Bubble Gum, Shoe Strings, and Unrequited time
Maybe its for the best you see at the current moment I’m a bit of a mess. Pieced together with some bubble gum, shoe strings, and duct tape Since D day Ive been hurting but it’s now incorporated I’m just your friendly neighborhood pain addict it only hurts when i stop moving I keep a smile illustrated so I can continue to run from my afflict Maybe its for the best though Rock bottom only leaves you with 2 choices Climb up or stay down Yea I’m moving but the motion aint in my feet My mind races to no where line of vision, just blurred submission to the new normal, pain Contorted unconditional love running off the tracks no train
Hey, but maybe its for the best I made the mistake of letting it fester when you stopped nourishing my heart, I should have ripped out the roots. Sure, the pain would have reached the depths of my soul but instead i chose to let these withered tendrils rot with malnourish I said maybe we can be friends “You said sure! “ “But lets be clear, i still plan to watch as you disintegrate” “Spectate the demise, while I go back to the ones I betrayed you for, time after time”
You know what,Maybe its for the best Two months have passed and I love you is still tatted on my tongue I cant even hate you, Like i wanna be one of those girls that fuck my ex on to the next , but shit instead i forge fiction like, I don’t love you, I don’t miss you, you never cross my mind lies crossed and weaved over the clock to pacify the wound. But I know one look into your sun rimmed eyes will rip through my fabricated band-aid.
Maybe its for the best That you have your coast and I have mine You see at the current moment I’m a bit of a mess Pieced together with some lies, false hope, and unrequited time Since D-day, Ive been hurting but the hurt is now incorporated It only hurts when I stop moving And your presence makes the world stop Hope is my mess. So shit maybe its for the best
