My dad called me a retard because I cut. He said he doesn't see the point in me "worshipping" the bands that I listen to. He said that I'm weak because I can't handle my emotions. Little does he know that the reason why I'm so distant from my family is because they were never there for me. My dad was always away for months at a time, and whenever I came and talked to my mom, she just said "Well ignore it" instead of doing anything about it. My sister doesn't care about anything that has to do with my life. It's gotten to where the bands I listen to and my best friend are more of a family to me than my parents and my sister are. My best friend is my sister, and the band members are my brothers, my fathers, my uncles, and my heroes. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be here.
