Before Daybreak
“Before daybreak the next morning, Jesus got up and went out to an isolated place to pray.” -Mark 1:35 (NLT)
This is the first time I wrote about God, my relationship with Him and anything about religion. I’ve always been quiet with my faith, I’ve been lost for so long, trying to find where do I belong. Tonight, I felt that there’s a void in my life, there’s something lacking, that I don’t feel complete at all. Then out of a sudden, the only thing that comes to my mind was God. That I have been separated from Him for too long. That I have abandoned Him, left Him, took Him for granted. I always do pray before I eat, but was I genuinely praying for Him or was it just a habit? I felt bad thinking of these all. It hurts me.
Tonight, I pledge again my life to God, faithful than how I used to be, closer than ever before. I believe that this is my wake up call, and that it’s never too late to run back to Him. That our feelings of separation from God will diminish as we become more childlike before Him. It may not be easy in this modern world full of opinions of others and liberation that could have such an effect on our motives. But it will help us recognize this truth: God is close to us and aware of us and never hides from His faithful children.
Are you feeling disconnected from God? Do you feel void in your life? Maybe it’s time you take some time out intentionally to spend time with God. Eliminating yourself from any interruptions and seek God in prayer. We should have private time with God even if we aren’t feeling separated from Him in order to focus on God.












