he cups his face gently, rough bandaged hands against pale skin. oh, he's still shaking, oh, there's still that tremor running through his whole body. fear flickering behind brown eyes that he cannot quite hide. ( there's blood on the edge of his lip, his chin, such violence in the name of him, in his protection. gale hates how much it excites him. ) "may i kiss you?" soft, wrecked as it is, this shaky breath as he pulls astarion closer closer, so that gale is pressed between him and the wall. ( safer, because astarion will protect him and the closer astarion is then the safer he is. he feels raw, exposed, here, now. even in the cover of the alleyway and the night. )
it is hardly proper, this. them. maybe it's the still adrenaline in his veins from the sudden attack, or the ragged heat of the vampire's breath against his skin.
"please, may i..." it dies off, desperate, whimpering. he doesn't know how else to express his gratitude.
astarion’s instincts kicked in, the moment flashed and passed and before he knew it there’s a body, carnage, blood dripping, staining his finger tips, breath jagged slightly. an undead heart beating, there’s this lingering feeling of pride with it all. gale was safe, gale was alive. how quaint how funny this job had stopped feeling like a job so long ago. it felt like it was his own life, everything on the line. red eyes busy, looking over his shoulder scanning for anything else…he feels him shake a hand cupping his face and it brings him back, and he hears him. may I kiss you? he asks, and game sounds so bare so genuine, scared but not of astarion. and he lets himself be pulled. who is he to deny him? and astarion folds. leans in closer, he’s never been the one to fantasize about someone. he doesn’t think he deserves something like this, in fact what they are doing may be considered beyond dangerous, but he isn’t above a reward. a creature made to kill, to maim, and all he wants in this moment is to comfort gale. he’s safe, he’s made sure of it. as long as it's possible to do so. he'll make sure of it. "of course, my lord..." it's teasing, playful. perhaps with the intent to make him settle. to tell him that it's fine, that he's alright now.
his hand moves, holds gale's face gently. (stains his face, perhaps he’s staining something else. this isn’t his place. this isn’t what he’s meant to be doing and astarion does not care.) he smirks, knowing. with a hand on the wall to hold onto he kisses him. slow, not careful of his fangs. the taste of blood spilled, and the taste of gale. astarion isn't soft, so his kisses aren't either. but he can be sweet, and at least to start and to savour he moment. he is going to be sweet. hand delicate and precise when it shifts to hold and angle up gale's head slightly, to deepen the kiss. which isn't selfless at all, astarion is greedy and he wants what he cannot possibly have. covers him, from spying eyes, from the night.