for the past week now. I don't know how, I don't know why, but I do. it all started when my sister wanted to make grilled cheese but we had to wait until two-thirty because that's when my brother gets up for work and his room connects to where our fridge is. so we did that for about three nights in a row so that was my excuse then. but now, I have no excuse. and I always tell myself to not watch anime because I don't want to stay up late and I haven't been watching anime late and yet somehow it still comes to this. it's nearly five-thirty now and I can hear the rain drizzling outside. I only regret all this time I could've spent working on my anniversary gift and I haven't. hopefully it all comes together. I'm having second thoughts about my second gift to him because I think he'll find it weird. actually, I feel like he won't enjoy my gifts on some level T-T just the way he's responded previously.. but I still want to because it comes from the heart, ya know? handy-crafts is what I do and I'm gonna stick by it. it's a lot more personal that way.