Obey Me! Nightbringer Lesson 40
I'm gonna start this post by venting a little, so please bear with me ^^"
It's been a rough few months.
The one thing I get the most joy from has also been turning me into a massive emotional wreck.
First, there was the finale of Attack on Titan. No lie or exaggeration, I cried for 3 whole days. And tonight I will be experiencing the same pain all over again since the Dub is scheduled to air.
Then Jujutsu Kaisen... Gojo. Nanami. Need I say more?
To break things up, I thought I would finally sit down and binge watch Fruits Basket. It was the one anime that I was surprisingly able to avoid all spoilers with. And like the fool I am, I thought "aww, this looks like such a cute anime! I bet this series won't be sad."
As I said... I'm a fool lol. But at least I wasn't crying alone. My Mom had watched the entirety of Fruits Basket with me, and she also shed some tears I shared the pain, mwhahaha! >:)
Now, I can add Obey Me! Nightbringer to the list of things that have made me sob like a baby.
This scene specifically :
I was seriously overwhelmed with emotions.
I couldn't stop the tears from welling up in my eyes. I tried my best to choke back my feelings. But I was unable to contain myself, and the ugly sobbing began.
I dunno.... Lucifer showing his genuine gratitude to us is just... so sweet and precious to me.
The part that actually made me cry is him telling us "May the path you walk in life be full of joy and happiness."
Lucifer.... There's literally no way that I could ever be happy without you and your brothers in my life!! T_T
Those 7 boys have been majorly responsible for my joy and happiness since the very beginning, and even though we were supposedly returning to them in the future/present... It still doesn't make saying goodbye to the past boys any easier.
Like... I would have clung onto Lucifer here and cried into his chest while apologizing for crying... But they mean so much to me, I just wouldn't be able to stop myself ; ^ ;
And ohhhhhh boyyyyy! When it came to us calling upon each of the brothers for their power and they each said goodbye to us.... Let's just say I was so happy that I was home alone because I was legit wailing, so much that even my dogs were looking at me like "what the Hell is wrong with you, you weird human?" xD
Then!
Even though I am skeptical, suspicious, and on guard about our "return" to the future/present... I burst into tears again when I read this :
Levi.... please don't cry.... you're making my tears well up again! T^T
And then to make matters even more emotional :
Welcome home! ; _ ;
I'm not sure if I'm just in a phase where I cry easily, or if I'm growing softer as I get older.... But either way, it's clear that my love, devotion, and feelings for fictional characters is more intense than ever before lol
