One of the last things he said to me before he decided not to be my friend, was that I'm arrogant, selfish, self-centered, and our friendship was completely one-sided. Not sure how his actions were a proactive approach to correct that one-sidedness. But after all the times I drove him to work, bought him weed, gave him a place to live, and loaned him money, I can totally see how our friendship was one-sided.
There's no excuse for what you did, Nick. But It seems you know that already, because you're the one running away. You're the one who lied to me, you're the one who pried into my love-life time after time, and you're the one who can't cross a bridge without burning it. I hope one day your guilt brings you back to me, and that you beg me to forgive you, just so I can say "never" to your face.