[text]: It’s worse than being looked at naked. He can see into my soul. Those damn knowing eyes. And I don’t know why he thinks so highly of me. He’s the kindest person I’ve ever met and then he acts like I’m on that sort of level? I’m not even close to a good person. And I’ve never felt so conflicted and attracted to someone at the same time. I don’t wanna just fuck him and go. I mean don’t get me wrong I want to sleep with him but that just seems so wrong. It’s like I want him to know me. It’s so fucking weird. I haven’t felt like this since...well since Cassidy I think. I don’t know what to do. How do you even deal with feelings? They suck. I’m gonna go write a song about this shit.