you weren't mine to save, prompt five
Prompt #: 5 Title: you weren’t mine to save Characters: Vanessa Nightray, Elliot Nightray, Vernice Nightray, Leo Baskerville. Warnings/Rating: G. Word Count: 1805 words. Summary: What could go wrong? Or, alternatively, the youngest Nightrays dancing. A/N: Can you guys see my preference yet. Also this is unedited so please don’t yell at me for grammar or something.
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Entertainment outside of novels and tuning her violin to perfect pitches had been taboo in Vanessa’s childhood. Frederick had happily adored, favorited, and especially dotted upon her, and thought it was required as his role of a big brother to at least indulge in her in a single fun activity her parents cared not for.
Thus, horseback riding had become a regular treat, her brother claiming plein air study lessons and lending an assisting hand with her difficult Lutwidge assignments whenever the two left the house together. Truth be told, Claude had unknowingly answered the multiple choice home tests weeks ago, and the essays were completed in the range of its’ school grounds.
At the time, Ernest had a reputation for maintaining a perfect record and steady relationships, but by the time Vernice had, after many years of fruitless trial and error, otherwise unnatural attempt, given birth to the final Nightray child, the title of apple in their family’s eye had gone ambiguous. Once born, all the nurses, minus the apathetic head, openly coo’d and aww’d at the sight of his sweetly, pink chubby cheeks, despite his entrance into the world opening with a cry loud enough to wake the dead.
Uncertainty, his rounded fists pounded effortlessly against the chest of everyone who wished to hold him- in count, four siblings, two parents, and three nurses - but he had curled instinctively into Vanessa’s breast, sniffling softly and nearly opening those inevitably dashing blue eyes. In comparison, the difficulty on Vernice’s behalf of giving up the child had paled against Vanessa, the daughter nearly purely, harshly, if not even animalistically growling once a nurse expectantly opened her arms.
Given the blatant adoration to the newest from each relative, the head nurse had snorted at the sight before her after her suggestion to the fifth-again father to divide the time spent with the baby fairly, noting to gie the biggest portion of time towards mother to establish a proper bond and the like. Each sibling had rolled their eyes and only Ernest had opened his mouth in protest, but his slimy, slithering tongue had rendered naught for usage in Frederick’s gloved hand, the man only managing a single stutter before forcible silence.
As Ernest ew’d at the taste of stinging cotton, and her remaining older brothers snickered at his disgust, Vanessa leaned forward against the bed as Vernice rocked her babe to near exhaustion rather than sleep, smiling regardless of the pout forming on his face at the feeling of only two sets of eyes resting against his figure. Don’t worry, little Elly, the masculine name had earlier been announced throughout Bernard’s anxious page flips in the waiting area, I’ll make sure there’s always someone at your side. You won’t be bored ever again.
//
Moonlight poured through poor frames against the wall, temporarily resembling a rabbit against the wall before the rabbit’s ears had turned to the beats of wings, then to the feet of a nervous dancer. Fascinated, along with the glee of having a secret visitor who accepted his sleepless nights and laid him to bed with tremendous amounts of new information. Vanessa stood opposed to his gaping window, repeatedly changing her fingers and hands into new monstrosities and every day sightings before she fell flat in imagination and returned to the dancing ballerina.
“What’s that?” A blurt was sure to be found once in their nighttime talks, often from Elliot, curious about what visions or words or concepts Vanessa had off-handedly shown to him with an expectancy of simple acceptance. Startled, the girl jumped and her hand briefly showed a shadow of a rise before it laid limp against her side, grinning mischievously.
“What’s what?” Although her sister’s teasing nature had been obvious to anyone with a brain, Elliot was barely a month over the tender aging of three, personalities meaning just as much as the dust settling beneath his floorboards. With a huff, the archduke laid himself upon the floor, struggling to do the motion in the air. Eventually, due to her attitude of wanting to milk out the time of the pathetically mid-air bicycling for much longer than what was entirely necessary, Vanessa oooh’d and nodded her head with the wisdom of a sage.
“It’s called dancing, and it’s meant to be done upright. Like this.”
Truly barefoot dancing was improper, an amused Vanessa thought to herself as she bowed in front of an imaginary figure. Instantly, she pretended to twirl about them, imagining Elliot, once tall once, able to dip her. Dangerously, she leaned against the floor, extending her hand to the nightstand. With a push at the last moment, she managed to right herself in front of an awed Elliot, beginning to clap and giggle.
“That’s so cool! Can you teach me?!”
“Of course. In fact, we can start tonight.”
“Really?! On the main floor.”
“Sure, why not?" Anything for you, Elliot. Plus, what could go wrong?
//
Barefoot, and poorly dressed was Vanessa as she lowered herself and began to arrange Elliot’s wobbling feet into the closest position he could get at his age. Nevertheless, the boy faced it head on, never risking tears as he fell to the marble and straightened himself back up. With every fall, his immediate righting began to perfect itself, feet crossing before Vanessa’s instructions repeated.
After a couple of extra tries just to be certain on his skill, Elliot was lifted into her arms and placed against her own feet as they swung and dipped back and forth. Soon enough, drowsiness swept through his nerves, and once he blinked he was cradled as she hurried her way into the staircase, hearing the three bongs as she crossed halfway.
"I’ll tell mother you’re ready for lessons soon. But we’ll keep the night lessons between us, okay?”
“Okay…” while tired, and half-awake, the word was binding, and soon it had become even more anticipated than her long conversations with him as the night laid itself bare against the horizon. Height grew with more intense sessions, teaching the correct introduction, movements, and parting. Once or twice, Claude had caught them during an back-breaking essay and merely inclined his head, a silent promise to leave it be.
His first real, true dance had been in the chambers of Nightray, a disease wearing the black-blue coat of honor with the emblem of Nightray pressed against his heart, taking the role of best friend to welcome him into society. A lady smothered in accessories approached him, practically racing for the first dance. Vernice had caught her daughter’s wary gaze and unhappy frown, but to refuse a harmless noble was to shame their name further.
Thus, there Elliot stood, bringing the girl to the sky as he turned and swirled her around, layers of dress occasionally, momentarily slapping carelessly against the bare leg or foot of a fellow dancer. Switched out was he, passed throughout women of varying ages, several having the appearance of one who shouldn’t even be allowed to attend this gathering, and every time Vanessa leaned her hand backward to be snatched, an arm reached above and closer and was taken, her partner always mistaking it for a in-the-moment action.
In the corner of her eye, an eye looking for the slightest hint of possibility for a dance with her baby brother, the servant stood and - nothing. In fact, he had been standing there the entire time, never once leaving the position he was placed in for the role of friend, guardian, or whatever the ceremony had asked for.
A guess at his line of sight was directly against Elliot and the woman he was with, head turning wherever the lady brought him, bowing when, the weight and force brought the couple down before a heel gave them into dance. Was he, in fact… jealous?
Impossible, an easy dismissal as her ring finger was taken before her hand by another man with a simple cut and beard, there’s no way he could view Elliot like that… right, he couldn’t.
//
Hatred flowed towards anything resembling a Vessalius in words, teeth, face, eyes, hair, posture, and attitude. Resentment twisted itself, bending into a foreign concept for the Nightrays, haughtiness never directed. Despise was found in Vessalius, but fury, judgment, anything more than an evil was the reeking person of Isla Yura.
A poisonous snake with a cult that, on the surface, was good in a word. It was the action of bringing happiness into an isle of pain, but Vanessa had no such thoughts of letting Isla Yura step closer into Nightray territory than he had already done.
Vernice, at this point, was repetition. Words that made their way out of a vile throat spilled mercilessly, the crazed woman who she dared to no longer call mother in public finding them sweet as honey as she ignored the undertone of toxic. Reduced to nothing but a humiliation, Vernice was to be seen either in a locked room with a bolted window or attending “church”.
She hated him.
She hated him.
She hated him.
//
Their last dance was unbeknownst to both in finality and ringing of their first.
“I can’t believe he’s keeping us waiting! Doesn’t he have any feeling of shame?”
“Vanessa.”
“Really, Elliot. We’re all flustered, crowding around the door with useless feathers. We’re practically chickens waiting to be plucked rid of these things! In fact, take it. I don’t want to brush hands with a Vessalius.”
“Vanessa.”
Stuffing her brother’s pocket with a feather as he protested, slapping her wrist playfully, her defense in leaning backwards and taking his hands in hers’ lead to an awkward situation. Bent, Vanessa’s face brightened with a cough, steadying herself back onto her feet and sense of mind. Although, it had really been-
“It’s been a long time since we’ve danced, ‘nessa.”
Having the good sense of being ashamed, her brother looked away as sister shifted herself protectively. Peering eyes, ready for gossip and ready to write lies in the paper always glanced at the fountain of juice in the Nightray family. This sheer moment of weakness - she wasn’t going to let them make a mockery out of her family any further.
“…Yeah. You know, while we’re waiting, we could dance.”
“Really?”
“Mm. Right here, on the main floor.”
Really, what could go wrong?
Couples, either bound by blood or love had gotten the same idea. But, for once, disregarding the sensation of the gaze of an abomination’s eyes burning holes into the back of her skull, there was no one who was going to take her brother’s hand and dance with her. Not now. Not when they were like this.
Maybe how, when she was dipped in the direction of where he had taken up refuge as a wallflower, her malicious grin was a tad childish. Maybe. Just a little bit.








