Meh, I just don't wanna be alive anymore.
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Meh, I just don't wanna be alive anymore.
My family will never fucking accept me. Why am I surprised?!
I was always jealous of kids when I was younger. Not of there toys, of how many friends they had or even how big their house was. I loathed the relationship between them and their mother. How they could talk openly about most everything. How the mother would know when something was wrong with her child and console them. How they would sometimes yell or have an argument but a day or so later the would apologize to one an other. I wished to have that some day, but then realized I would never have that.
That moment when you tried your hardest and it still wasn't enough<<<<