#nightshadow112

[kingkatiedid]

I’m done with not being able to sleep at night. I feel bad about the things i have done in my life to many people. Most of those people wont even see my apology. Others will know what i am talking about. I am so sorry for the thins that i have done to piss people off and upset them. I never meant any harm. I am sorry. And i know that that wont make anything better. The people that I have wronged have probably forgotten about me or what I did to them. That’s good, they have moved on. But i cant let the past go that easily.I carry thing with me that I hate every single fucking day. I know that people will look at this and get angry with me and say “That everyone goes through shit. You’re not special”

I’m not trying to be special. I want to feel better. This post doesnt make me special. I know i dont deserve it, but I am lucky to have at least half of my family love me. People who know me personally might think that since Im saying sorry that Im going to commit suicide. I am NOT. I am getting better, and want to continue on that path. Within the last 5 months, ive switched schools and gotten better grades, I am happier than before, I get to see my cousins children grow, Ive gotten a girlfriend, which is huge for me and I love her to pieces. In order for me to continue on this upward trend, I need to forgive myself and apologize to those Ive done wrong.

I am sorry. I hope you have a good life ahead of you, 

[devilmaybecrying]

so i was tagged by fantashik!!

Rule 1) Always post the rules Rule 2) Answer the questions and write ten new ones Rule 3) Tag ten people and link them to the post Rule 4) Actually tell them you tagged them

Which did you think sucked more: (2002) Spider-Man or Green Lantern?

um...

i havent seen either (pls dont kill me, i dont watch that many movies..)

What’s your favorite curse word?

prolly fuck bc there can be so many variations and sayings

What is or favorite number above 20?

222

What is your favorite YouTuber?

either VintageBeef or Cryaotic

What is your major fandom(s)?

obviously Homestuck

um

Free! ( i guess????)

Who do you like to cosplay as the most?

ive only done public cosplays as john (egbert) but i have my alpha!dave finally completed and i love that one

so prolly him

Who, in your opinion, is the biggest piece of trash, in the world?

Robin Thicke, Nash Grier or Justin Bieber :)))))))))

Favorite video game.

World Of Warcraft (or Pokemon bc you cant go wrong there)

Do you prefer to sing slow songs, or fast songs?

...not to be awkward but medium speeds kinda cool, take Winter by Tori Amos, that songs not particularly slow but it isnt really fast either

Describe your social life, with a song title.

Nonexistent by Neurotech (idk what the songs like or who the artist is, i just needed a song title)

I choose:

ghostquxxn, amporatant, godtieer, dirkthedork, nightshadow112 and danielanimales1 ((im too lazy to tag like 10 people, srry >0<))

My questions:

Put your iPod or whatever on shuffle and whatever song comes up, write it down

Favourite article of clothing you own?

Favourite movie?

Ever gone to a con? (like, a convention/expo/whatever you want to name it)

Ever traveled anywhere that you want to go again?

Favourite snack????

Do you have a crush on somebody and do they have a tumblr?

Do you prefer to read the book first then see the movie (if there is one) or see the movie then read the book?

Do you like John Greens books, if so, your favourite one? If not, is there any particular reason you dont?

Best gif you have on your dash right now