ok so like i constantly plan trips (mostly to disneyworld, once to sdcc, sometimes to europe, etc.) and my bestie gabby/neuroticnerdgasm can atest to this. and i mostly do like 50 times a month to see what would be the cheapest options and what things would be the most expensive and how much hotel rooms would be split and all that shit so that we can save up enough money for everything. and every single god damn time i do this it just makes me cry cuz i'm broke and my friends are broke and i need to go to disneyworld. DISNEYWORLD NEEDS TO HAPPEN!!!!!! and then i'm like why can't my friends be rich like my sister's friends but then i remember my friends are the best choice of friends for me and then i cry because next year is so far away and i need to go to disneyworld nooooooooww BLEEHH