May 2, 2022
Head full of thirdsem Kai...
#thinking of new kai so fucking hard i love him so fucking much#for those not in the loop: new kai is what i call actualized kai#i can't call him actualized because he's not *just* actualized#actualization can be undone. what happened to kai is permanent#anyways#i'm thinking of that split second where takuto looks at kai and realizes he's just not the same kai anymore and... he's horrified at himself#''what did i do to my son...?''#and he rushes to fix him but every time he tries to fix it he just makes things worse because THE FIXING IS THE PROBLEM......#what do you do when you inadvertently warp your own son's mind beyond recognition for the sake of your utopia?#fuck. shit. i care new kai so much guys#ramble#kaito maruki#oc tag#p5r spoilers#new kai
