Dear Nicole, Dear Melly, Dear Fashionable Jacket Sitting In Lost & Found
Dear Fashionable Jacket Sitting in Lost & Found,
I don’t know if you have any idea of how much I love stand-up-collar-jackets, but I’m warning you: you will be mine no matter what’s what I have to do to get you and no one will stop me. That includes all those other suitors behind your pretty texture.
Wait for me and see it becoming real.
Yours as you are mine,Kibum
Dear Melly,
Princess, you and Nicole are the main girls of my life. When I first saw you, I couldn’t believe so much cuteness could be real. I attached every single photo I could get of you to this journal of sorts I keep and I often thought about how wonderful you already were and how much love you would give your owner as you grew up along with the princes. I might have cried a little bit, but that’s between you and me, alright?
I am so sorry for traumatizing you if you did understand what was happening between Minho and I that day– but if you didn’t, don’t ask me, okay? I hope this talk about bees and flowers doesn’t have to be necessary in a long, long time.
I love you girl with the most beautiful set of blue eyes I have ever seen. Be a good girl and always listen to Mama Cole, okay? She might seem like a weird human at times, but you know she means well and you three are the most special thing she has. Your love is safe with her, that I can promise you.
Be good and don’t let boys treat you as if you were harmless and dummy just for being pretty. Show them the tough, ruthless warrior you can be <3
Kisses and all my love,Kibum
Dear Nicole,
Have I ever told you how much I like your name? No? Well. I do. I think it comes from Greek, right? From the Goddess of Victory, and I think that’s probably why it suits you so well.
You are my longest and most beloved friend. You know everything there is to know about me, and you get me like no one has ever done. I hope it is the same for you, because you have been one of the reasons why I have always tried to be strong. Even when we didn’t see each other for years, I would always think what would Nicole say if she saw me doing this– or it would be a quick Nicole would have said I’m being dumb. And it was okay, because you have always been with me and that is something I can never repay you in another way that isn’t doing the same for you and hoping that I succeed.
However there is something I do want to tell you and make it stick around for as long as it can. I thought it being inked was one of the best ways, and so here I go.
Sometimes you forget your own value and you resist to the idea of believing you are as wonderful as so many people have said you are. I know you have problems you haven’t really told me about, and it’s okay, I’m ready when you are ready, remember? But there is something I don’t like and that is seeing the way you seem to think about yourself sometimes. I feel like you tend to forget that it’s okay if things hurt once in a while, or if you end up disappointed by something someone do. That’s not on you, baby girl, it’s on them. It isn’t your fault if you trust them and believe in who they tell you they are, because that is how you begin to meet people, I think that is how it is supposed to go for it to be okay. But if they turn out to be someone they are not, don’t think it’s your fault for not seeing it coming. You are not a liar, not like them, and it is okay. There is nothing I wouldn’t do to spare you from the pain if I could, but I also think this is something that needs to happen so you don’t forget how wonderful you are and how stupid people can be for thinking it’s okay to fool others just because of their own fears.
I love you and everything you are, including you at your lowest and you at your best. So I am asking you to never forget that despite your mistakes and the bad things, you are a good person, the loveliest person on Earth.
I will always be here if you need me, okay? But sometimes, it is okay to just listen to your heart too.
With all the love in the world,your soul-mate.
