#nexuschips

[peachyfnaf]

CAN I REQUEST

NEXUS GETTING COMFORT (and/or smooches) FROM ECLIPSE OR DARK SUN PLEASE?!?!?

-💥

Yes here you go Anon that is totally Anonymous that I have no idea who could be. I used these designs because it's so random and not at all for anything specific haha

[that-starry-freak]

Okay, wow, uhm-

This is my rant about Eclipse x Solar x Nexus i keep saying ill do. Sooo- yeah. If you don't like it, just scroll. Or block me i don't give a shit- im just ranting about what I like *shrug* (btw this is 95% for/about my tol au, so-)

Cw i do mention abuse a few times, because of Solar's Moon, dark sun, etc.

God i love these three so much. There's just so much potential, both angst and fluff (and a bit of smut but that stays in my head that is NOT going on my blog)

Like Solar and Nexus are both such needs and idiots. They both stay up late working, and insist the other one goes to bed (Eclipse ends up having to drag them both to bed).

They love working on projects together. People arnt usually allowed int he workshop when their working together, because if they have each other they don't need anyone else to help or anything- but they let Eclipse in once, and he got to see how they danced around each other and worked together perfectly.

They're all nerds who love science and mechanics tbh, but they all like it in different ways. Solar likes the hard work, the mindlessly fixing things. He liked the manual labour, the more mechanics of it. Nexus loved the science. He loves asking questions and learning knew things. He loves questioning things and people. He likes building and creating and testing out code. Eclipse likes the results. He doesn't particularly enjoy coding and building, it makes him frustrated, but he loves the results. He likes having a job well done. And getting to enjoy whatever the product is, whether its a computer or a basic machine.

Eclipse and Nexus can also understand each other. They can understand the expectation of who you're supposed to be. To be a remake of someone dead, but not really being them. Yet everyone expects you too. They've spent long nights sharing a smoke and ranting about how unfair it is. About how they weren't v1 Eclipse, or Moon. That they were themselves, and it wasn't fair people pressured them into being their predecessors.

Solar and Eclipse can understand what its like to be an eclipse. To come into this world with Moons hating you. To be called vile, to have a Moon laugh in your face. They may not have always liked each other, but they understand each other, its one of the reasons they became close.

Nexus can also help them both heal from their trauma of Moons. Plus, he isn't really Moon. Sure, he is a moon, coming from he dame basic code. But he isn't an old Moon. He's kinder, he doesn't blow up as easily. Its reassuring to them both, being treated so kindly to someone who pretty much abused them both (Eclipse didn't deserve how Old moon treated him when he came into this world.)

Eclipse and Nexus also know what its like to be left behind. Eclispe knows what its like to be left behind by Moon, to be a piece of code that he doesn't care about. Nexus knows what its like to hurt people and lose them. Yes, its different, but that doesn't mean they can't empathize with each others pain, because it is similar in a way.

solar and Nexus can understand each other's pain of losing someone you care about deeply. Of blaming yourself for their death. Of course. They dealt with it much differently, but still-

Eclipse and Solar both knowing what its like to die, comforting each other, reassuring them that they're still here. That they're alive. That they're them.

Enough about what they have in common tho-

like oh my goddd. I have so many thoughts bro-

Eclipse smells like cigarettes and leather and faintly of the vanilla candles Puppet lights in their apartment. Solar smells like grease and oil and sometimes chemicals when he cleans himself off (and then is forced to take an actual shower by Eclipse because cleaning yourself with harsh chemicals every time cant be good for your casing). Nexus smells like lavender (because thats the scent of the detegerant Sun always washes their clothes with) and faintly of bleach (consequences of living in the same house as Sun) and grease a lot after he's been working. The other twos smells are comforting to all three of them, reminding them that they're safe and content. Nexus eccpecially loves wearing Solar's clothes, and loves being in his arms, reminding him that he's alive. Thats he's right here. That everything is going to be okay.

And oh my god don't get me started on the forbidden love. The fact that Eclipse and Solar can't be in the same dimension till Eclispe gets a new dimensional signal. Solar and Nexus both crushing on Eclipse, but Nexus is the only one that can actually see them both, having to pass messages between the two. Of course they do eventually get to see each other again, but for so long they won't be able to. Its just.. sad

And AUGH im always going to be insane over rmy true loves kiss idea. The idea of Solar kissing Nexus out of desperation, because nothing he says can get through to him and ohmygod he's panicking- and somehow the virus he has just disappearing. The kiss curing Nexus, and bringing him back to his senses. And oh my god, the chaos and angst that follows. Nexus sobbing becuase of what he's done, feeling so guilty. The family not wanting to accept him back, Moon being the worst one-

Solar and Eclipse being the first ones to accept him. Later being Sun, Earth, and then Lunar. Maybe one day Moon, but thats a day far in the future.

And auggh, Solar and Moon's friendship. Moon hating his boyfriends but midly tolerating them for Solar's sake. Solar aclimating him to Eclipses, and he starts tolerating him a bit more. Hearing him say so many good things about Nexus makes him hate him more, though, insecure about Nexus being back in the family. Afraid of being replace.

Sleaking of being replaced, Nexus feeling like he's replaceable. That he's disposable. That one wrong move and he'll be thrown out again. Solar reassuring him that even if he is hell go with him. That he refuses to let Nexus be completley abandoned and manipulated again.

And god, all three of them have such communication, trust, and attachment issues-

Solar feels like he has to be useful to be loved. That he has to prove himself. That he could also be thrown out of the family because he's not from this dimension. He's afraid of being a burden. He's afraid that if he complains he'll be seen as a nuisance. That he doesn't deserve help or to get anything, that he barely deserves the celestial family as it is even if he does so much for them.

Nexus also feels like he has to be useful. That if he isn't, what is he for? What was his purpose if he can't help? He compares himself to Moon a lot, feeling like he has to match up to his standards, even if they're impossible. Moon has years and years of experience on him- he also struggles to talk about his own feelings. He bottled them up so much because he felt like they were stupid that he just doesn't know how to talk about them. The only time he can is in the middle of the night, and is usually with Eclipse. Solar will try to comfort him and almost baby him when he tries to rant to him, Eclipse will just complain and rant right back though, and he prefers it.

Eclipse didn't really ever have any healthy relationships. He's used to pushing people away and bottling all his feelings up. To lashing out at people. Yes, this version is much calmer, but he still has the memories of the ones before him. Hes still used to that being what Eclipses in this dimension did. He doesn't know how to talk to people. Earth helped him open up though, and Solar and Nexus helped him more. He's a lot calmer now, and it helps that they both enjoy listening to him rant. Solar will listen to him and gives advice, while Nexus will just complain with him in the middle of the night. He loves both, though it depends on the situation for what he wants to do.

Their relationship isn't perfect, though. Nexus will still sometimes yell and freak Solar out, and he has to frantically apologize while Eclipse calms him down. Eclispe sometimes will push them away, and will sometimes use their insecurities and trauma against them when hes frustrated eith them. Solar refuses to talk about his own issues, and it worried the other two to no end. Nexus sometimes will hit himself or bite himself to the point of denting his casing when he's frustrated or having a breakdown, not wanting to lash out at anyone, and this worries the other two so much but there's nothing they can really do to stop it, just comforting Nexus the best they can and restraining him when they see him doing it. Eclipse will be rude to Nexus, treating him like Moon, and they'll get into fights about it that they both always regret later.

The hallucinations Nexus suffers from also doesn't end. He still sees Solar telling him he isn't proud of him. He sometimes gets vivid hallucinations that Solar is still dead.

They also all suffer from horrific nightmares

Solar dreaming that he's still in his original dimension. That he's still being abused by his Moon. That he still has no one to love him. He has nightmares that he's still dead, that Nexus never got better. He has nightmares that he ends up like Eclipse, that he hurts people. He has nightmares that the family shuns him and kicks him out. He has nightmares that old moon shows up at his dimension again and he can't stop him this time, and he hurts him and everyone he loves.

Nexus dreaming of Solar still dead. Nexus having nightmares that he actually killed his family. He has nightmares that he's still under Dark Sun's control. He has nightmares that he never was saved from space. He has nightmares of Eclipse betraying and killing him, never having truly gone good. He has nightmares that the family kicks him out for not living up to their expectation, for not being good as moon.

Eclipse dreaming of Moon. Nightmares of Bloodmoon torturing him, of Moon hurting him, of Lunar killing him again. Nightmares of him betraying everyone, even though that's the last thing he wants to do. Nightmare of Earth hating him, of Solar an Nexus hating him.

They often have to comfort each other from these night terrors, holding them close as cooing to the and rocking them.

Solar panics and sobs when he wakes up from one, but refuses to talk about it. He shuts down once when calms down, and often gets up in the middle of the night after to mindlessly do work to get his mind off of it.

Nexus wakes up screaming and crying and often hallucinating. He ususally has to be restrained so he doesn't accidentally hurthimself. He always feels bad about it after, and just wants to cuddle and feel loved, reminding himself that his partners are here and they're real.

Eclipse wakes up in a cold sweat, quiet. Hell just sit there for awhile, before getting up to take a cold shower to clear his mind.

they all overwork themselves, Solar and Nexus eccpecially-

solar because he needs to feel useful. Also because working helps him not think, it helps him "relax", even if it stresses him out more.

Nexus because he'll get so caught up in what he's doing. He'll start working at like noon and he'll zone out and suddenly its midnight and Eclipse and Solar are coming down to drag him away from his lab. Or Sun, sometimes sun has to come after him.

They're just so sad and gay and such a polycule i love them <3

Im so normal about them, clearly (im sorry this is too long im not going to go through this and edit rn- there probaly really a lot of grammar errors and typing errors and spelling errors but im tired soo-)

[tsbs-shipfessions]

I need V1 Eclipse and Nexus to kiss

I think they would have saved each other. Or at least joined each other in their insanity.

[zthesheep]

Would you like to ramble about specific TSAMS ship to us?

I have written, and deleted, and rewritten. and redeleted my answers to this ask so many times. I keep rambling, then going back because it makes no sense.

So here I am again.

MoonChips, my absolutely beloved, has so many flavours, my all time favourite, it's the easiest way to bring my attention on anything lmao xD

Someone just mentions it and I am like "!!!!!!!!!!".

I'm forcing myself to be as concise as possible, cuz I genuinely, AM SICK OVER THESE SHIPS.

OG!Moon and OG!Eclipse are enemies, hate each other, but also understand each other more than anyone else because they used to be one person, and Eclipse is just SO upset from Moon leaving him behind AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH OMG PLEASE- all Eclipse wanted was Moon, his attention to be one with him again, to annoy Moon, to get back at Moon, it was always Moon this Moon that, Sun came second or as a means to hurt Moon!

OG!Moon and Backup!Eclipse (Dusk), Dusk at this point was avoidant of Moon, but at the same time, had nothing else but the plans his predecessor left behind for him to continue on as (Get the Star, annoy Moon, and kinda Sun). He still tried to keep away from Moon, knowing the other would kill him if he could, until he found an "opportunity" to "bring Moon to his side", if even for a small moment (To kill KC) AND JUST RAAAAAAA, MOON AND DUSK WERE SO- I WANNA PUT THEM IN A BLENDER.

Dusk and New Moon, New Moon was so untrusting and so tired of Dusk's shit it was SO FUNNY, Dusk was truly the start of the pathetic wet cat arc, and we all love a pathetic wet cat with someone who doesn't give a shit vibes okay chat, I fucking love them!!! And then New Moon kills Dusk, and Dusk is just so pathetic, I'm crying /pos.

New Moon and Copy!Eclipse (Polaris), POLARIS IS SO ANGRY. He just wants to be dead, and not here anymore, and he's so fucking tired, and pissed off, and biting at my enclosure. THEY HAVE SO MUCH TOGETHER, NEW MOON APOLOGIZING TO POLARIS?? LIKE RAAAAA, New Moon coming to terms with that MAYBE, Old Moon was in the wrong, and everything with the Eclipses could've been avoided if Old Moon WASN'T SUCH AN ASSHOLE (<33333 I love OG!Old Moon chat), and Polaris is just so happy he's got a Moon to finally listen to him, he's still a dick about it, he still doesn't trust it at all, BUT HOLY SHIT IT'S REAL CHAT AND IM LOSING MY FUCKING MARBLES.

New Moon and Eclipse!v4 (Nova), my son, my children, i sob and love them, they could've had so much together, NOVA COULD SEE NEW MOON'S DECENT AND IM CRYING THE PARALLELS RAAAAAAAAA, their time together is short and toxic as hell (Cuz start of Nexus arc lol), I live for it.

I'm vibrating in my seat as I write this.

ANYWAYS

Nexus and Nova, MY BABIES, one of my absolute favourite flavours atm (The OG duo still be my top top one tho fr fr), Nova would/could've understood Nexus, a copy of someone else, forced to bare the wight of the past that isn't theirs, AND YET SO DIFFERENT, BECAUSE ONE HAD THE MEMORIES, AND THE OTHER FORCED INTO THE POSITION BY THE SURROUNDINGS, LIKE AAAAAAAAAAA.

this is why New Moon and Nova had so much potential as well, AND WHY NEW MOON AND POLARIS WERE SO COOL, CUZ THEY COULD UNDERSTAND AND HEAL TOGETHER AND IM INSANE FUCK YOU GUYS IM SOBBING AT THE LOST POTENTIAL RAAAAAAAAA.

I still live in delulu, Nexus could've totally just left the main dimension, went to EAPS, and gone through a "redemption arc" under Nova, because they'd be so understanding of each other, i'm sobbing, I love LullabyChips (IT'S A FLAVOUR OF MOONCHIPS, IT GETS TO BE HERE FUCK OFF /SILLY /LHJ)

Nova and Moonpea (Ash), I'VE YAPPED ABOUT THEM BEFORE LEMME JUST COPY AND PASTE THAT-

It's long, I'm not sorry <3

we saw how they acted in the show, please- Ash was SO sad when he thought Nova was just using him, you heard how heart broken he was when he went "You know, I really thought we had something good.... but I guess I read that wrong, my bad"

and look how much Ash just wants Nova to be his friend again, HE'S TRYING SO HARD, he's upset (as he should be) but he wants his first friend back, he misses playing games with him chat- please

THE WAY HE WAS SO EASY TO LET NOVA CHECK ON HIM IF HE SAID PLEASE, AND YOU HEARD WHAT ELSE HE SAID RIGHT? "Communication, but we'll work on that"

CHAT HE WANTS TO TRY BEING FRIENDS WITH NOVA AGAIN-

AND THAT'S ON ASH'S PART

Consider how it feels for Nova

Nova who used to be Moon, who (possibly) also likes people like him, (see how Moon described how he'd want/likes people like him in the podcast ep on sams)

Who can't help but begrudgingly admit that he likes Ash, that his company isn't AWFUL, that maybe, just maybe, he looks forward to being able to just hang out and be himself with a Moon that doesn't outright show hostility with him (-stares at Old Moon- /pos)

AND SINCE THEN IT'S ONLY GROWN- CUZ LIKE

ASH AND NOVA TALK ALL THE TIME, AND HANG OUT, AND IM CRYING, AND THE WHOLE VIDEOGAME THING, AND RAAAAAAAA I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHHH

Anyways

Thank you for coming to my MoonChips essay, I tried to be as short as possible, this is the best I could do.

-Z, the most sane MoonChips shipper and truther ever.

[dont-hug-me-im-hyperfixating]

"You don't get to tell me what to do"

These are my Tsams aus and things, I hope you enjoy

My tags

Warning!

Posts and Aus on this blog can often portray very dark or mature themes, such as torture, sexual themes, derealization, suicide, mental health issues, ect.

My aus:

Relo AU

"Relocation au"

(V4) Eclipse, while looking for who created him, decided to pay the lord Eclipse dimension a visit with the help of Spanaird. He never found a pull towards world domination, and wanted to see what that world looked like. However, before he found the lord, he found Servant Sun (who didn't die in this au 👍). After talking with him a bit and seeing his anxiousness, he felt pity and helped him devise a plan to take Lord Eclipse down. It works, and S!Sun uses the stolen star to bring his family back, before destroying it for good.

Eclipse went back to his own dimension for awhile. However, Nexus's insanity only kept growing, and he attempted to kill Eclipse to use him to bring Solar back. He evaided death, however, and told Earth on him. But when the rest of the celestial family confronted Nexus, he ended up killing them all. (Nexus a villain in one of my aus??? Its more likley than you think) All except Eclipse. He tried to go for him too, but he high tailed it out of there and went to S!Sun's dimension (also he brought Spanaird with him!!)

Sun and his family gratefully took Eclipse in. After all, he was the reason the reason they were even still alive. Eclipse ended up changing his name to Solstice, since Ecliose was an uncomfortable name for them.

Sun and Solstice get close, and they both begin to heal from what they've been through. Solstice becomes friends with Earth again. He mourns her and the rest of his celestial family. He mourns Solar, too. They don't understand who Solar is. He gets a bit closer with Moon, and begins to heal from what his Old Moon AND Nexus put him through.

Its a story of healing 👍

TDSP AU

"The Dying Sun's Protostar au"

When they defeated Eclipse (v2), the start wasn't destroyed. No one knew this but Nexus, however, and he quickly hid the star and told everyone it was destroyed in order to keep it out of danger out being stolen. However, when Solar died, things took a turn. No, Nexus didn't use the star, but when he tried to use magic to bring Solar back using the remnants of his soul essence stuff. The star absorbed it. This made the star sentient, and it turned into a robot child.Nexus began to raise her, with Sun (and the rest of the family) helping. Nexus never went crazy, becoming too engrossed in raising a fucking child to focus on bringing Solar back. He feels guilty, but he feels like this is what Solar would have wanted. He now has to deal with mourning his best friend, and raising an all-powerful, important, chaotic star child. Yippie

Ask Blog: @the-adopted-star

ICFT AU

"I Can Fix Them au"

okay, so- this one doesn't really have a story, rather so just some events I have in my head. This is a newer au of mine

First of all, its an Eclipse x Nexus x Solar au

Second, Nexus does become insane in this, but he isn't the main villain or antagonist in the context of the au- he has a virus

Solar after he's brought back believes in Nexus, and when they see each other he starts to lose hope. So in a last ditch effort he kisses him, and somehow it works, breaking the virus and bringing Nexus back to him. True loves kiss 👍

Also we have forbidden love with Eclipse and Solar cause they can't be in the same dimension (thats why its called tol- true love and forbidden love lol)

Anyway they help each other heal from their attachment issues and trauma (shared Moon trauma lmao, even Nexus-) and bad decisions- and they cuddle and have long talks together and are sarcastic together and build things together- eclipse has had to drag the two away from the lab at like 4 am to sleep lmao.

They're in love your honor

SM Au

"Save Me au"

Eclipse, while exploring universes, stumbles upon a lord Eclispe dimension long after the lord himself is dead. Instead, he finds a singular Sun possessing the star. Utterly alone, haven destroyed everything but himself. Slowly going crazy

The Sun in question, desperate for company, refuses to let him leave. He forces Eclipse to stay with him, treating him as his even though Eclipse refuses his advances over and over again.

Eclipse wants to get back to his boyfriends. Sun wants him all to himself

[tsbs-shipfessions]

Nexus x Eclipse needs more love not gonna lie

Absolutely correct Anon. They can both fix each other and make each other worse.

[tsbs-shipfessions]

Hear me out

Eclipse and Nexus? PLEASE

they both had to deal with being someone when they're really not, Nexus with having to be Moon, but he's not Moon, and he never had the choice until it all but broke him

And Eclipse understands that, because Eclipse is v4, he's Eclipse, but he's nothing but a copy with the memories, and he's not really the same Eclipse that hurt the celestial family but had to accept/take the mantle that came with the memories

Eclipse could('ve) helped him move on from that hatred, they could heal together, find themselves and each other

I THINK THEM KISSING WOULD'VE FIXED EVERYTHING

Nexus could've left the main dimension and stayed in the peas place, MOVED ON AND BEEN BETTER

-💥

This is what happened in an alternative, better timeline.

[tsbs-shipfessions]

ECLIPSE AND NEXUS SHOULD'VE FUCKING KISSED IM SOBBING

THE MISSED OPPORTUNITIES

HE'S DEAD NOW I'M IN MISERY /lhj

I seek LullabyChips content, I am starved, is this a rarepair? I have no idea

-💥