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[thealexart]

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My Confession

I am a self-confessed cynic. I personally see nothing wrong with being cynical. There are a lot(and I mean seriously A LOT) of things wrong in the world and things to be cynical about. Some people choose to ignore this and move on to look at the beautiful things. Others chose not to. We speculate. We scrutinize. We size-up. No one is wrong really. This is how we chose to be. There are just things that cynics see that others deem unnecessary. That, too, does not bother me. Do I really need to explain my loves and hates to anyone really? I think not. I love what I love passionately. I hate what I hate. Passionately! There is no room for doubt. No ifs or buts. I do not believe that you can please EVERYONE in this world and those who try end up without a sense of identity. It would not make sense for me to agree with you or change my values because mine offend yours. I would never ask anyone to believe what I believe. But I will say what I feel regardless. If I do not believe in "love" do not be offended if you do. You have strong reasons to believe in it's existence. I do not. Should we fight over this? No, no. I am living my truth. It is not THE truth but it is Mine. Please keep that in mind. 

I am strong-willed and stubborn as a mule. You can't move me. Even when I don't have reasons for what I say. I have my heart set on it and I understand that people like that can frustrate people but honestly...don't get yourself worked up over it.. People such as these (i.e me) will learn a different way. At our own pace. Perhaps one day I will find this "love" and say it exist. Maybe somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly. Along with unicorns and fairies. But until then I am quite happy being cynical