#neverprettyenough

[vixxenswtchbtch]

Rant away

I'm so tired of never being good enough. Never being good enough at work. Never being good enough as a girlfriend. Never being good enough as a wife. Never being good enough as a submissive. It's days like today that I just want to go back in time and pull that trigger.

[wintersmelody]

A guy from my school picked me up and tried to carry me and almost dropped me. Guy: Whoa you weigh a ton! Me: I didn't ask you to pick me up.

[21days-to-break-a-habit]

Never good enough.

I try so damn hard to be good for you when in fact, I am not.

I fix my hair, and do my makeup, whatever it takes to be "pretty enough"

I try to make you smile, and laugh, and make your day a little brighter.

But it's pointless, you never see any of it.

 Even when my hair is perfect and my face is pretty, you still look at her.

    I will never be pretty enough.

I cannot seem to get a smile out of you, at most a slight grin as you look away from me.

    I am never good enough.

I can never make a  single day ever be good enough for you, it is never me.

   I work so fucking hard to make you happy. And you never notice a single damn thing.