforter or any comfortable blanket. The warmth will feel like home
- go somewhere high up and look down at the earth like you used to (X)
- Cloud and Star gazing (X)
- Bathe in powdered milk and lavender oil (or any other oil) (X)
- Do spontaneous nice things for someone. be their angel of their day (buying food for a homeless person, giving a person a pep talk, anything nice)
- Do things you would usually do, but do them outside! Eating, Reading, etc. Especially under a tree on a warm day (X)
- Use shimmery lotion or body glitter to keep your skin glowing (X)
- Oil your nails, keep your skin soft with lotion, exfoliate your face, etc. These things makes me feel very divine
- Do things you did back then. Personally, when I wash my hair, I fill up the bath and lean my head over into the tub. I lather my hair with shampoo, and rinse my hair with a cup of water from the tub. This is how I used to bathe as an angel.
- When alone, Be naked or wear minimal clothing. White underwear is usually what I wear. or any white flowy fabrics!
- going on swings, on a fast bike, or sticking your head out of a car and feeling the wind on your face, feel similar to flying!
Angelic foods and drinks
Liquid White Gold Drink X (i assume you do this in a pot on a stove)
1 cup of milk/milk substitute, 1 teaspoon of honey, sprinkle of cinnamon, half a teaspoon of vanilla
Peach Lavender Lemonade (tutorial here)
The blog Angelic Kin Food has a lot of good recipes for any kind of kin! check them out!
Clothes/Jewelry
Gold/Silver Leaf Headband
Silky/Light Robes
Silky Shawls (any colour, i like white)
Bath/body items
Pink Angel Soap Scrub
Magnesium Bath Bombs
Butterball Bath Bomb (I suggest this one, it left my skin feeling so buttery)
Lavender Vanilla Lotion (X)
Rose Water
Make Epson Scrubs (tutorial here)
Angel Wing Soap (X)
Body Glitter Lotion (X)
Baby Angel Soap (X)
Any bath soak that feels angelic to you (check etsy)
Soft/Silky/Satin/Microfibre towels!
Misc. items
Gold Metallic Leaf Trim (X)
Wooden Angel Hairbrush (X)
Any candle that makes you feel angelic (check etsy for “Angel Candles”)
Crystals! if that’s your thing.
Last but not least
Please, my dear Angels, remember to take care of your vessel. Your current body needs food, water, and sleep. All of you are so worthy of love.You are divine, you are holy, you are ethereal.
a nephilim aesthetic!
mod hanni