So after a long time I am writing again. I am in a better place. I handle myself again. I helped myself to get better again. I didn't have anyone to help me with my heartbreak again. I was all alone to handle and get out of it again. But ultimately I did it. It was difficult even for a month of love as normally it is easy to forget about it but then she made me fall in love with her so hard that it took so much effort to get out of it.
Life has its own way to show how situation is and how to deal with it. Never thought have to deal with it 2 times. But to be honest it made me stronger and made me realise that I am not ready for relationships or heartbreaks. I felt this after my cousin sister's boyfriend is getting married to someone else and they had a 7 years long relationship with ship sailing a long way along. If their relationship can break being in the same religion and cast an everything else who am I? We always think that being with someone can lead to a marriage but as I am seeing things its not like that. In marriage every single person from both the family comes in and judge you.
The only saviour that saves you from that is money. If you have money then maybe you'll not get judge. But you know what in India everyone is like religion,caste,language everyone is so into that which is something I do not like. Everyone should be open enough to have a open thinking about every religion just like people from different countries do not see a person identified by religion but with nature which I always look in a person. I stay away from people who says that I am telegu and will get maaried to a telegu. Fk man if you wanna marry a telegu why even you making friends other than telegu? Why asking help from other people than a telegu guy? isn't it strange?
Whatever it is at the end of the day its all about the nature of a person how the person is and how they can take you alone and love you like no one would.
I met that type of person in my life for the first time. And she left me. Funny part is she never msges me because her mother told her not to.. And i never do it cause it may cause problem to her family and her. Sacrifise is a big word to make when it comes to your life. The real game is who is making it. I did my part of honestly loving her but she now always act like she is heart broken and can never be back to normal. You know what... She'll.. She'll soon cause these people are too difficult to judge and they say something and do something.. But I never felt any wrong when I met her. She was so natural or faking I really don't know but now when I am in a better place I would say her one thing.
"Always fight for what you think is right and never give up on people you think you can be happy with. If you do then you'll never ever be able to full-fill the void you are making in your life"
So after a long time I am writing again. I am in a better place. I handle myself again. I helped myself to get better again. I didn't have anyone to help me with my heartbreak again. I was all alone to handle and get out of it again. But ultimately I did it. It was difficult even for a month of love as normally it is easy to forget about it but then she made me fall in love with her so hard that it took so much effort to get out of it.
Life has its own way to show how situation is and how to deal with it. Never thought have to deal with it 2 times. But to be honest it made me stronger and made me realise that I am not ready for relationships or heartbreaks. I felt this after my cousin sister's boyfriend is getting married to someone else and they had a 7 years long relationship with ship sailing a long way along. If their relationship can break being in the same religion and cast an everything else who am I? We always think that being with someone can lead to a marriage but as I am seeing things its not like that. In marriage every single person from both the family comes in and judge you.
The only saviour that saves you from that is money. If you have money then maybe you'll not get judge. But you know what in India everyone is like religion,caste,language everyone is so into that which is something I do not like. Everyone should be open enough to have a open thinking about every religion just like people from different countries do not see a person identified by religion but with nature which I always look in a person. I stay away from people who says that I am telegu and will get maaried to a telegu. Fk man if you wanna marry a telegu why even you making friends other than telegu? Why asking help from other people than a telegu guy? isn't it strange?
Whatever it is at the end of the day its all about the nature of a person how the person is and how they can take you alone and love you like no one would.
I met that type of person in my life for the first time. And she left me. Funny part is she never msges me because her mother told her not to.. And i never do it cause it may cause problem to her family and her. Sacrifise is a big word to make when it comes to your life. The real game is who is making it. I did my part of honestly loving her but she now always act like she is heart broken and can never be back to normal. You know what... She'll.. She'll soon cause these people are too difficult to judge and they say something and do something.. But I never felt any wrong when I met her. She was so natural or faking I really don't know but now when I am in a better place I would say her one thing.
"Always fight for what you think is right and never give up on people you think you can be happy with. If you do then you'll never ever be able to full-fill the void you are making in your life"
