#ninispeaks

[roses-and-iron]

Hello my cuties!

I know i have been away for so long and i just don’t feel like coming back. The fandom stopped feeling like a safe space and more of a headache, which I don’t have the caliber to deal with. Forever grateful for the fandom to have met such lovely people each and every one of you. And my besties @obsessedwidskincare @mainyahaankyunhoon

Special mention @afortoru 💗💗

Huge ass apology to @hamzaalimazari 😭🙏🏻

AND LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL OF MY MUTUALS AND CUTIES IN THE FANDOM.

But this is it from me. I won’t be posting anymore. Might take down the fics as well so if anyone wants to save anything go right ahead. Bye bye🫶🏻

(Also sorry to everyone who was waiting for badshah series’ ending)

Please remove me from your taglists as well🙏🏻💓

On a parting note…do you want me to put out the request in my inbox? If any other talented writer wants to write they can🫶🏻

Do lmk

Yes

No

Voting ended onJun 26

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[choremanicevil]

gwendoline christie manspreading whilst wearing silk, angelic robes with the black wings on her back is incredibly and beautifully androgynous

[cheesynini]

OR EVEN BETTER ruikasa headcanons? Pls? Feed your people

RUIKASA!!!

Since I love pathetic hopeless romantic Rui most of my headcanons are about that.

I think most people on the fandom (I don't know I don't interact with pjsk fans too much) might agree that Rui fell first for Tsukasa.

I think he would ramble about him with Nene (and she's so done about it) and all that corny stuff you know I love.

Also clueless Tsukasa, perhaps someday I'll write a fanfic with these ideas and some others I'm way too ashamed to share right now.

And another little fun idea is that Tsukasa would basically force Rui to clean his damn room for once. The idea makes me giggle.

[roses-and-iron]

Quiting💔

Not a joke, not a prank, I am leaving.

Reason being, after asking multiple times to not send requests as they’re closed y’all still keep sending me requests. And I don’t think i have ever been rude, i keep gently reminding everyone specifying the reason that it overwhelms me to no end.

I respect that y’all love the work i put out, and the fact you think I’m good enough to write your ideas but loving someone doesn’t equate respect. Makes me feel like y’all don’t respect me at all.

I don’t want to leave, i love writing, i love being here on tumblr but things like these put immense pressure on me. I can’t even remember the number of times i have replied to asks saying “not taking requests” but some people are just entitled i guess. My love for writing is not above my mental health. I wish it didn’t have to come to this.

I really don’t understand how, i have it written in my profile in bold letters so you tell me, is it not visible? Or do y’all just ignore it?

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@shadylovedhurandhar @bitchy-bi-trash @ramayantika @maraudersbitchesassemble @twinblueflamee @jacqueline-17 @mylifesalreadyfucked @i-am-yourmom @trippitoas27 @desi-brownie @ooopssssu @anayaverse @shotsyfeather @diaryofawhoretbh @multifandom-boss-bitch @peonies7002 @sanpiece @geometric-circle @animelover6000 @seasonofthenerd @galexy085 @hosh-udaaye @feministmenlover @skiicoreee @kookxoxo @tarininini-2308 @dc-reign @terijhukinazar @sebbymybaby21 @suvarnarekha @nerdreader @draculauras-stuff @rini4everdreaming @akinrawsx @myboysfavouritetoy @rehmandakaitswife @wan2bey-n @sweatycreatorprincess-blog @depressedgiftedburnout @linisntcool @tojisloft @thewintersbloom @warnermeadowsgirl @icypurpleluv @harrystyleskiwi9 @noor-archive @doresthings @akshayekimk0 @erenfox @mischiefmanaged666 @afortoru

[roses-and-iron]

Koi mujhe bata sakta hai why none of my stupid ass fics has reached 300 notes? I mean literally none of them while i see dusri fics py 500+ notes!

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?😞 Aaj khud ko stalk kiya toh i noticed🥺 I’m not even new that i don’t have enough reach! I usually don’t dwell on it but I’m kaafi dukhi these days and it hurts right in my meow meow

Tags: @hamzaalimazari @afortoru @shadylovedhurandhar @bitchy-bi-trash @ramayantika @maraudersbitchesassemble @twinblueflamee @jacqueline-17 @mylifesalreadyfucked @i-am-yourmom @trippitoas27 @desi-brownie @ooopssssu @anayaverse @shotsyfeather @diaryofawhoretbh @multifandom-boss-bitch @sanpiece @geometric-circle @seasonofthenerd @galexy085 @hosh-udaaye @feministmenlover @skiicoreee @dc-reign @terijhukinazar @sebbymybaby21 @suvarnarekha @nerdreader @draculauras-stuff @rini4everdreaming @akinrawsx @myboysfavouritetoy @rehmandakaitswife @wan2bey-n @sweatycreatorprincess-blog @depressedgiftedburnout @tojisloft @written-in-ishq @warnermeadowsgirl @icypurpleluv @harrystyleskiwi9 @noor-archive @doresthings @akshayekimk0 @erenfox @mischiefmanaged666

[roses-and-iron]

Please read!

Woah, I didn’t realise that my post would have such an impact, let me just say I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU ALL SO MUCH! People in my dm have my heart @mainyahaankyunhoon @afortoru @goodnightkatherine @thewintersbloom @shotsyfeather @between-smoke-and-roses @buchanana00 @royallysassysworld and obviously meri constant pyaru @obsessedwidskincare (halke me leti hain yr ye😭)

The comments made my heart swell with love, EK EK DIL PY LAGA HAI!! Sacchi bataun toh i had no idea itne logo ko meri fics pasand aati hai because although mere kuch readers constant commenters hai and hamesha interact krte hai (you know who you are kasainuma chummi💋💋) but aaj new accounts bhi dekhne ko mile (why no interaction on fics?☹️) agar pehly pata hota ITNEEYYY saare log hain who love my fics toh I wouldn’t have let some stupid anon msgs make leave.

So with being that said, i am turning off my anons for the time being, if any of you still comment or send an ask with a request i will tag and publicly humiliate you mera bass hogya hai accha ban ke!

ASK BOX IS ALWAYS OPEN FOR INTERACTION, constructive criticism and everything else that is fun but istg another unsolicited request and I’m gone without any announcements!

And i felt really bad others had to apologise for anons’ behaviour, for that i am really sorry to my cutie pies it’s heavy on my conscience. I am really sorry and y’all i love you😞🥺❤️

Tags: @afortoru @hamzaalimazari @shadylovedhurandhar @bitchy-bi-trash @ramayantika @maraudersbitchesassemble @twinblueflamee @jacqueline-17 @mylifesalreadyfucked @i-am-yourmom @trippitoas27 @desi-brownie @ooopssssu @anayaverse @shotsyfeather @diaryofawhoretbh @multifandom-boss-bitch@sanpiece @geometric-circle @seasonofthenerd @galexy085 @hosh-udaaye @feministmenlover @skiicoreee @dc-reign @terijhukinazar @sebbymybaby21 @suvarnarekha @nerdreader @draculauras-stuff @rini4everdreaming @akinrawsx @myboysfavouritetoy @rehmandakaitswife @wan2bey-n @sweatycreatorprincess-blog @depressedgiftedburnout @tojisloft @thewintersbloom @warnermeadowsgirl @icypurpleluv

[roses-and-iron]

hello cuties, i know i have mia for a long time, being really honest with y'all i dont really feel like writing anymore. i know i still haven't written a lot of y'alls requests and i am really sorry but i don't think i'll be able to write them. there 40 pending requests in my ask box, the least i can do is write 10, i will be posting a poll for the fics, character wise and one with most votes will be written.

and i will hopefully complete badshah and haseena apart from the requested fics.

much love nini

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@shadylovedhurandhar @mainyahaankyunhoon @ramayantika @maraudersbitchesassemble @twinblueflamee @jacqueline-17 @mylifesalreadyfucked @i-am-yourmom @trippitoas27 @desi-brownie @ooopssssu @anayaverse @shotsyfeather @diaryofawhoretbh @multifandom-boss-bitch @sanpiece @geometric-circle @seasonofthenerd @galexy085 @hosh-udaaye @skiicoreee @dc-reign @terijhukinazar @sebbymybaby21 @suvarnarekha @nerdreader @draculauras-stuff @rini4everdreaming @akinrawsx @myboysfavouritetoy @rehmandakaitswife @wan2bey-n @sweatycreatorprincess-blog @depressedgiftedburnout @tojisloft @written-in-ishq @warnermeadowsgirl @icypurpleluv @harrystyleskiwi9 @noor-archive @doresthings @akshayekimk0 @erenfox @mischiefmanaged666 @nooriyat

[roses-and-iron]

I miss the time jab aap harr roz upload karte thhe. Aise nhi keh rhi ki aap karo HEE post. But I remember being so excited to wake up every morning and see that you’d posted. Waise I’m happy ki aapko abhi peace hain and I would NEVER force you to post. I js thought ki maybe I should appreciate you for that lil feeling of excitement hehe thank you soooo much

I miss that time too😭 Awee you’re such a cutu ekdm sweetu like your username kajukatili my favourite🥺🥺💖💓

i don’t know why i just can’t seem to write. I know it would sound like the same of old yap but the lack engagement is equally proportional to the lack of motivation. AND THIS ISN’T ABOUT MY REGULAR PEEPS! I love you cuties❤️😘

But yk there’s so many people asking me to be added to the taglist, but they don’t not engage at all. I WRITE PEOPLES REQUESTS in detail, its never less than 1k words and they don’t even have the common decency to tell me if they liked it or not, be it anon or not. Comment to bohot dur ki baat hogayi. It just disheartens me.

But I’m so glad you reached out and I appreciate and love you sm🥹💞

(Sorry for the rant! But i see those accounts active pretty much, and it just makes me feel bad that i put my time and energy for others and its not reciprocated)

Also if anyone wants to be removed from the taglist dm me :)

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@shadylovedhurandhar @mainyahaankyunhoon @ramayantika @maraudersbitchesassemble @twinblueflamee @jacqueline-17 @mylifesalreadyfucked @i-am-yourmom @trippitoas27 @desi-brownie @ooopssssu @anayaverse @shotsyfeather @diaryofawhoretbh @multifandom-boss-bitch @sanpiece @geometric-circle @seasonofthenerd @galexy085 @hosh-udaaye @feministmenlover @skiicoreee @dc-reign @terijhukinazar @sebbymybaby21 @suvarnarekha @nerdreader @draculauras-stuff @rini4everdreaming @akinrawsx @myboysfavouritetoy @rehmandakaitswife @wan2bey-n @sweatycreatorprincess-blog @depressedgiftedburnout @tojisloft @written-in-ishq @warnermeadowsgirl @icypurpleluv @harrystyleskiwi9 @noor-archive @doresthings @akshayekimk0 @erenfox @mischiefmanaged666 @nooriyat