#nights garbage thoughts

[miss-night]

Going back to my DCA fic I was writing except I don’t really remember anything and I didn’t finish my notes at all…

I was ambitious but dang I wish I finished it back then

[miss-night]

Me right now because I’m writing Cupheads character and he lowkey sucks to write. Like omg why are you like this? What is your problem? I feel despair thinking about when I have to write the others omg it’s going to be awful—

Im clenching my fist and shaking in frustration

[miss-night]

Tags because I get lost in my madness.

Random moto I came up with a few days ago. That I want to see everywhere I go.

DON’T STOP. KEEP MOVING.

You keep moving and don’t ever stop. No matter what.

12/23/25

[miss-night]

Been writing somewhat and it’s just Oc x canon baloney—

I’ve never done Oc stuff like this before and it’s not even remotely thought out but hey it’s funnn

One is actually a self insert because the idea came to me when I was half asleep and that one is going to be my pride and joy just because I’m fucking up everything.

Sorry Hiccup you have to deal with a 21st century girly pop that loves saying words you never knew existed—

Hiccup minding his own business. Ava coming from no where and slapping him on the back, “what’s poppin’ and lockin’ home slice—”

“Why do you say these things—”

Hiccup probably lol

Will I share the writing?? Probably not unfortunately, but one can dream.

[miss-night]

I feel like I’m clearly burnt out or something on reading but I keep forcing myself to read at least a paragraph as often as I can because THE STORY IS TO GOOD I CANT STOP 😭

I’ve been going crazy and reading stories that are 100,000 words or more for like a week and reading them in like a day—

I think the one I’m reading is 200,000 and I think I have another saved for next and I feel like that one is 400,000—my poor brain wants a break and I’m not allowing it.

[miss-night]

VENT SORRY

I have to pour my soul out in multiple places or will explode. But basically I think (heavy on “I think”) this guy (who is a friend or in the same group of friends as me) was flirting with me and that has terrified me to my core. It’s so bad I’m ignoring him and in offline mode everywhere I can and running.

And since I’m not home I straight up considering leaving all my things and just leaving because I feel this absurd need to run and hide like I’m being hunted.

There’s also other things that are not helping me right now and fueling me further. I’m acting like I’m on the run.

[miss-night]

I’ve been staring at my sketchbook with this longing and I can’t get myself to grab it and draw… and I know if I grab it actually drawing will be harder

[miss-night]

I don’t know what happened but I’m at my wits end right now