✦ ˚ Tags 🗯️ . ჰ married relationship, fluff, breeding kink, mating press, mentions of oral (f. rec), lactation kink, overstim, multiple orgasms, two- maybe three ass slaps, down bad Jay, Jake cameo (つ﹏<)・゚。 3.8k words
a/n: thinking about breeding with jay and goood lawwdddd...
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It started off simple enough.
Christmas shopping with Jay meant going to every store in an attempt to find the worlds best Christmas presents for your friends and family. Jay strolled through the store behind you, movements languid, almost a fluid look as his clothes swallowed him whole, protecting him from the adamnt Winter cold. His eyes dart around to follow your quick-footed movements, watching the way you continously look back at the list in your hand before turning back to the aisles.
You're mid-wonder about what type of video game Ni-Ki might like before your attention is cut short by Jay calling out for you. "Here, look!"
"Yeah- hold on, Jay, I'm trying to find Ki's present." You say back, turning your head over your shoulder so he can hear you properly but your eyes are locked on the wall of Nintendo switch games, brows furrowed as you try to remember which ones he actually has.
The sound of wheels on tile slowly ride up to your side, Jay standing in your peripheral vision and grabbing onto your shoulder. You protest, your concentration being ruined, til you see what Jay holds— a red and green baby onesie with a reindeer on top that says 'Mama's favourite reindeer'.
As you slowly register it, your whole body softens, from your features to something in your chest. Your hand tentively leans up and grabs a hold of the onesie leg, feeling the soft fabric between your fingers. "Oh…" you whisper, looking back up at Jay with a smile, "It's cute."
"I know," Jay beams, wrapping an arm around your waist and pressing a kiss to the side of your face before turning you around and pointing in the direction of a pile of Christmas clothes, "Look! There's matching ones, too! We can get it for our family."
"Is there any for Buddy?" You ask, leaning into Jay's side as you take the little onesie from his hands, brows furrowing as you notice the red nose on the reindeer. "Shouldn't they be saying Rudolph the red nose reindeer, instead?"
Jay's head whips back towards you, mouth opening and head tilting. "Buddy? No— babe, it's for our family. You know… me, you, and our child." He takes the onesie back and places it in the troller, jutting his head back towards the direction of the game wall. "Come on."
"Buddy's apart of our family." You stare at him, a little dumbfounded at his actions but shrugging your shoulders and following along. There's no point, Jay's paying.
Two days later, it gets a little more obvious and less hypothetical.
Heeseung always holds the annual Christmas parties, inviting guests over for food, present swaps, and just to talk. You sit beside Jay on the couch, leaning into his side and resting your head on his chest, Jay's arm rests around your shoulders and his fingertips draw gently lines up and down your collar bone. The conversation around you consists of plans after the Christmas holidays, potential new years plans, and ideas for brunch that'll never happen.
The conversation stretches onwards and Jay notices how your social battery slowly drains, completely content to just rest against him and listen to everyone else talk. Every so often, you feel the gentle kiss on the top of your head, a silent reminder and reassurance that he's there.
It makes your heart flutter at the quiet gestures he does— it took two years in your relationship before you opened up to Jay about sometimes feeling left out, how being introverted in a group full of extroverts affects the way you've viewed yourself to other people, how your social battery drains easy and you're too worried about people thinking your self-absorded and not wanting to be apart of the conversation.
You do, you really do, but sometimes you need to breath and let everyone else talk first.
And thankfully, Jay understands and does his very best to keep you in the space. Kissing your forehead, gentle touches, randomly bringing you up in conversation and making sure to always send your friends photos of you when you haven't had the time to read the group chat.
You relish in these moments, the warm fluttery feeling and the content that this man is your husband and you will never have to worry about being left out again. Not as long as he's alive.
But right now, it's hard considering his kisses have moved down to the side of your head, a little lick or two on your ear lobe before his hand trails down to grope your breast— which finally gets your full attention.
"Babe!" You hiss, sitting up lightly and looking over your shoulder at him, your hand moves his away and your eyes roll as you hear his quiet chuckle. "What is your problem?"
Your annoyance is faltered as he gently steals a soft kiss before tilting his head towards the direction of your friends. Jake stands in the middle with his phone up, on the screen is his new baby nephew. "Isn't he cute?" Jake squarks, showing the picture to everyone, "God— I can't wait till I have my own. He's so little and tiny and…"
His voice trails off as you look back to Jay, a slightly quizziled expression. "What does that have to do with you groping me in a public space?" You murmur, but you don't make attempt to move away.
Jay shrugs his shoulders, pressing a kiss to the side of your head and holding your against him, a hum that sounds like 'i don't know' vibrating against your skin. "We could be like that. Showing off our baby to our friends." He says it like a suggestion, like there's a possibility you might go a long with it and he already feels his heart bursting.
"We could be like that." You muse, lips quirking up into a giddy smile. Your fingers fiddle with each other in your lap, feeling the way Jay's breath warms up your skin, you don't even have to look to see the amused look on his face.
Keeping him on his toes might just be the best thing you do in this marriage.
It gets more obvious; Jay sending you videos of babies reacting to Hibachi restaurants, pointing out cute moments of parents dressing their new borns up in little star outfits to protect them for the winter, and it gets super obvious when you catch him looking at 'baby's first Christmas' stockings.
And, you love that he's so adament about how cute babies are but you haven't said it out loud or decided. Well, you kind of did at Heeseungs Christmas party, but that was hardly any comfirmation. You've thought about multiple ways to confront him— even now, when you lay beside him in bed, watching a random movie on your tv while Jay gently runs his fingers through your hair. So you decide to bring it up now.
"Jay, my love?" You whisper, voice breathy and timid. Your head slowly tilts up wards to look at him, the hand that was resting on his lower stomach slowly moving up to rest on his chest.
Jay's gaze turns from his phone screen to look down at you, his glasses slowly sliding down his nose. "Hm?"
Your lips form a small pout, your pointer finger drawing gentle circles on his chest, "Lately, you've…" You hesitate, unsure on how to actually word it, "You've been obsessed with… babies. Do you want to talk to me about it?"
Your husband eyelashes flutter as he looks down at you, a dumbfounded expression adorning his features as his lips gently part in surprise. The words hang in the air and you're trying to hold eye contact but his lack of answers are driving you up the wall.
His lips open and closed like a gold fish, eyebrows raising in surprise before he finally speaks up. "Babe—" he starts, shaking his head and using his forefinger to push his glasses up his nose. "What?"
You scoff, rolling your eyes and resting your head back on his chest, snuggling closer. "Babies! You've been obsessed with babies— Jay, you bought a baby onesie because you thought it was cute! We don't even have a baby to wear it. And you've been obsessed with watching videos of different babies and you just like— do you want a baby, Jay?"
Your little ramble makes Jay laugh, pressing a kiss to your forehead before resting his chin on top of your head. "My love…" he whispers, "Of course I want a baby with you. I just wasn't sure how to actually bring it up. I was hoping you would— which you have, so thank you."
You hum, the small scowl on your face disppearing and being replaced with contentment at the answer. "You could've done it as like… a Christmas present." You huff, turning your head to look back up at him, a smile full of mischief adorning your features.
Jay shakes his head in confusement, brows furrowing as he mouths a small 'what?'. Your little laugh makes him even more confused, wrapping his arm around your waist tighter. "How am I meant to get us a baby for your Christmas present? I don't even think storks deliver on Christmas Day."
Giggles fall from your mouth as you sit up, becoming eye level with Jay and resting your hand on his chest, playing with the collar of his shirt and biting your lower lip. "No, silly," you chide, shaking your head with mock disappointment before leaning in, brushing your noses together, "You can give me a baby for our Christmas present because… I'm ovulating over Christmas.
The look he gives you makes your giggles grow deeper, more tempted as you throw your leg over his, shrugging your shoulders as if you expected him to know this. Which he didn't but fuck, now you've told him, he's not going to leave you alone. "Seriously?" he whispers, a grin adorning his features as he pulls you impossibly closer, leaning his face into your neck and immediately attacking it while he slowly lays you down on the comforter. "You'll be ovulating over Christmas? Fuck, really? Oh my god… it's our own Christmas miracle."
You arms wrap around his neck, pulling him closer and throwing your head back with a laugh while you feel him lick and nibble at your neck, opening your legs to accomodate him inbetween. "Jay!" you squeal, "Come on! Don't be so cheesy about this."
"No, shhh, shh," he hushes, trailing his kisses from your neck, across your cheek and pressing a wet, slopping kiss on your lips, having to fight back his own laughter at the sound of yours. "It's perfectly timed. Then we get a beautiful girl born in September." He slowly pulls your shirt— his — upwards and presses kisses down your torso, purposely licking a stripe from your stomach down to the waist band of your panties. "Gonna have to save up my loads, huh?"
The week finally leading up to Christmas was absolutely insatiable. Jay took every chance to press himself up against your, wrapping his arms around your waist and letting his hand rest oon your lower stomach as if you actually have a baby inside you already. He kept making stupid jokes about the 12 loads of Christmas, how he'll turn you into a Christmas pudding and if he gets your used panties as a fucking stocking stuffer.
By Christmas Eve night he had you one your back, slobbering all over your already sopping pussy, mumbling about how sweeter it gets when you're fertile and playing with your clit as if it was a fidget toy. He was aiming to get you prepped for tomorrow, bringing you to four orgasms before having to stop because he was going to bust in his pants.
And Christmas day was even worse, especially because your dumbasses had already planned to hold Christmas lunch that year. Jay had decided to make it his life goal to touch you no matter where you were, waking up in bed, following you to let the dog out and then to the kitchen, deciding to make jokes about drinking some of the gravy off your collar bones while licking at your neck, having to take a shower with you and eating you out against the wall for good luck, while doing your pin curls he decided to suck a big fat hickey just near the neckline of your dress, and then he wouldn't leave you alone for the whole entire Christmas party. He even tried having you sit on his lap when doing the present swap.
Thankfully, he had the decency to help clean up around the house after everyone finally left. Just to make things go quicker for when he could finally bend you over the counter. A.K.A, now.
As soon as you bent down to place the last plate away, you felt him press up behind you, basically dry humping you and wrapping his arms around your waist, pressing your front against the counter top and nibbling at your ear lobe. "It's only 5:30…" he whispers in your ear, hands sliding up and down your thighs before gently bunching your dress up to your hips. "I've still got… 6 and a half hours to make sure you get those 24 loads."
You laugh, hands bracing the counter top and looking over your shoulder at him, gasping when a hand lands on the back of your thigh. "Jay— let's be optimistic here," you murmur, slowly grinding back into him and gently pushing yourself up, "Let's just stick with the traditional 12 days, yeah?"
You don't get an answer. Instead, his hand comes up to cup one of your breasts as the other finds the zipper of your dress, his lips following it downwards and undoing your bra. You let him. The gentle feel of his kisses and touches hide that dirty intention, rousing feeling building up your stomach and sternum, creating quiet moans as he undresses you, kissing at the swell of your ass and pulling back the fabric with his teeth, letting it smack back against your skin.
"So beautiful like this," he whispers, spreading your legs far enough so he can sit inbetween them, licking at wet stain that seemed across your underwear. There is absolutely no way you can lie to this man on how turned on you are. Mixed with ovulation? You almost took him right at the table next to the turkey. "God, baby, 'm sorry, i'll have to taste you later, I need to fuck you right away."
His hands basically rip the thin cotton off of you, and bends you back over the counter top. The sound of his belt being undone and the annoyed grumble falling from his lips when it takes too long makes you laugh. It doesn't even matter to tease him, he's already spreading your lips and shoving his length inside. "Jay!" You gasp, resting your cheek on the countertop. "Fuck… give me a second."
In the meantime, he presses gently kisses at your spine, hands rubbing at your shoulders before sliding down to your ass again, kneeding the flesh and whispering sweet compliments against your skin. When he feels you push back against him and hear that sweet little 'please' Jay starts his thrusts. Shallow and quick, just getting used to the feel before slowly starting to pull back further till his tip is almost slipping out and he's slamming back home.
A constant array of moans and his name falls from your lips, eyes staying closed shut everytime he slips back inside, hitting that gooey spot inside you and creating a whole new bucket of essence that drips out of you. His fingers dig into the skin of your hips, creating crescent moons that most likely will bruise the next morning.
"Fuck, baby, I can't here you," he grunts, manhandling you so one of your legs is propped up against the counter and pulling you back up by your hair. "There we go… nice and loud for me, baby. Tell Jay how good it feels."
Your pussy clamps around his cock at the difference between his rough movements and gentle tone, already pushing you closer to the edge. "Jay!" You moan, tilting your head back against his shoulder, the current angle hitting your sweet spot everytime and immediately causing your legs to shake with the intensity. "Fuck— god, wont last!"
He groans into your ear, an arm coming around to grope your tits, thumbing at your perk nipples and huffing into your ear. ""s okay, baby, that's the whole point, isn't it?" he whispers, "I get to make you feel good and fuck a baby into you."
And god, that sounds fucking perfect.
Your walls spasm around him, something close to a wail as your first orgasm of the night hits you, leaning back against Jay as he holds you up and fucks you through it. It's not long before he's releasing inside of you as well, slow, drawn out pumps as he listens to the schlick schlick schlick of your releases mixing together.
He slowly comes to a stop, keeping himself plunged inside of you and biting into the skin of your shoulder, licking at it to soothe the skin before whispering in your ear. "11 more to go, baby."
By 7pm, he's had you on the kitchen counters, the dining room and even bent over the couches arm chair, four orgasms in and currently pushing you to your fifth on your shared bed. Finally, he allowed you to take the lead, riding his cock as if it owes you something. Which it does. His constant dirty talk of getting you pregnant and filling you to the brim pushes you for more. More more more more.
Your pace isn't languid, it's fast and hard, with Jay bucking his hips up into yours and shoving his face into your chest, leaving heavy hickeys and red blemishes, murmuring against the skin and driving you closer to the edge. "Can't wait for these— ngh, to be filled with milk, fuck—" he gasps, hips stuttering as he feels your impending orgasm once more, "Can't wait to drink from… oh! Fuck— do that again, yeahhhh…"
His tongue slips out, lapping at your nipples and shaking his head. A choked laugh falls from his mouth when he feels your knees tighten around his hips, walls clamping down onto him and nails digging into the skin of his stomach. "God— baby!" He groans, his own orgasm following after. But his pace doesn't stop. His arms hug your waist, laying back against the bed and continuing to fuck up into you, letting you lay limp on top of him.
And he can't fucking complain because he immediately sends you into your sixth orgasm, a squeal falling from your lips as he has to hold you down from running away. "Wh— where are you going…huh?" he asks, smooshing his face into your bouncing breasts, letting you milk him dry, the smacking sound of ass against the tops of his thighs driving him insane.
Jay rolls you onto your back, bear hugging you as his movements never stop. "Come on… come.. on," he pants into your neck, "Again, baby… mmpff— eight… another one!"
You can barely comprehend anything, eyes permantely rolled back along with your mouth stuck open, your moans flowing without your permission, hardly listening to his words. But your pussy's listening, pushing out your eighth orgasm and causing you to almost scream. "Jjjj… Jay! Oh, fuck!"
To Jay, you look fucking stunning, causing him to shoot another load inside of you. He sits there for a few moments, the intensity causing him to actually stop his plans, unfortunately. And fuck, the fact that you're squeezing around him so tightly makes him whimper. Actually fucking whimpers.
"I'm— oh… you're gonna look so fucking good. Plugged with my cum.. holding my fucking baby, god! Your tits leaking with milk… 'm gonna spoil you so bad. So so bad, baby. Good girl."
And it's ridiculous considering that pushed you to your nth orgasm. Which makes him cum for the eighth time and… it's like a fucking unstoppable trigger that jay has to pull out. He needs to make this last and the twelfth will be special.
As he slowly slides out, you whimper, legs tightening around him and a pout forming on your lips. "Jay— what?" you choke out, "Not yet— we're not done—"
"Shhh…" he whispers, kissing against your cheek, "Just a break, just a break, baby." He rests his length on your stomach, taking deep, heaving breaths to calm himself down. "I'm thinking… thinking how to make this more efficient."
Questioning him is ridiculous because 10 minutes later he's got you in the dirtiest fucking mating press, body completely locked up, two of Jay's fingers playing with your clit, as he pushes you through two more orgams, his words almost incoherent with how pussy drunk he is. He can hardly imagine letting go of your sweet pussy, especially after he saw how fucking pretty it looked stuffed full and leaking of his cum.
His.
He knows he already has the ring on your finger. And he knows he can come inside you at any time but god, now he knows there's a goal and the fact that he can imagine your stomach swole with his baby and your tits all full with milk… hes not fucking letting you go.
"Jay!" you chant, struggling to stay still even though he has you wound tight, his tip hits your cervix over and over and over and over. "Ohhh— fuck! Wait— this one… fuck!"
When it hits your fluids attempt to push him out, sending you so far up into the sky you're unsure you'll ever be able to get down. The intensity sends shock waves through your bodies and the only grip on reality is Jay's encouraging words, whispering into your ear how precious you are and how proud he is.
Because you fucking squirted.
By the time you come back down, you're not even aware of Jay's movements or touches, just twitching on the bed as he whispers in your ear, "Good girl… come back to me, baby," he says, hands trailing up and down your sides. He's lifted your legs off his shoulders, letting you lay limp against the bed as he cradles you close, gently kissing at every bite and hickey he's left on your skin.
Your voice is finally found after a few moments, slowly turning your head towards your husband as your eyes struggle to stay open. "Jay…?"
"Shhh, 's okay, you can sleep, baby." He whispers, rolling you onto your side and cuddling you close, keeping you plugged with his half-hard cock so he knows it sticks. "I've got you, baby… did so good for me. Just relax, my love."
You cuddle close against him, still feeling the aftershocks and the way your legs twitch, but you eventually compose yourself and slowly start to fall asleep. The last words you hear for the night being: "We'll continue on tomorrow."
✦ ˚ Tags 🗯️ . ჰ boxer!sunghoon opponent's sister!reader use of baby, beautiful (f rec.) hoon, hoonie (m rec.) degradation praise rough sex victory sex spanking oral (f rec.) teasing hair pulling doggy position descent position catapult position mating press missionary wall sex exhibition public sex (kinda) secret relationship mentions of Jay unprotected p in v unsafe sex creampie Sunghoon throws reader around a bit hinting towards possesive Sunghoon bc... he's so sexy (つ﹏<)・゚。5.3k words not proof read
Every year, it’s the same fight between the same two people. Your brother, Jay Park, and Sunghoon park. For the past three years in a row, they’ve made it to the finals. It’s currently 2 to 1, Jay taking the advantage.
Not this year, though. This year, Sunghoon has something to look forward to, the sweet taste of your pussy. The pair train in the same gym, and sometimes, you would follow along, Jay forcing you to work on your endurance and strength with him, even if you absolutely hated it.
Weeks prior to the final fight, in the early hours of the morning, you made your way to the locker rooms to grab your brother a spare water bottle. When suddenly, your back was pushed against the cold metal of the locker, a broad figure pushing against you.
“Hey!” You shout, hands bracing against the man's shoulders before realising who it was. Your expression became guarded, lips pursing together as your brother's greatest opponent stood before you. “Sunghoon–”
He shushes you, quietly, shaking his head as his hands rub up and down your waist. “I’m not going to do anything,” He murmurs, lifting his hands to grab your wrists, bringing your hands back down to your sides, slowly. “I’m here to make a deal with you.”
Your brows furrowed in confusion, hands flexing against the hold he has on your wrists, pulling his hands away in annoyance and disgust. “I’m not making any deal with you. If you think I’m going to let you rig the fight, then you’re the biggest dickward I’ve ever spoken to,” You shoot back, glaring at him in pure annoyance.
“I’m not going to ask you to rig the fight,silly,” He muses, one of his large hands coming up to pinch your cheeks together, mocking a pout as he shakes your head from side to side, “I’m just here to ask about when I win.”
“You’re not going to win,” You bite, grabbing at his wrist and pulling him away.
“Stop talking, gosh, you're a nuisance,” He groans, rolling his eyes, squeezing your cheeks before pulling his hand away. “Look, if I win, which I will… I get to have you. For one night. That’s all. No one needs to know, Jay’s not going to know, the media isn’t going to know, just me and you.”
Your annoyed glare turns into one of confusion and surprise. One night with you. You and Sunghoon are alone together, for a singular night. You feel your cheeks heat up at the thought and you glance away, keeping that guarded and annoyed expression on your features.
“It’s not a date,” he quickly says, knowing that you’ll definitely say no. His hands come to your waist, cupping your sides perfectly like a puzzle piece and taking a step closer. His head dips down, trailing his lips against the side of your neck and the bare skin of your shoulder. “Just me and you,” he whispers, one of his hands coming up to fiddle with the strap of your sports bra, “And the sweet taste of that pussy. Yeah? How does that sound?”
The proximity and his gravelly voice drives you insane, feeling a heat in your stomach fluttering lower to the fabric of your underwear. Your hands brace against the locker behind you, your breath stuttering quietly as you turn your head to face him. You can’t lie, the idea sounds extremely tempting. And if he won, then it would be a tie between the pair…
Biting your lower lip, you roll your eyes and look away, “Fine,” you grumble, hands grabbing a hold of his wrists and pulling them away from your body, noticing the way he easily allows you to move, “Only if you win the fight. Other than that, nothing. Don’t ask me again and don’t hit me up after the night.”
The smirk that forms on his face is one to make your knees weak and you become unsure whether it’s going to be the best or worst decision that you’ve made in your life.
The night of the fight, you were on the edge of your seat the whole time, watching the way that Jay and Sunghoon present themselves so proudly in the ring. Their skills and their looks caused uproars in the crowd, dividing the large group of people. You could hear the way the different groups of fans chant your brother and his opponents name. At this point of time, you can’t even be bothered to think about Sunghoon, you just want your brother to win.
An hour later, you're watching the deciding round of the night. Both Jay and Sunghoon have won a round each, now you’re watching the two bloodied men stand face to face for the last time of the night. 3 minutes for Jay to win, 3 minutes for him to hit the final blow but Sunghoon just won't give up. Desperate Asshole.
After three excruciating minutes of watching the pair fight, the winner was decided. And it was not your brother.
You sit angrily in your seat, glaring at the man filled with pride as he holds up his winning belt, motioning for the crowd to create more sounds of luxury as he basks in the glory. At some point, while you’re standing with Jay, handing him a towel and a tissue for his nose while his team assesses him out, you glance back at the ring, eye contact being made as he leans cockily against the rope, peering down at you with a determined expression. He points to himself and mouths these six words to you, ‘meet me at my locker room.’
His prize awaits.
An hour and a half later, you’re stepping out of Sunghoons car, his hand immediately finding its way to your lower back as he guides you up the steps towards his house, his broad figure crowding your back as he unlocks the door to his penthouse.
“Make yourself at home, beautiful,” he murmurs in your ear, biting your earlobe as he ushers you inside, closing and locking the door behind him. You stand there dumbfounded as he strips himself of his jacket and shoes, acting like this isn’t an arrangement. When he notices you haven’t moved, he glances over his shoulder with a raised eyebrow. “You’re just going to stand there and do nothing?”
You cross your arms over your chest, leaning on one him and knitting your brows together, your tone full of accusation and confusion. “You said that when you win, you are going to take me. Yet, here you are, acting like we came home from a date. What’s your deal?”
He scoffs, turning to face you, stepping closer and invading your personal space once more. “Oh, I’m sorry, baby,” he teases, cupping your face and towering over you, “I didn’t realise I couldn’t relax after, you know, winning. You should’ve seen the look on your brother’s face when he realised I won, I really hope someone got a photo of it. I think I’m going to frame it up on my wall somewhere.”
“Stop,” you grumble, rolling your eyes as he recalls the memory of your siblings' loss, “I get it, you won. What a great deal for you. Now, hurry up before I call my brother to take me home. I doubt he’s going to be very happy with the arrangement we’ve got.”
You see his eyes narrowing in disdain, the thought of your brother coming to his house and taking you away from him. He shakes his head, letting out a scoff and gripping onto your hips, pulling you closer so your bodies are pressed against each other. You gasp at the sudden roughness, gripping a hold of his shoulders and glaring up at him. “You’re already here, why think about leaving, hm?” He whispers, leaning in and dipping his head into the crook of your neck. Your senses react to the feel of his hot breath against the skin of your neck, his hands digging into your sides, his broad body pushing you against the door.
He presses his lips against your neck, humming at the sweet scent of your perfume against his nostrils. His hands rub up and down your sides, catching onto the fabric of your jacket, his hands reaching up to pull it off your body. “Get comfortable.”
“Sunghoon,” you whisper, helping him slide the jacket off your body, slipping your shoes off and kicking them to the side.
“Yes, baby?”
“Don’t test me. Hurry up.”
He lifts his head up, staring down at you, the teasing expression gone from his face as he lifts a hand up to hold onto your chin. He watches you, as if examining you, his body straightening up. “Fine,” he murmurs, pulling you away from the door and roughly turning you to the stairs. “Third room to the left. I want you stripped by the time I get there. Go.” He smacks your ass and pushes you, urging your body to the steps.
You glance over your shoulders to shoot him a glare but he’s disappeared into the other room. You scoff, heading up the stairs and keeping your features hardened. This definitely could be going better and you pray he’s as good in bed as he is in the ring.
When you finally reach his bedroom, its features are lit up by the warmth of lights around the space. His bed, crisp white and grey sheets, faces the window where a view of Seoul's skyline can be seen from the balcony. To the left of the space is an extendable tv, a small couch sits across from it.
You take time to scan the bedroom, staring in awe at how neatly everything is placed, like it’s for show, not lived in. It’s insane.
You make your way to the front of the bed, staring out at the view for a moment before starting to strip yourself of the clothing that you’ve been wearing all night. You keep your undergarments on, a matching lace set for just in case Sunghoon did win. The base colour was base pink, the thongs and the top lace of the bra a darker pink placed into an array of beautiful flowers.
You fold the clothes, placing them down on the chair near the tv and moving forward to stare out at the view while waiting for Sunghoon who is still nowhere to be seen.
After what feels like forever, the door finally opens and Sunghoon walks in, a towel folded over his forearm and two water bottles in his hand. When he lifts his head to see you, his movements slow down, like he’s stuck in time. He shuts the door behind him quietly, a small smirk on his face as he walks towards you. He throws the materials on the bed and stalks over to you, snickering to himself. “Wow, you’ve out done yourself,” He says, voice an octave deeper than before.
“You needed fifteen minutes to grab a towel and water bottles?” you snarkily reply, turning towards him and allowing him to grab a hold of your waist once more. He walks you backwards till you’re pressed against the glass windows, staring down at you like you’re prey.
“Don’t worry about it, beautiful, anything that I had in mind has gone out the window after seeing you like this,” he murmurs, dipping down to press a kiss to your neck. His large hand grabs your chin, pushing your head up to gain more access to your skin. His kisses become harsher, starting to bite and lick at your skin as he slowly descends.
The warmth of his body against the cold window is addicting, the difference in temperature is overpowering and the way his hands roam and grope at your skin has your head tilting back, eyes closing as you feel the way he explores you. Taking in everything about you, your reactions, the softness of your skin, the way the soft scent of vanilla perfume becomes stronger the lower he goes.
“Fuck” he curses, opening your legs, breathing over your mound and gripping a hold of your leg to throw over his shoulder, gaining better access to your dripping centre. He drags his nose over the inside of your thigh, pressing gentle kisses for it. His hand runs up and down the skin of your thigh, gentle and soft. His other hand reaches behind you to grab onto your ass, squeezing tightly and making you gasp. “You’re addicting.”
Your hand reaches down to rest in his hair, trying to guide him where you need him before he pulls it away, resting it against the class behind you. “Hoon–”
“Don’t. No touching. This isn’t about you.” He gruffs, looking up at you between your legs and you think this has to be the best view of the night, the way he’s on his knees, hair in front of his face and your leg thrown over his shoulder. You hesitate for a moment, taking in a few deep breaths before nodding your head, bracing your hands against the glass and staring down at him with anticipation.
“Good girl,” he whispers, pressing a kiss to your thigh softly, pressing soft kisses up your thigh and towards the edge of your thong. The hand grasping your behind trails around and gently hooks the bottom of the fabric, moving it to the side and gaining a clear view of your slick ridden pussy. He groans at the sight, eyebrows knitting together as he leans in, his hot breath fanning against your core. “Look at this pussy, so wet… dripping,” he states, eyes drawing upwards towards your face. He watches the way you squirm above him, your stomach twitching as you control your breathing in anticipation, “Is this for me? Wet for me?”
You nod your head, eagerly, praying that it gets him closer to giving you pleasure. Your tone comes out light and breathy, “Yeah… because of you.”
The smirk that forms on his face increases that hot fluttering and you feel your knees go weak. “Yeah, I know, baby,” he whispers, leaning in finally and licking a long strip between your folds. His eyes close at the taste and his arms tighten around your thighs, groaning against your mound and hollowing his lips around your clit.
You immediately let out a soft whimper of relief, your head hanging down as you watch him before deciding to continue the feeling of him below you. You tilt your head back as he moves closer, kneeling right underneath you and sitting you on top of his face. “Wait,” you breathe, nervous about the position, “Your neck–”
“Don’t worry about it, beautiful,” He grunts, rolling his eyes and fixing the position. Your legs threw over his shoulder and pulled your lower half away from the wall. “I hope you’ve got good core strength.”
He goes back to devouring your cunt, eyes closed as he enjoys the taste of your sweet juice dripping for him. Your eyes roll into the back of your head at his ministrations, the way he immediately has you filled with pleasure is truly something you didn’t expect from the way he was drawing it out earlier. Your moans immediately fill the space, mixing with his as he groans against your pussy.
“Fuck, Hoon,” you gasp, grinding down against his face, your hands planted against the wall behind you as you try not to go wild, the pleasure becoming stronger as a coil tightens in your lower stomach.
“Yeah, beautiful,” he groans, flicking his tongue into your dripping hole as he sucks against your clit, the skillful moves making you twitch against him. “Grind against me like that, use my face. Want your juices everywhere.’
The words go straight to your pussy, grinding down harder against him as you feel your hardened nipples scratch against your bra, causing the achiness to grow. Your nails dig into the wall behind you, the pleasure overwhelming.
You whine his name, face scrunched together as you let the moans spill from your lips freely, fist punching the wall as you gasp. “Cum– fuck, ‘m cumming–!” You moan, feeling the coil snap at an exceptionally hard suck.
He helps you ride out your orgasm, keeping his tongue flat out for you to use and mumbling incoherent words into your slick pearl. His hands come up, holding onto your waist to stop you from moving and he continues to lap at you for a few more minutes before finally letting his lips go from around your clit.
“Good girl,” he murmurs, pressing kisses to your thighs and rubbing his hands up and down your torso as you take deep breaths, calming yourself down. “That’s it, calm down,” he whispers, placing your legs back down to the floor and slowly standing, continuing the worship of your body with his plump lips.
You let your hands drop from the wall, wrapping around his neck to help steady yourself as he wraps his arms around your waist, holding your body close to his. “Wow,” you giggle, smiling as you stare up at him, breathing still heavy, “Didn’t expect you to be that good.”
He raises an eyebrow, humming sarcastically as if he knows that he’s that good. Cocky bastard, you think, watching as he leans in. “You have such low standards if you think that’s good,” he murmurs, pressing his lips against yours softly, continuing to speak against your lips, “I’d hate to know who slept with you prior and couldn’t make you cum.”
“I never said that,” you whisper, shaking your head and leaning in to press another kiss to his lips, pulling back teasingly with a smile, “What else can you do then? Or is it only your tongue that’s got skills?”
He chuckles against your lips, gripping you by your thighs and lifting you up, pressing you further against him. “I guess I’m just going to have to show you, then, huh?” he whispers, grinding your hips down against his, making you feel his bulge straining against his sweats. “Feel that?”
You bite down on your lower lip at the feel of his sweats, staring down at the way a wet patch is left by your slick, furrowing your brows together. “Shit, yeah,” you nod, glancing back up at him. You can’t help but tease him, resting your forehead against his and nudging your nose against his, your lips brushing against his, “Is that for me? Eating me out got you that hard?”
“Fuck, seeing you anywhere got me hard,” He groans, one of his hands slipping down to pull down his sweats and boxers, his straining length hitting against your open cunt. He hisses, furrowing his brows as he grabs at his base, rubbing himself between your folds. “Seeing you in the gym, in those fucking leggings… the way your legs shake everytime you go on the leg press and the weights too heavy, it’s always had my mind going places. The amount of times I’ve wanted to bend you over and fuck you, to claim you, has been way too strong.”
You keep your eyes locked onto him as he rubs himself against you, feeling the way he slickens himself up. He feels fucking huge, and you feel your stomach twist with nerves at the fire burning inside you by his words. “Dirty, dirty boy,” you whisper.
Before you can say anything else, he thrusts himself up into you, clenching his jaw together at how tight you are. Your mouth drops open at the sudden intrusion, eyes widening and tilting your head back against the wall.
“Fuck… fuck, your tight,” he grits through teeth, leaning in and hiding his face in your neck. “So tight… so fucking warm too, shit. How aren’t you getting fucked everyday of your life?”
“Fuck, I get it,” you reply, keeping the snarkiness to a T as you tilt your head to face him, pulling his face up, “Maybe you should actually fuck me instead of talking shit–”
Sunghoon cuts you off with a harsh thrust into you, setting a steady pace. His hands grip your waist, bouncing you down onto his cock to meet his hips. “You talk,” he whispers into your ear, biting at your earlobe, “So much shit. I wonder how much you say when I’m not around, huh? I bet you run your mouth like a dirty whore.”
The way his cock slides in and out of you has you becoming light headed, the way his tip presses against your deepest parts has you squeezing your eyes shut and squeezing your walls around him, making you whimper. His hands move down to squeeze at your ass, giving him better leverage to fuck into you. “Yeahhh…” he groans, “That’s it, let yourself get fucked, baby. Let yourself feel it. Feel how deep I am?”
You nod your head, eyes rolling back at the feel of his cock rubbing against your gummy walls. His groans in your ear and the way he holds onto you makes your body allow itself to go limp, knowing that he’s holding your body up, his arm muscles straining against your body.
“Fuck, like that,” You moan, hiding your face in the crook of his neck and biting down, the sounds of your lewd actions bouncing around the room. The strong movements of his cock pushing your gathered slick out of you, creating wet sounds, the plap plap plap sound filling your ears. Your whines become higher in pitch, fingers digging into his shoulders and potentially breaking skin.
You feel on cloud 9, your eyes constantly fluttering shut as he continues to pound into you, abusing your cunt, when suddenly, the pleasure stops and he pulls out.
“What, dude?!” You snap, lifting your head up to look at him but he’s already changing your position. He carries you out of the room and onto the balcony, the cool air hitting your body and causing you to hiss. “Sunghoon?”
“Shh,” he shushes, dismissing your words of confusion and rearranging the furniture, pushing the love seat towards the balcony railing with his leg. He pulls you off of him, turning you around and placing your knees against the plush materials, arms braced against the railing. “Open yourself up for me… yeah, like that, arch that back.” He mutters, hand patting at your ass to usher you to move faster.
His hands brace your hips, aligning himself back up with your entrance and pushing back into the tilt. He bends down, his clothed chest pressed against your back. One of his hands reached to brace against the railing next to yours, his head leaning into your ear.
“Surprised you’re listening,” he whispers, biting at your neck, licking and kissing the skin, “Just want to be fucked, huh? You going to be nice and loud f’me?”
When you don’t answer, his hand holding your hip moves to the flesh of your ass, a harsh slap meeting your skin. “Answer me.” He grunts, slapping the skin once more. “Are you going to be loud? Let everyone know who’s fucking you so good?”
You whine, head tilting down and pushing back against him, “Yes,” you reply, tilting your head up to look at him over your shoulder, “I’ll be loud.”
That wicked grin greets his lips and he thrusts shallowing into you a few times, watching the way you face immediately retorts, your reaction causing him to chuckle. He straightens up, the warmth hitting your back again and he forces your head forward. “Look at the view, baby, look at how beautiful it is while I fuck you full.”
His hand slides down your back, reaching the clasp of your bra and unclipping it. He helps you take it out, marvelling in your naked arch and the way you gasp as the cold hits your nipples. He gives your ass another spank before starting to thrust, shallowly.
A small ‘hm’s fall from your lips as he hits deep inside, the pleasure coming in small, short bursts, keeping you on edge. His pace slowly starts to pick up again, wanting to feel the way you clenched around him in wanton, creating a speed as fast as before.
“That’s it, baby,” he murmurs, grabbing onto your hips and starting to thrust into you harder, biting his lip as his thighs meet the back of yours. “Take this dick, like a good girl.”
The way he fucks into you makes your body go limp, the only way to keep yourself up being his balcony railing. Which Sunghoon highly disapproves of.
“Watch the fucking view,” He grunts, grabbing a handful of your hair and pulling your head up. “Do as I say and I’ll let you cum again. I was being generous before, don’t take it for granted.”
His thrusts become more vigorous and he finds himself losing his mind in the deep, wet warmth of your walls. He uses his hold on your hair to help fuck you back into his length, slapping at your ass to encourage you to move you back against him. “That’s it. Listen to Sunghoon, baby.”
The way he spoke in third person pushed you deeper into that submissive state, the snarky comments leaving your mind, only fueled with Sunghoon. SunghoonSunghoonSunghoon. The way his thick tip brushes against your walls, feeling like he’s deeper than before is a whole new feeling of ecstasy. When he feels you becoming slack when bouncing back onto his cock, he spanks your ass, each slap becoming harder throughout time, urging you to continue.
“Don’t get fucking lazy on me now,” he grunts, draping himself against your back, licking at your ear, laughing at the way you squirm, “Remember, this isn’t about you, is it? It’s about me. I fucking won that fight and you know it–” he punctuates his words with a deep, shallow thrust, “You know it. Bet you were praying that Jay would lose, huh? Just so I can fuck you. That’s why you’re wearing that pretty pink set, hm?”
His grip on your hair leaves, letting your head drop and you manage to find some bite into you despite the stimulated circumstances. “Do you have to mention my fucking brother when your dick is inside of me?
He cackles, right into your ear, making you wince and glare at him over your shoulder, watching the way he presses his forehead against your shoulder. “Damn,” he laughs, sitting up and pulling out, giving you another spank as he feels you gasp. “You’re funny, baby, come on. Wanna see you funny you can be when I’m fucking my cum inside of you.”
You expected him to pick you up this time, but didn’t expect to be thrown over his shoulder, spanking your ass as he walked you back inside. “Fucking love this ass,” he mutters, pressing a slopping kiss to your hip before throwing you down on the bed, “Watching it jiggle as you fucked back into me, jesus, I really wish you could have seen it. It was fucking beautiful. I’ll have to have you ride me next time.”
“Next time?” You ask, lifting your body up by propping yourself on your forearms, voluntarily spreading your legs for him to accommodate him in between, wanting that full feeling back. His length was incredibly thick, slightly curved upwards, a pretty flushed colour with the tip of his cock being redder than anything else and god was it veiny. “Thought this was a one time thing?”
He rolls his eyes, grabbing at your ankles and pulling you towards him, resting your legs against his torso as he teases his tip at your entrance, biting his lip and smiling at the way your slick sticks to his length. “Changed my mind,” he breathes, slipping himself inside once more with a groan, “You feel too fucking good to let go. So tight and fuck… feels like heaven.”
He immediately sets a strong pace, bringing your legs together and bringing them to one shoulder, astonished with the way that you get somehow tighter, causing his hips to stutter and his facade to vanish momentarily before he’s leaning down. He bends you like a pretzel, keeping your legs against his shoulder, fists pressed into the mattress beside your head. “Fuck, fuck fuck,” he grunts, thrusting into your hard before pausing for a moment, leaning down and smothering his lips against yours, “If you think I’m letting you go after this, then you’re wrong. God, Jay’s going to be so pissed when he sees you cheering my name and inviting me for thanksgiving dinner, huh?”
“Don’t– fuck, don’t be weird,” you stutter out, his pace quickening once more, your hands reach up to grab ahold of his broad shoulders, knitting your brows at the way his shirt is still on. You know he looks like a greek god under there and there’s no point getting his dick if you can’t see his abs. Your hand trails down from his shoulder to his torso, gripping at the fabric and pulling it up. “Take it off. Off.”
He grunts, lifting back up and taking your legs off of his shoulder, spreading them apart and slapping your inner thigh before reaching his hand up behind him and slipping his shirt over his head. The sight before you has your eyes widening and jaw going slack.
He’s ripped, absolutely ripped. His arms are even bigger, waist slim and abs defined. His lower abdomen has a few veins that trail down to his v-live and fuck. You have to ride him next time.
Once the clothing is discarded, he wastes no more time as he grabs your thighs, fucking into you once more at that rapid pace, making you grip the bedsheets below you. God, his languid strokes and the way his hand grips hard onto your legs has your mind wandering. He’s so strong, so fit and the way he throws you around is foreplay itself.
His cock continues to bully its way inside of you, fucking your womb and the thought itself makes you feral. Like he can read your thoughts, his hands grab your thighs, lifting them over his shoulders and bending down, placing you in a delicious mating press.
“Oh, fuck-!” You groan, the change of position driving you up the wall and gripping onto his biceps tightly and digging your nails into his skin. Your eyes immediately roll to the back of your head and you’re struggling to stay coherent. “Hoon– Hoonie… Oh, my god, Hoonie!”
“Yeah, baby,” he groans in your ear, leaning down to press his face against your neck, sucking at your skin, “Call my name. Let everyone know who’s fucking you so good. Who is it baby? Tell me.”
“It’s–” you choke out, taking in a deep breath, “It’s you– you, Hoonie! You!”
“That’s right. Good girl. Taking Hoonie’s cock so well, huh?” He coos, nipping at your skin and leaving blemishes across the skin of your neck and collarbone. “All this? Mine. It’s mine now. I deserve this. I won this.”
His words go over your head, reeling in the pleasure when it’s suddenly heightened by the way he sneaks his hand down, pinching at your click before rubbing it roughly, placing an amount of pressure that has you immediately orgasming around his cock.
“Oh, fuck!” You moan, back arching at the feel of his tip punching against your womb, the feel of his fingers against your clit has your mind going overboard. “Oh, god! Oh, Sunghoon!”
The feel of your walls spasming around him, causing his orgasm to quickly follow, a few hard, shallow thrusts have him spilling inside, his eyes rolling back as he groans against your neck.
He prolongs the moment with short thrusts, wanting to keep the feeling of your walls clenched around him forever. He wants it tattooed, a photograph, anything, it just feels so good. Nirvana. Heaven.
He keeps himself plugged inside you as you both calm down, letting your legs down and running his hands up and down your thighs. “Going to stay the night?” He murmurs, pressing kisses from your neck up to your face, pressing against your cheeks before against his lips.
“Yeah…” you breathe, nodding your head and leaning into the kiss, “I’ll stay.”
✦ ˚ Tags 🗯️ . ჰ angst, make up sex, oral (f. rec), unprotected sex, p in v, nipple sucking, reader has a bush, Heeseung almost busts early, he doesn't pull out, mentions of Jayke (つ﹏<)・゚。 2.9k words
a/n: this ending was a little rushed and I was so tired I kept spelling his name Hesung. LOL. started off strong then I died.
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It's almost 10pm on Christmas day. Yet, the presents are still unopened, food uncooked, and you've been alone for the whole day.
You're meant to be with your boyfriend, Heeseung, but his stressful work as an idol has made it difficult. Especially this year, ENHYPEN has grown meaning there is more responsibilities for them, one of them is spending Christmas at some idiotic music channel that was meant to be pre-recorded. Heeseung was meant to be home by six and he was meant to text you so you can start the cooking— you've spent the past three days prepping, you even said that his members could come.
You weren't going to be mad. But now you are.
It's almost 10pm on Christmas day and you haven't heard anything from Heeseung. Or his team. Or his members. You had to sit and watch your friends Christmas hauls to the group chat while you told them you were waiting for Heeseung to get home.
The bed fels extra cold tonight. No body to keep you warm and the festive blankets just make you even more frustrated. The emotions slowly turned to a dull ache in your chest, sleep doesn't come easy, you just stare at the wall, thinking about nothing and everything all at once.
Keys jingling and a door slowly creaking open greets your ears, the sign that Heeseung is finally home. You understand that it's because of his job but you'd appreciate some communication. Even a quick 'i'll be home'. Because now you feel the days emotions bubbling up and your stomach dropping as you hear his arising footsteps, the heavy sigh falling from his lips and the creak of the floorboards underneath his footsteps.
You shut your eyes as you hear him step foot inside of the bedroom, pausing in the doorway and feeling his weary eyes watch you. It felt like… forever before he finally moves, heading to the ensuites bathroom. The shower runs hot just like his body heat fifteen minutes later, pressing against your back and wrapping his arms around your waist.
"Hey, baby," he whispers, pressing a kiss to the back of your neck. "Merry Christmas… i'm so sorry." He tucks his head into the crook, leaning into your shoulder and pressing gentle kisses to your skin.
A quiet huff falls from your lips, adjusting your body in a poor attempt to make some space but he pulls you tighter against him, shifting to the middle of the bed and running a hand up and down your stomach. "I know you're awake, baby."
His arms tighten around you, resting his forehead on the side of your head, and pressing a kiss to your cheek. He stays like that for a moment, silence hanging between you two and you swear he's dozing off. He's definitely tired but you cant help yourself.
"You stood me up." You whisper, eyes fluttering open and looking at him from the corner of your eye.
He sighs, tucking his face back into the crook of your neck once more, fingers digging into the soft skin of your waist, a quiet grunt being your only answer.
When he continues with the silence, you shrug your shoulder, repeating his name once more. "You're not going to stay anything? Seriously?" Your hands move to his, annoyance clouding your brain. "Let go, Heeseung."
He hums in disagreement, shaking his head and manhandling you to rest underneath him. Heeseung places his whole body weight ontop of you, keeping his face hidden in your neck. "Tomorrow."
Your lower lip wobbles, turning your head away in defiance as your brows knit together. Tomorrow. His simple word hangs in the air and you feel your stomach clench, a whole new wave of emotions tackling the others. Not even 5 minutes later, you hear the quiet snores falling from Heeseungs lips, the signal that you actually wont be able to hear from him till tomorrow.
The rest of the night consists of you slowly shoving Heeseung off of you and quietly crying in the living room, watching a random tv show to take your mind off of it. It's rediculous feeling, you know it's because of his job but what about you?
What about you?
You could have said something. Texted him. But would he have read it? Would he have replied? What if you texted one of his members? What then? Would it have changed anything? Made him come home earlier?
Slow tears rolled down your face until your body finally started to sleep, sprawled across the furniture like some couch surfer who overstayed. You don't even realise till the next morning when you're woken up to your feet being massaged, a Christmas movie on the tv and the smell of coffee wafting through the air.
A specific push on the arch of your foot made you flinch, pulling your leg away and eyes shooting open with a grunt. You slowly proper yourself up onto your forearms, eyes blinking open blearily and the sting is unimaginable. A groan falls from your lips as you rest back against the couch, rubbing at your eyes softly.
"Goodmorning, baby." The sound of Heeseungs voice filling the space, slowly moving his hand to massage your remaining calf, fingers digging into the muscle just to laugh at you pulling away.
You sit up again, allowing him to keep your leg in his lap but a scowl is immediately formed on your features. "Hey." You whisper, running your fingers through your hair before running down your face. "What time is it?"
"It's only 7:30." He replies, voice softening as much as his expression as he notices how puffy your eyes got over night. His hands slowly slide up to grab your waist, sliding your body over to be pressed against his side.
"Heeseung," You sigh, turning your head away, "Can you just give me five minutes to wake up, please?"
"No, I can't." He deadpans, manhandling you to lay across his lap, almost like a baby as your head rests on his shoulder. One hand balances your back as the other rubs up and down your tucked legs, head dipping down to press a kiss to your forehead. "You're upset, I know."
You hum, a sarcastic tune as you nod your head, looking away again. You don't even want to be near him right now but it doesn't matter, your body subconsiously leans into him and relish in the feel of his warmth. "I'm glad you're aware, Heeseung."
"Don't call me that. You know I hate when you say my name." He snorts, pressing a kiss to your forehead before moving down to kiss at the side of your head. His arms tightens around you, resting his chin on the top of your head. "I missed Christmas. Real shitty move, I know. But it wasn't my intention, I hope you know that."
You stay silent in pursuit to let him know that he can continue on, not satisfied just yet.
"Work held me back. They kept holding us up, wanting to do meetings and I couldn't even text you because my manager had my phone. It was only meant to be to see how our pre-recording went and then it continued…" He pauses, staring down at you, watching the way your eyes dart away in avoidance. His fingers trail from your leg up to the back of your head, running his fingers through your hair. "I know. I left you alone. We didn't get to open presents, we didn't get to eat the food you spent the past three days prepping for and I wasn't there to cuddle you and watch Christmas movies with you."
You feel his nose gently slide down the side of your head, pressing a kiss to your cheek, slowly pressing an array towards your lips. He manages to steal a few kisses before you turn your head away with a noise of annoyance.
"Baby, listen. I am so sorry. I seriously am." He whispers, grabbing a hold of your chin to turn your face towards him, "I swear to god, I am spending the whole day with you. And tomorrow. And the next. I'm spending the rest of the week making it up to you, I promise. My phone is completely flat, and I will not charge it till Sunday night. Baby, I swear to god, I love you and I'm so sorry."
You stare up at him, trying to find the will to continue being angry at him but you've got the chance to spend the week with him. Why waste it being angry?
You slowly nod your head, a soft 'okay' falling from your lips as your eyes finally meet his. A soft sigh falls out and you rest your head against his chest. "Yeah. Okay. I forgive you. Kind of." You murmur before adding, "If you mess up again, I will fuck you up."
He laughs, the familiar warmth wrapping around you as he slowly pulls you impossibly closer, tilting his head down to gentle press a soft kiss to your lips. "I know you will."
Your arms lift up and wrapping around his neck, pulling him down to lay sideways on the couch, pressing your lips back against his. Again and again.
And to be fair, you didn't mean for your touches to get more reverent, desperate… but the absence of Heeseung has you gripping at his shirt, keeping your lips locked together as your tongues explore each others mouths, one of his legs slotted between yours, his hands guiding your hips in slow, languid grinds.
One of your hands tangle in his hair, keeping your faces close as you moan into his mouth. His eyes stay locked onto your facial features, whispering sweet nothings into your breath as he drags one hand down to cup your ass, squeezing the flesh softly.
It's ecstacy the way he flexes his thigh, angling your clit to hit the muscle every single time. You hardely register him moving you onto your back until he pulls his thigh away, an annoyed, breathy sound falling from your lips. "Shhh," Hee whispers, pressing kisses down your neck as his hands slide up you— his— t-shirt, pulling it off of you and throwing it over the back of the couch.
His hands move your thights to wrap around his waist, grinding against your heat as his lips trail down to one of your nipples, peaked with eagerness. The plump lips you love to kiss wrap around it, suckling lightly before nipping it with his teeth. A quiet gasp falls from your lips, hand slapping his shoulder while a scold of his name makes him laugh against your skin.
"Right, sorry, my love," he murmurs, leaning up to press an apologetic kiss to your lips as his hands squeeze your chest before slowly tracing your curves and grabbing a hold of your shorts. "Lift your hips, come on."
You watch as he hooks his thumbs into the waist band, grabbing a hold of your panties as well and slowly peeling them off the swell of your ass. His pupils dilate almost black when he sees how wet your pussy is, essence smeared across your labia and decorating your unshaven pubes. A wave of embarrasement runs through you, legs closing to hide the look. "Sorry— I don't actually remember it being so… uh…"
Your words trail off as you focus on Heeseung adjusting his position to lay on his stomach, hands grabbling the backs of your thighs and pushing your legs up to your chest, ignoring your uneasy tone and licking a stripe from your ass to your clit, wrapping his lips around the nub to get more of the delicious essence to gush out of you.
"Don't worry, baby," his whispers, slowly opening your legs to be able to look up at your face while he laps at your core, "Just makes it even better."
Before you can let out another word, Heeseung dives in, lapping at your cunt. The loud shlick, shlick, shlick from his tongue thrusting into your hole reaches your ears, the dirty sound making your eyes roll back and relax against the couch, legs opening wider for him to wrap his arms around your thighs to keep them spread.
"That's it," he mumbles against your folds, pulling back to spit on them, watching as the dollop drips down and mixes with your wetness, making him groan softly before leaning back down.
His lips wrap around your clit, tongue skilfuly lapping between your clit and hole, scooping up your essence to lube up your precious pearl. He sticks his tongue out, placing it against your clit and gently shaking his head, laughing at the way a loud whine falls from your mouth.
Everytime he's pressed between your legs, you always forget your whole being, immediately sent to an overwhelming edge and having to literally fight to close your legs each time. Like now, with your hands trying to push his head away blindly as your legs attempt to close around his head. It wouldn't even matter, as soon as he gets a taste of you his brain goes straight to autopilot.
Between the licking and his adament sucking, trying to juice all your wetness out of you, Heeseung does notice the way your body tenses up, your moans decreasing and instead being replaced by high-pitched whines and whimpers. "God, you're fucking close," he groans, two of his fingers pressing against your sopping hole and slowly sliding inside. "Thereeee we go… that's it.."
And fuck, it's like a goddamn trigger. Your orgasm immediately washes over you, his name moaning out of your lips pornographically as your fingers pull at his hair. "Heeseung! Fuck— Hee!" You gasp, back arching and trying to turn away from him as he helps you ride through your orgasm. "Fuck— wait— oh!"
"I know, I know," he whispers, keeping his eyes locked on your expressions, slowly stopping his ministrations and pressing gentle kisses to your still twitching clit. He rests his head against the inside of your thigh, rubbing the outside of your thighs as you slowly come down.
"All good?" He says, slowly sitting up and resting his body on top of yours, pressing gentle kisses to your face and the skin of your shoulder. "Need a break?"
Your arms lazily wrap around his neck, pulling him down further so you can wrap your legs around his waist. You hum and press kisses to the side of his face, a small smile building on your face as he turns to press a dramatic kiss to the skin underneath your eye. "I'm good," you reply, "Want you."
He laughs, stomach clenching as he feels your hands slowly slide up his torso, reaching under his t-shirt and feeling up his toned torso. "Yeah, I know, you've probably left a mark on my sweats," he retorts, slowly grinding against your heat. "All wet and needy."
"Heeseung…" You plea, tilting your head back against the couch as you pull his shirt over his head, nails scratching down his front and resting on his abs. "Please?"
10 minutes later, your calves are resting over Heeseung's shoulders, his hands groping your tits as you moan each others name. It's not like he can try to pull out, your pussy clamps down onto him so hard that he has to thumb at your clit to calm you down but it just pushes you closer to the edge and he's trying to make it last longer.
Despite the fact he has to think of shaving Jake and Jay's armpits to stop himself from cumming straight away.
Through narrowed eyes, Heeseung watches the way your eyes go slightly cross-eyed, tits jiggling with every thrusts, mouth hanging open and soft 'ah's falling from your lips. He moans, bending down to lap at the skin of your neck, gently sucking on the skin and causing red and purple blemishes to bloom.
"Hee— Heeseung," You moan out, fingers digging into the couch fabric below you, struggling to keep your eyes open. One of your hands manage to rest on the back of his head, nails digging into his scalp and making him gasp.
His hips stutter and he has to physically pull out and look at the ceiling to stop himself from cumming. "Fuck— don't do that shit. Do not fucking do that shit." he curses, looking down at you again. You stare up at him in confusion, the only sounds in the room being your heavy breathing.
A cry falls from your lips as he grabs at your waist, flipping you on your stomach and bringing your hips up. In one fluid motion, his length is back inside your spongey walls and pushing right into your g-spot. His rhythm is rougher and his fingers slide down to your clit, rubbing tight circles to push you closer to the edge.
"Oh, fuck… fuckfuckfuck, Heeseung!" You moan out, your second orgasm hitting like a fucking truck, your whole body tensing up, mouth stuck in a silent moan and gooey walls sucking him even further. A long string of moans fall out as he continues to fuck you through it before coming inside, pushing him to the tilt.
A staccato groan comes from behind you, feeling Heeseung fill you up deliciously and laying his front over your back. He pants into your ear, slowly grinding into you and laughing at the breathy plea of his name.
Silence fills the space as you both slowly calm down, relaxing further into a pile of sweat. When you manage to flutter your eyes open, looking over your shoulder with a grin.
✦ ˚ Tags 🗯️ . ჰ bsf!Heeseung x virgin!reader use of sweet girl, baby (f rec.) Hee (m rec.) allusions to friends to lovers virginity loss soft sex praise p in v reader rides Heeseung ass grabbing tit play self deprecated thoughts Heeseung leans into a dom side cuddling mentions of sex toys, masturbating (つ﹏<)・゚。 4.7k words poorly proof read
It started with a simple joke. A girl's night out, bar hopping to determine which is the best mimosa cocktail and suddenly you’re alone, watching the way your friends are dancing with some guys or sneaking off to the bathroom with another stranger while you sit alone at the bar.
It’s never hit you before, you turn 24 this year, you’re still so young. You don’t need to have your life together, to have a stable job, stable income, you finally got your degree and you still, somehow, have a social life after the past five years. You have bigger things to worry about rather than being a virgin.
Virginity isn’t something you’ve worried about before. Your last partner only lasted for three months and you never had conversations about anything sexual related before that, your last boyfriend was in middle school and lasted two weeks. It’s not that you’re against being sex positive or anything, it’s not a sin, it’s something everyone does…
So why haven’t you lost your virginity yet?
All your friends have. You had to listen to your best friend explain in full detail during your first year of college on how a frat boy stopped the whole party and got rid of everybody so he could bang her over every single surface in the frat building (probably some fat lie, but hey, she got some). Maybe you’re okay with just listening to everyone else’s pace, you’ll get there.
Maybe.
Eventually.
Because now, a year into your apprenticeship at a marketing agency, working a 9-5 with no social life, you’re wondering if you should’ve taken the chance in college at the frat parties. The distinctive feeling of falling behind sits in the pit of your stomach, even on movie night with Heeseung who just finished his first comeback of the year after travelling. Heeseung had a lot of women, and he’s been an idol since he was 19, he’s busy all the time. Yet, he also has to keep an image up and that’s probably why women are all over him every corner he turns.
You think you’re attractive, three out of four weeks in the month, your cycle fluctuates throughout the month and the years, sometimes being predictable at what stage you’re at. Are you in the luteal stage? Is that why you’re constantly thinking about this? But it lasted longer than four days. Why does it sit in your stomach like a constant reminder that everyone else is getting something? Anything? And you can’t even find time to charge your vibrator. It’s torture, this has to be torture. Someone had to be punishing you.
The movie plays as background noise, Heeseung to your right as you sit criss-crossed on your couch, staring down at the untouched bowl of spicy noodles in your lap. It’s a superhero movie, you’re 90% sure it’s the end game movie, which you’ve told him to watch years ago. You haven’t paid attention, your thoughts stuck in a cycle of self deprecated thoughts and the constant question of ‘what if’.
You don’t notice Heeseung calling your name till he barges his shoulder into you, causing you to lift your head and face him with an annoyed face. “Do you mind?” You snap, watching the way he tilts his head back and bellows a laugh. “My gosh, you’re so not funny.”
“Oh, come on!” He laughs, hitting your bicep with the back of his hand, watching the way you turn your head away. He waits for the facade to break and for you start laughing with him. However, it never comes, your grumpy expression continues to flick between the tv and your cold cup of noodles. “Hey,” he murmurs, tapping your thigh, his voice coming down to a softer tone. “What’s up?”
You shrug your shoulders, raising your brows as if it’s baffling that he could even think you were annoyed. “Nothing, ‘m fine.”
“No, you’re not,” he says, seeing right through your frustrated tone, continuing to stare at you. He taps against your thigh again, harder this time to gain your attention, making you change your positions to move away with a scoff. “What’s the matter? Talk to me.”
“Oh my Gosh, nothing,” you bite, placing the cup onto the coffee table, shifting your body away from him. It’s clear you’re annoyed. Are you annoyed? Or does it feel like sitting here with him is like wasting time when you could be out with other people and having the potential to get laid?
Silence fills the space between you two, the movie filling the air as if trying to relieve the tension. You stare down at your lap, picking at the loose hangnails, a small pout on your lips, your mood completely sour. Heeseung continues to stare at you for a moment, trying to assess any possibility of why your mood is so off. He sighs, grabbing the remote and pausing the movie, chucking it onto the coffee table and turning his full attention towards you.
You glance up as he pauses the movie, furrowing your brows and crossing your arms over your chest. “Why’d you pause the movie?” You ask, turning your head to face him.
“Because you’re upset,” He replies, matching your sass, trying to cheer you up and nudging you with his foot, “What’s wrong? You’ve been off all night. That’s not very… movie-night-fun of you.”
You continue to stay quiet, refusing to answer. What’re you meant to say? ‘Oh, I’ve never been laid before in my entire life and I’m jealous that you and all my friends get to sleep with some strangers without any care in the world while I’m stuck trying to even have a social life?’ No thanks.
He notices your hesitancy and nudges at your leg once more before shifting closer, “Come on, what’s bothering you, hm?” He whispers, lowering his voice to a gentle tone. “I’m not going to judge you if… I don’t know, you got your heart-broken by a health and sports major.”
That one made you crack a small smile, your shoulders shook once to let him know you found it amusing before going back to the tensed state. “Fine, just…” you sigh, bending your knees to bring them up to your chest, resting your cheek against your knee caps. “You seriously can’t judge me, okay? It sounds dumb but it’s really bothering me.”
He shakes his head, holding his hands up in a small surrender motion before relaxing back against the couch. “I’m not judging.”
You continue to stare at him, assessing him. Watching him. He’s relaxed, keeping his gaze on you and waiting patiently. He’s willing to listen to you. A sigh falls from your lips once more, straightening up and leaning against the arm rest as you speak up softly. “I guess… I’m just jealous that I’m still a virgin while everyone else isn’t,” You confess, saying the words out loud sounds even more stupid, and you cringe, scoff and shake your head. “It’s dumb, I know. But I turn 24 this year, and I haven’t had any sexual experience in my entire life. At least not with a physical person. It doesn’t count if it’s some random person from America on snapchat. My ex boyfriend and I never did anything sexual, he hardly cuddled me or anything. I feel so behind, every time I go out with my friends they’re always ending the night with someone else and I’m stuck calling a taxi and heading home all sad. No one’s ever viewed me as something sexual, and tinder is a horrible place, they all want rough sex. They want toys, they want bondage, they… they’re not people that I want to lose my virginity too. And my love life is non-existent.”
Heeseung continues to listen, watching the way you nervously move your hands as you ramble, shrugging your shoulders and avoiding eye contact. He doesn’t change his position, he doesn’t interrupt, he just sits and listens to you. Which is what you need right now. Someone to listen to and you’re thankful he’s the one you’re ranting too.
“I just,” you scoff, hiding your face in your hands, “I want to be a mother, I want to have children and… and orgasms! But I can’t even do it myself because I don’t have the time and then I don’t have the control to get myself to orgasm. I did it once, once Hee! And I was 14 years old! Ten years ago.” You take a breath, staring at your lap for a moment before glancing up at him, “I’m going to die a virgin. I don’t want my virginity taken by a… a hard dom guy who wants me to gag on his cock. I won't… ugh. I don’t even know, but it’s seriously pissing me off. I just want to have some type of sexual pleasure for the first time in my life.”
You finish your rant with a dramatic groan, hiding your face back in your hands and flopping back against the couch. “Why is it so easy for everyone else but me?” You turn back towards him, a pout on your face. “How do you do it?”
He stares at you for a moment before a small smirk forms on his face, lifting his hand up and covering it as he glances away, as if he’s wiping it off his face. “I’m not going to lie,” he laughs softly, “I haven’t been laid since before the Manifesto tour. I really can’t give you advice on this.”
Your jaw drops open in surprise, the fact that he hasn’t gotten laid in almost three years really surprises you. You hadn't expected that. “Really? Not since 2022?” you gasp, furrowing your brows. “Heeseung, that's crazy.”
He shrugs his shoulders, fixing himself on the couch and glancing away like it doesn’t bother him. “I mean… we had the Fate tour straight after, so I never really got the time, I was constantly tired. And now we’ve gotten really popular… but I don’t want girls to see my room, it’s really bland.” He laughs, awkwardly, rubbing at his neck and glancing away, an awkward smile on his face. “Once I, somehow, manage to make my room all pretty, I’ll try to get someone over, maybe.”
He turns back to you, his usual charming smile on his face as he shrugs his shoulders, that nonchalant image comes back on. He’s not, but he tries to act like it. “But, losing your virginity isn’t a big deal. After some time… you just kind of don’t feel the need to have sex after you have a good amount of it. You just feel… normal.”
“Yeah, but I’m not,” You say, realising what you said before backtracking, stuttering, “Like, I’m normal, I’m just… frustrated, that’s what. I want to be able to have some kind of release that isn’t bought by me.”
Silence fills the space between you once more as Heeseung runs your words through his mind, trying to find a solution, an answer, something to reply with. He opens his mouth once before closing it, the solution he came up with sounding kind of crazy. “I…” he murmurs, “Hear me out, okay?”
You stare at him, confused on where he’s going to be taking this. “What is it?” You push, straightening up, your body language changing completely. “Is it bad?”
“Well… no? Not bad,” He murmurs, voice becoming more nervous, lightly cracking, “Might change a few things about us… but I want us to be okay with what happens. If it happens of course, I don’t want to overstep–”
“Hee” You say, cutting him off, trying to urge him to get to the point. Tilting your head, you nudge at his thigh with a socked foot, “It’s fine. Tell me. We’re a judge free zone, aren’t we?”
He stares at you, pursing his lips together before sighing and glancing away, something flashing in his eyes that makes yours filled with curiosity. “What if… because you trust me, we have sex? Together? Like… we both have the time. You’re frustrated and wanting to lose your virginity and I’m perfectly fine with… pleasuring you. If you’re comfortable with that.”
You stare at him, the words hanging in the air, like a high pitched ring. Heeseung just asked you to have sex. Together. He wants to have sex with you. It sounds so real now, and your stomach drops before realising who it is. It’s just Heeseung. Heeseung that you've known since highschool, Heeseung who has never touched you inappropriately before, or has shown any signs of anything above a friendship. You don’t cuddle, you don’t hold hands, you’ve never slept in the same bed… but now it’s a boundary you’ll cross, and if it’s with Heeseung, you don’t mind.
“Oh…kay,” You reply, your voice full of hesitancy.
“Okay?” He echoes, raising a brow and feeling his lips quirk into a small smile, tilting his head as if mocking you. “That’s it? Just ‘okay’?”
“What am I meant to say, Hee?” You laugh, throwing your hands up in embarrassment and glancing away, giggling, “This is so awkward, I’ve never done anything like this before.”
“Okay, okay… first off,” He says, grabbing a hold of your chin and turning you to face him, keeping his gaze locked onto yours, “Do you want to do this? Do you trust me enough?”
Your lips pursed together, relaxing as you stare into his brown orbs, the familiar face of Heeseung staring back at you. You nod your head, giving him a small smile. “Yeah, yeah, I want this with you.”
He smiles back at you, cupping your cheek and leaning in, the scent of his cologne overpowering, and it reminds you that it’s just Heeseung, no one else. “Great. I’m just… going to go slow with you, okay?” He whispers, tucking some of your hair behind your face, “No… rough sex, no spanking, no… anything other than, uh, love making. Okay?”
You giggle, nodding your head and leaning into his sweet touches, the nerves leaving your body, happy with the choice that you’ve made. “Okay, I… yeah, please.”
“Okay.” He repeats, the pair of you becoming a little awkward at the sudden revelation of everything. You two just stare at each other for a moment, awkwardly laughing before Heeseung decides to make the first move.
The kiss is soft at first, hesitant, like he doesn’t want to overstep, he wants you to take the lead. He wants you to be as comfortable as possible.
The way his lips are pressed against yours, feels like a cloud. Like he placed ten pounds of lip balm on before he walked into here. Like he knew.
When he pulls away, your eyes flutter open, your body reacts instantly, confused on why he’s pulling away. Were you a bad kisser?
“Was that okay?” He whispers.
Oh. Yeah. “Definitely,” you smile, giggle and lean back in, pressing your lips back against his with reverence, tilting your head and cupping his cheek.
He complies with the same amount of urgency, the hand that was on your cheek sliding to the back of his head, digging his fingers into your hair, keeping you impossibly close.
It’s a rhythm. A dance. Your arms wrapping around his neck and leaning into his body. Heeseungs touches are gentle, the slightest contrast to his desperate kisses; hands trailing down to your shoulders and down the sides of your body, pulling you close till you’re situated on his lap.
Your chests press together, hands exploring each other’s bodies and finding out what makes you gasp. A particular squeeze in your behind makes you gasp into his mouth, a smirk forming onto Heeseungs face, a giggle falling from your laps and hitting at his chest, lightly. “Don’t,” you mumble against his lips, to which he squeezes you again before wrapping his arms around your waist.
His hands start to trail up and down your sides, slowly trickling down to the bottom of your shirt, his hands slide up to your bare skin, a touch you’ve never felt from him before. It’s different, careful, like he has you figured out already.
“Just going to take your shirt off, okay?” He asks, pulling back and pressing soft kisses to your cheek. He waits for a few seconds to allow you to pull back, to change your mind, but you don’t. A sense of trust and honesty blankets the pair of you and he knows that he doesn’t have to ask. Just do. You. Filled with love and trust and certainty.
Your shirt is discarded, leaving your top half naked, desensitising to the cold air of your apartment, your nipples standing up in hard peaks. His hands immediately cup your breasts, his eyes darting down to your chest and you watch as his pupils dilate.
You watch the way Heeseung bites his lower lip, the sight always being one so sexy, as he watches the way his hands knead your breasts, squeezing them together and letting go to watch the way they jiggle. He leans in, pressing soft kisses to your mound, placing his head in between them to take in a deep breath before looking up at you.
“Are they sensitive?” He asks, voice a deep octave you’ve never heard before. “Do you play with them when you touch yourself?”
You feel your face heat up, hands holding onto the fabric of his hoodie tightly, “W…what?” You question, stuttering in surprise.
“Do you touch your tits when you touch yourself?” He repeats, raising an eyebrow, “Do you pull your shirt up… spit on your tits… play with them? Do you feel the way your nipples get hard underneath your spit? It’s dirty, isn’t it?”
His eyes drift away from your face, back to your tits, squeezing them together and letting a glob of spit drip down to your breasts, watching it drip down one of your nipples. His tongue catches it before it drops to your lap, dragging it across your tits before enveloping your other nipple. He nibbles on it, lazily sucking it and smiling at the way you squirm. He pulls back momentarily, reaching a hand up to tap your cheek, “watch”, he whispers before sticking his tongue out. You watch the way it flicks against your nipple, the feel of the wet muscle making you clench your legs, your breath stuttering.
The longer he stays there, lightly teasing your peaks, the more you feel yourself drip in your panties, squirming in his lap. Eventually, he presses one last sloppy kiss to each of your mounds before letting them drop, watching the way they jiggle. “Fuck, the sights mesmerising,” he whispers, pressing kisses up your chest, across your collarbones and neck, he nibbles against your jawline, hands trailing down to the waistband of your pants. “How’re you feeling, sweet girl?”
“Needy,” you breathe, a small smile forming on your face. His hands grip your waist, adjusting your positions so he can guide you against his lap.
“It’s okay, I got you,” he whispers, continuing to gently attack your neck and jawline with soft sucks and nibbles. His hands gently guide you across his lap, pushing his hips up to let you feel his bulge. “Feel that?” He asks, “That’s what you’ve done to me, you and your pretty tits with my spit all on them… god, you’re so beautiful, you know that?”
You eventually find the rhythm he’s providing, moving your hips without his help and grinding down onto his bulge. Your hands grip onto his hoodie, holding him close as your hips slowly start to pick up pace. He shakes his head, whispering small ‘no’s as he holds your hips still. “Don’t rush it, we’ve got all night to feel good.”
You continue to sit like that, slowly grinding your hips against each other and making out, lazily. Just being there, against each other and feeling. He wants you wet, needy and desperate for him. Ready for him.
He can tell when you start to get impatient, you’ve already stripped him of his hoodie and his shirt, your hips start to stutter and you’re repeating his name. “Hee… Heeseung,” you whisper against his lips, pulling back to look at him with need.
“I know, sweet girl, I know,” he murmurs, nodding his head and slowly lifting you up from his lap. “Take your sweats and panties off for me, okay? I’ll make you feel real good.”
You nod your head, shifting off of his lap to be able to strip yourself bare, excitement jumping your bones as you watch him undo his belt, sliding his jeans and underwear down. You watch the way his length bobs up, your eyes widening. It’s big. So big. So veiny and the tip is so red and… you’re going to have to suck him off sometime in repayment because holy shit.
He notices the way you’re eyeing him, a cocky smile on his face, a look of pride and confidence. “Like what you see?” He jokes, chuckling and grabbing at your wrists to pull you close again, placing you back on top of his lap.
He holds your waist with a strong hold, looking up at you with an un-piercing gaze. “Have you ever… you know, had something in you? A dildo? Hairbrush?” He asks, his voice a little nervous, making you realise how real this is.
It’s not just just grinding and wishing that it could be more. It is more and it is so real. He has you like this and he wants to make sure you’re not going to be hurt or anything. “I’ve… not for a while, I’ve been too busy and I don’t have the hand coordination.”
He smiles, reaching a hand up to run his fingers through your hair, pulling you in for a gentle kiss. “It’s okay. Take your time.”
You nod your head, leaning into the kiss to gain the confidence you need to sink down on him. He never pushed you, keeping his hands on your waist and face to continue kissing you. If you wanted to go back to slow grinding, he’d let you. It’s about you. All about you.
After a moment, you reach your hand down to grab the base of his cock, gently stroking it before rubbing yourself against him. He hisses softly, using all his control to not buck into you, slide into you and feel that warmth. Thankfully, he doesn’t have to wait long, he feels the way your heat catches his tip before sliding it in, your walls easily accommodating the stretch of his mushroom tip. “Shit,” he curses, furrowing his brows.
You rest there for a moment, feeling the way he fills you so easily, like you’ve been waiting for this moment— which, you have— like you’ve been trained. You slowly start to sink down, eyes squeezing shut and a breathy moan falling from your lips.
The sound makes Heeseung gasp and he’s wrapping his arms around your waist, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. “Shit— you sound so pretty, sweet girl.” He raps, taking deep breaths.
Two years for him and a lifeline for you… he feels like he’s going insane, the way you easily sink down onto him till the hilt, how your body adjusted to his size, your soaking wet hole taking him in so easily.
Once he’s fully sheathed inside of you, you wrap your arms around his neck, the position mimicking a hug. But he’s tucking deep inside of you and you can feel him in your guts. The years that you’ve toyed with yourself, fucked yourself, using different things to beat that deep ache inside of you have never been enough, and yet he satisfies that need. The deep need, he fills you, he feels you.
You sit there, feeling him before that want becomes greater. You want that pleasure, that ache to be gone, to feel him, to keep him close. You slowly start to rock, gently lifting your hips up and sinking back down in short thrusts, feeling him fuck you so deeply.
“God, baby,” he groans, his hand coming down to grip your ass, squeezing it and helping you bounce up and down on top of him. He leans back against the couch, relaxing and rubbing your back as you start to gain more confidence.
He helps you situate yourself, arching your back and pressing your chests against one another, helping you bounce, gripping your ass cheeks and feeling the way they jiggle every time your thighs clap against each other. “Good girl, you’re sure you’ve never done this before? Never ridden anything before? I think you’re lying to me.” He raps in your ear, pressing wet kisses on the side of your face.
“No,” you moan out, shaking your head and tilting your head back at a particular angle, a loud gasp falling from your lips. “Not… I’ve never ridden someone… anyone. Only… only a, uh…”
“A dildo, huh?” He chuckles, watching the way you shake lightly as you smack your hips down onto him, the angle making you cry out and hide your face in his shoulder. “Yeah, you know what you’re doing. It’s okay, make yourself feel good.”
You continue to ride him, long, deep strokes as you bounce on top of him, whining into his neck about the sensitive spot. He’s hitting it so good, the angle so perfect and you feel your legs shake, your body starting to squirm to get away from the pleasure. “Oh, Hee… I can’t… can’t do this,” your movements coming to a stop as you take in heavy, deep breaths.
He coos, rubbing your back up and down, letting you catch your breath, and calm down. “It’s okay, I’ve got you, okay? I’ll make you feel good.” He gently wraps his arms back around your waist, murmuring in your ear to hold on tight and slowly starting to thrust up into you.
He uses his arm strength to lift you up and down, doing all the work to keep the pleasure running through your veins. He continues to murmur praises and reassurances as he slowly turns to lay on his back, gripping your waist to fuck up into you, keeping you on top. Letting you feel that control. This is all about you.
All about you.
That pleasure builds up, your hands planted on his chest as you moan, body shaking as it overwhelms you. Crying out his name, you clench around him. “I’m going to cum— oh! heeseung!”
Your words bounce off the walls of your apartment, your body going rigid as you feel that sweet release for the first time in years. It’s better than you remember, way better than you remember. Ecstasy. Nirvana.
He helps you through it, continuing to buck his hips up into you and murmuring praises. He prolongs the pleasure for you, sneaking a hand down to toy with your clit lightly. “Yeah, baby,” he nods, staring up at you with a smile, “There we go, sweet girl. That feels good huh? You feel so good squeezing around me.”
His thrusts slow down into something shallow before slipping out of you completely, jerking his cock quickly before releasing all over his stomach. “Shit.” He curses, “shitshitshit…”
He sighs, tilting his head back against the seat of the couch, breathing heavily and staring up at you as you keep your head down, still trying to come down from the aftershocks of your orgasm.
“You feeling okay, sweet girl?” He asks, reaching a hand up to run through your hair, gaining your attention. You smile down at him, leaning down to rest on top of him, groaning as you feel his fluids come in contact with your skin. He laughs, wrapping his arms around you and pressing a kiss to the side of your cheek. “I pulled out so you didn’t get it on you, idiot.”
“Shut up,” you giggle, hiding your face in his neck, and letting out a sigh, “Thank you for doing this, Hee. I’m glad it was you.”
He sighs, rubbing up and down your back with one hand while the other rests on the back of your head, playing with your hair. “No problem, sweet girl. I’m glad, too.”
authors note ,, little christmas special for us all! because I needed motivation to write and I'm very excited!! I may not suit all audiences but I meet other peoples expectations (hopefully) !
expected tags ,, breeding, spanking, friends to lovers, pegging, coworkers, secret relationship, coparenting, lactation kink, marking, edging, academic enemies and more . . .
DECEMBER 1ST . . . lee heeseung — Unfortunately for you, Heeseung stood you up for Christmas.
DECEMBER 2ND . . . jay park - Jay wants you stuffed full of his babies.
DECEMBER 3RD . . . jake sim
DECEMBER 4TH . . . park sunghoon
DECEMBER 5TH . . . kim sunoo
DECEMBER 6TH . . . yang jungwon
DECEMBER 7TH . . . nishimura riki
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Slytherin's have proven time and time again of their ambitions - and you've made sure to do that these past six years.
Getting high grades, perfecting your wand skills, participating in extracurricular activities no other Slytherin would. You have it all figured out, despite the thorn in your side: Sunghoon Park.
When both of your names are pulled from the Goblet of Fire, it's the best and last shot of beating Sunghoon. But what happens when things start to slip and your motivation is pushed into surviving rather than winning? What happens when a Slytherin and a Ravenclaw build a silent bond with one another? Then what?
wc: 15.9k
tags: Harry Potter Universe enemies to lovers jealousy mutual pining slowburn angst love triangle emotional distress eventual smut blood purity/classism violence magic themes
a/n: this took a ridiculous amount of time to upload and guess what? it's not edited, haha! So, please, excuse the spelling and grammar mistakes. I just wanted to get this done so I can get started on the second part. Want to read it elsewhere? Click here for AO3. Comments and criticism is welcomed!
Standing in front of Dumbledore's quarters, you remain where Professor McGonagell left you. Time and patience have always been a virtue that you respectfully hold, especially now that you’ve been elected as a Prefect.
Fortunately for you, that boosts your reputation. This year, you’re determined to make it to the top, not only in your year but in the whole school.
Your only problem? Sunghoon Park.
Sunghoon Park who stands tall beside you, adjusting his black and navy robes around his arms before straightening up. He presses his (fake) glasses up his nose. “Good evening, miscreant,” he murmurs, that foul nickname rolling off his tongue, “It’s a surprise to see someone from the Slytherin house actually made it into being a Prefect this year.”
Your eyes narrow, upper lip sneering and glancing away with a scoff, “Don’t act so cocky.”
Sunghoon Park somehow— somehow— had managed to have the same aspirations and desires for the future as you did: becoming head of the Department of Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures. You both studied the same classes, participated in the same extra curricular activities, and are both head to head in being top of your school. But you’re so sure that after this year's O.W.L exams, you will be standing high on the podium and laughing at the way Sunghoon glares from a distance. Your ambition has driven you this far and it’s not going to let you stop now.
Hogwarts Wizarding School has been your home for the past six years, helping you grow and learn how to control your magic. The fantastic Great Hall is something you’ll never get sick of seeing, the way you get to watch the sorting hat at the start of each year determine students' housing and the excitement you feel every time you see another one of your kind come along. Your status.
Now, you hold the privilege of being someone others can look up to— of being the absolute best. The first Prefect of Slytherin. The one people should rely on. You’ve gotten this authority and you won’t lose it. Thankfully, you won’t be doing it alone, your best friend Matthew is yet to arrive at Dumbledore's headquarters.
Quite the walk from the Slytherin dormitory. He’s also just lazy.
You feel the way Sunghoon stares at you through his lenses, watching the way you keep your chin up and posture straight, before he turns away, glancing towards the front of Dumbledore’s grand doorway.
In the span of 15 minutes, Matthew arrives alongside two Gryffindors, Nicholas and Joonie, then the two Hufflepuff Prefects arrive, Sunoo and Chaehyun, and the second Raven-claw Prefect comes along, Ningning.
When Professor McGonagall arrives, she whispers the password, ‘Phoenix Sherbet’, and the grand entrance starts to move, slowly unravelling to reveal an open doorway to a room that looks bigger on the inside than it does on the outside. In the middle of the room sat a desk, behind the desk was a canopy, two staircases on either side with walls filled with books older than you could imagine. To your left, there was a small dome room, in the middle sat something… something similar to a bird bath. Odd? Yes. But it’s Dumbledore, everything he does is for a reason.
You all already had your badges and your letter to let you know your responsibilities for this role, but Dumbledore wanted to have a small conversation with all of you, pay his respects, double check to make sure he’s picking the right group of people.
The Grey-haired man stepped down from his canopy, his maroon robes dragging across the floor as descends down the steps, a grin on his face. “My Prefects of the year,” he smiles, warmly, a contrast to his hoarse voice, “With earnest, I’ve watched the eight of you for many months and I’m proud to have selected you as this year's Prefects. You’ve all worked diligently.”
He stands in front of you all, hands folded in front of his body, watching you all with that look in his eye. Dumbledore has always been a kind hearted man, the headmaster of this year for many, many years. His respect is something students don’t dwindle on. His voice fills the room again as he begins to speak, “This year, all of you are eligible to compete in the Tri-Wizard tournament, which will be held at Hogwarts. We’ve timed the train this year to come an hour early so we can have the time to introduce the neighbouring schools and allow extra time to show the first years. Tomorrow morning, we will have you all finalising the classes you have chosen for the year, and you get free time till supper. Please, take tomorrow as a grace period before the busy school year ahead of you. I expect at least two of the eight to apply in the tournament. It will be a great reputation for our Prefects.”
Reputation. A great reputation.
This is your last year of creating that reputation before you start to apply for the Ministry of Magic. One last year to polish your skills, beat Sunghoon, and climb up the ladder to gain that reputation. This is only the start.
Dumbledore continues his speech about how great of an opportunity it is to be a Prefect and such, Professor McGonagall giving her input every now and then with a smile on her face. It’s not long before they dismiss you all for dinner. There’s a silence as you all bid the headmaster goodbye that follows you for a while as you step down the windy staircase before reaching the familiar corridors of the school when one of Sunghoon’s friends from Gryffindor, Nicholas, turns to him, whispering in his ear and making the pair push and giggle at each other before turning towards the person they were speaking about. Sunoo.
Soon enough, the closer you were to the Great Hall, the louder their amusement came and at some point, Sunoo hit Sunghoon and Nicholas in their stomachs to stop their relentless teasing. Even Matthew found it funny. You kept your expression neutral, staring forward and watching as the familiar broad doors creep closer to your eye line.
You allow the group to go first, not wanting to be caught in the eye of their storm, and make a beeline for the Slytherin Table. Matthew makes it his life goal to tell you every detail of his Summer break and wrapping his arm around your neck to be able to mess up your hair.
For the rest of the afternoon, you head to the library to gather books that you would feel can help for your upcoming O.W.L’s and now your N.E.W.T’s. On top of that, you’ll be putting your name in the Goblet of Fire for the Tri-Wizard tournament. Getting a head start would be good.
You didn’t see the other prefects for the whole day until you arrived at the Grand Hall where they were seated at the top of their allocated tables, chatting away. Two extra tables sit on the far end, a place for the two schools that will be participating. You take a seat at the Slytherin table, tucking your robes underneath your legs as you sit at the far end, adjusting the ‘Prefect’ badge.
It won't be long till the rest of the students from Hogwarts would arrive. The next two hours were going to be a nightmare, the thought of having to be as chirpy as possible when greeting the new members of your house sounded exhausting.
However, two sets of eyes watch you.
Sunghoon sits in your direct eye line, his folded arms pressed against the table as he stares at you through his lenses, that same bored, emotionless look on his features. Across the room, at the Gryffindor table, sits Nicholas Wang, whose fox eyes stare straight into yours, you watch as they trail slowly down your body before flicking his gaze to the students calling his name. You watch as he stands, shaking the hands and hugging fourth years with a welcoming smile.
Your thoughts drift towards the trio of men calling your name, Matthew stands in his robes with his pretty Prefect badge on his chest, while Ricky and Gyuvin stand to the side of him.
A smile forms on your face, standing up to be able to hug them in greeting, "Long time no see," You sing, watching as they sit to the left of you, having to lean forward to look at Gyuvin as Matthew blocks your view of him.
"Yeah, Summer travels and all that," Gyuvin says, sitting across from you, his usual smile gracing his features. Your thankful that neither of them had changed.
You four continued to chat, welcoming back the other Slytherins and watching as the Great Hall was packed with students chattering and teachers who sat at the front of the hall. Dumbledore sits in the middle, talking to Professor McGonagall before beckoning Professor Snape over, discussing manners in hushed tones. It's not long before the headmaster takes a stand, the voices around the room immediately quieting at the sight of his tall figure.
"Welcome to your first night at Hogwarts," he beams, standing at the usual podium, resting his hands on top of it, "For the year. I'm sure you're all aware of the rules, and I would expect the older students— especially our Prefects— to hold you all accountable to the expectations we hold for our school. First off, we will welcome the first years, and sit expectantly as we wait for our…"
His voice trails off into mindless background noise as you turn to watch Professor Flit-wick charm the sorting hat to the front of Dumbledore, giving the hall of students a small nod before heading back to his seat at the dining table.
It's not long before you're getting pushed by the large groups of 11-year-old boys, having told them off way too many times, you grew tired. Thankful, Matthew swapped positions so you sat in between him and Ricky instead, giving him a sympathetic expression as he's getting sweaty children pushed right up agains him. "It's fine." He murmurs, leaning down to talk in your ear, "I focused on workoing out so my body is stronger. Wanna feel?"
You scoff at his wink and the way he flexes his biceps, hitting his side in a 'karate chop' motion. Ignoring his complaints, you turn back to the front where Dumbledore stands once again, his voice booming with pride.
"Students of Hogwarts," he starts, raising a hand to silence the rowdy crowd, "With great pride, our school has been chosen to hold the Tri-Wizard tournament with neighbouring schools. However, this year, the ministry has accepted a twist on the tournament's rules. Instead of one student chosen from each school, two students will be chosen."
The emphasis on the word 'random' makes your eyes narrow, turning your gaze towards the boy next to you, leaning into his ear, "By random he means the ministry has deemed 'acceptable' in tormenting the four Hufflepuffs." You whisper, tilting your head further as Matthew leans in to hear better. "What are the odds it'll be the two Gryffindor Prefects?"
A smirk forms on his lips, one of his eyebrows raising as he scans around the room to find the familiar faces before turning back towards you, his velvety smooth voice mumbling in your ear. "Both of them have two left feet, I'd be surprised if Jake can actually learn how to stop his broom rather than smashing into the bleachers."
You two let out equally quiet giggles, turning away from each other and hiding your snarky smiles by covering your mouths. Dumbledore's voice fades out and the great hall door's burst open, revealing the first school to participate in the Tri-Wizard tournament, a gust of wind welcoming them in and the beautiful group of students stand in unified order.
Boxia, School of Magics.
There are twelve girls all together, their uniforms similar to an average British school— long-sleeved, white button-ups, a dark navy blazer with thin white stripes and a matching skort that rests just above their knees. Frilly socks rest around their ankles and black ballet flats adorn their feet. Their faces were porcelain like and you feel a pang of jealousy at how beautiful they are. You glance between Matthew, Ricky and Gyuvin to see that they're all watching with hearts replacing their pupils. Bloody hell, you think to yourself, They see women everyday, what's so different about these ones?
The next school is basically a less… classy version of Hogwarts. Slodsarry, school of The Arcane. There were seven boys and five women, all dressed for what seems to be a wintered climate. And you won't lie, after seeing a few of those boys? No, not boys, men— you really do understand why jaws are dropped so easily.
They’re broad, strong men, their faces all holding a strong structure, and you're sure they all fit the golden ratio. They're highly attractive. And the women are just as delicious looking; dark, long hair and shoulders as broad as the monkey bars you used to climb on as a child. They're… how do you put it? There's no way to describe it without spending hours flicking through a dictionary and thesaurus.
The two schools are seated at the spare table set out for them, while their headmasters have their own spot next to Dumbledore. In a blink of an eye, delicious food is placed in front of you. The feast has begun.
The first dinner of the year was three hours long, definitely past the first to third years bedtimes and you're thriving off of the food coma that you've given yourself. You really did try rounding up the new years as best as you could, but it took Ricky to hit a kid in the back of the head for interrupting before you gained some sort of respect. Filthy grubs, you let the words echo in your mind as you guide them toward the dormitory downstairs, near the kitchen. You walk in front, while your temporary body guards stride behind the group, clicking in the children's ears and grabbing onto their shirt collars when they stray too far from the group.
So much for being the Prefect.
The day goes in a blur, keeping your nose in your study books and trying to memorise your new time table as much as possible.
Every first day you have Charms, Transfiguration, Defence Against the Dark Arts, Care of Magical Creatures, and Advanced Arithmomancy Studies. While, every second day, you have Advanced Potions, Herbology, Alchemy, Divination and Xylomancy. Not to mention, you also help Professor Sprout and Hagrid with their mythical creatures and plants. You're packed.
Oh, and, you've also scored the same time table as Sunghoon. So you're seeing him in every. single. class.
When you do get spare time during lunch, you come to put your name into the Goblet of Fire, the anxiety refusing to settle in till dinner that evening.
You sit in the same place as you did the night prior after ushering the first years in. You're not sure how many times you repeated, 'you must eat something, it is only your second day at school', but you're sure that you've lost your appetite, even if Matthew saved you a plate of sausages and tarts.
You don't even get halfway through your meal before Dumbledore is gaining the attention of the students with the other headmasters. The room goes silent, not even the clinking of cutlery can be heard, nor the heavy breathing of… the disgusting ones. The atmosphere becomes tense, and the Goblet of Fire stands at the front, its blue flames flickering with glee, as if taunting the students of its decision.
"It is now time… for the contestants of the Tri-Wizard tournament to be announced."
Those words cause your anxiety to spike, and you're suddenly questioning if you should've put your name in or not. You can probably live without having to participate in the tournament, but your eager self decided that she wanted to be better than everyone else. Your hand moves to grip onto Matthews wrist, nails digging into his skin and causing him to hiss and tilt his head down to hide his pained expression.
If he said something, you didn't hear it as you were too focused on watching the flames grow brighter before a piece of parchment paper bursts out into the air, flying around like a loose paper plane before landing into the nibble hands of Dumbledore, whose expression is tight with concentration and full of anticipation.
Ringing fills your ears as the first name is called out.
"Tomas Vingarrd!"
A loud eruption is pulled from the Sladsarry school, the group of teenagers standing and applauding the thick-neck man who stands with his chest puffed out. The applause echoes as he arrives at the front of the hall, shaking hands with each of the headmasters and standing tall beside him.
As soon as his noise has faded, the fire bursts into flames, three more pieces of parchment falling from the deep blue. They all drift towards Dumbledore and he reads them one by one.
The uproar from the crowd of students is deafening as your grip tightens on Matthew's skin, causing him to groan louder than before, trying to play it off as a joke before he notices the expression on your face. "Oi, looking a bit constipated there," he grins, elbowing your body and gaining your attention, the look on your face unwavering, "I… what's wrong with you? You look clogged."
Your brows furrow in disgust, pulling your hand away from his with a scoff and rolling your eyes. "Gods, you could have used any analogy but you had to use… that! That's foul." You scold, shaking your head and turning away, only to have your head turned back towards the boy. "Don't try and flirt your way out of this."
He shakes his head, waving his hand in a dismissive gesture before leaning in, twisting his body to face you properly. "You put your name in the Goblet of Fire, didn't you?"
The colour must have drained from your face, leaving you a pale mess because his expression contorts into one of… something. Something unreadable. "Are you serious?"
"Look—"
He cuts you off, shaking his head and placing a hand over your mouth, making you grunt in protest and pull it away from your body. "Excuse you? Don't shut me up."
"Maybe you should stop trying to be better than that Ravenclaw," He bites back, rolling his eyes, "You're like obsessed with him or something. You're so obsessed with beating him you just had to put your name in. Idiot. You're an idiot."
You stare at him in disbelief, how dare he talk to you like this. You've always treated him with some sort of respect, trying to keep someone like him close, yet you're catching a wave of his moody attitude. "Fine then," you grumble, turning away from him and facing the front.
The cries of their supporters turn into a collective gasp as two more names are pulled from the pulsing flames, finding their way to Dumbledore. Your anxiety spikes, because, this is it. You can't back out if your name was chosen— and that sense of regret clouds your mind, hardly registering the way Matthew's hand rests on your thigh with a steadying grip.
The silence thickens into a tense silence as Dumbledore decided he wanted to wait an extra 30 seconds before finally calling the names out.
"Sunghoon Park!" He calls, flicking to the next piece of paper and your eyes widen as his gaze drifts towards you, "And Y/N L/N!"
Shit. Your teeth grit together, eyes fluttering to a wider size in horror, Shit shit shit shit shit.
Your body reacts before you do, slowly standing and glancing over your shoulder with an awkward smile on your face as you feel a group of hands pat your back, people calling your name, applauding you for your bravery. Bravery.
At this moment in time, a Hufflepuff has more bravery.
Your feet guide you to the front of the hall, shaking hands with the headmasters before taking your place next to Dumbledore. Sunghoon mimics your actions and when he passes your figure, your eyes lock for a small matter of seconds. Something in them looks off, it's not the usual hardened gaze.
What are you feeling?
Everything else is muffled and suddenly you're sitting back down beside Matthew to continue on with your meal. The weight of the situation settles in during the interviews, the fact that you're going to have been in horrible situations and pray that you're not going to die? No, Hogwarts wouldn't let you die.
But would the other contestants?
A week passes and the murmurs haven't died down, you hear your name float around the different groups from the schools. First years would watch you as you passed by them, whispering in each other's ears as their eyes trail down your figure. The robes you wear definitely didn't help. Most wouldn't expect a Slytherin to participate, they'd rather find amusement in watching as students fail while they're safe and sound in their bedrooms.
Yet, here you are, Mirella Hexbourne has taken the eight chosen in a position where it oddly feels like a family photo being taken. You're placed in the middle on a chair, Yrsa sits to your right while Katerina sits to your left, their bodies facing towards you while the boys stand behind each of you, mimicking the same position beside having their hand placed on each of the girls shoulders.
Both you and Sunghoon originally protested, the physical touch is something you both recoiled at but Mirella insisted that is the position that must be done and it would only take 10 minutes. She said that 30 minutes ago.
When she finally allowed you all to relax, the school pairings were whisked away into separate rooms to wait for their interview.
Sunghoon allows you into the room first before almost slamming the door behind him and sitting as far as he can from you. What a man, you think. Silence fills the space, that same building tension sits in between you like a conversation ice breaker.
"You know we have to help each other win, right?" He suddenly speaks, using that same bored tone he always uses. "Now that there's two students per school."
"I know that," you grumble, glancing over at him with a scowl on your features, "Dumbledore repeated it to us like four hundred times."
From the corner of your eye, you see him twist his head towards you, a raised eyebrow before clicking his tongue. "Good to know your ears work."
"Don't insult me. And especially don't insult me during the interview, Mirella has a habit of twisting words."
You hear him sigh through his nose, deep and annoyed. "Of course you know that. I bet you've had loads of practice for how… off beat you are. I'm surprised with the amount of mistakes you make, you haven't made it to the front page. Though, it's not such a secret that people like you make mistakes all the time."
That last sentence irked something inside of you. Sunghoon has mentioned 'your kind' many times these past years, and yet he's never said it out loud. Your head turns towards him, taking in his perfect posture. "Perfect Sunghoon definitely knows what he's talking about, doesn't he?" You bite, keeping your voice low, "Perfect Sunghoon makes no mistakes. Yet, he hasn't even made it into the Daily Prophet for any of his achievements. The greatest thing you'll ever get is a mere acknowledgment from Dumbledore before he's turning his back to you."
"At least I get something besides a disgruntled look," He snaps back, furrowing his brows and holding your gaze. "When our names get called in class, have you noticed that my name is always called first? Sunghoon Park and you. Just like last night and how the interview will go. No one from our school will be watching you in the tournament besides to see if the mud-blood Slytherin can actually catch up to Sunghoon Park's, the Ravenclaws, level."
Mud-blood.
A few silent beats pass between the two of you as you hold your breath, your eyes break your inscrutability before slipping back into that mask, your eyebrows furrowing. "Wow," You mutter, feigning an impressed expression and glancing back to the front. "With that foul language anyone would've thought you were a Slytherin dressed in Ravenclaw's robes."
That managed to shut him up.
By the time the interview finishes, you've come to a conclusion that your poker face needs working on because every time Sunghoon spoke, your left eye would twitch and you're pretty sure that you watched the Quick-Quote Quill write about it more than once. The editor better not let that into the final product.
By the second Thursday of the school year, you've already started practicing for your Advanced Potions essay. Professor Slughorn had placed you in a specific seating arrangement for the year, stating that it's better for it to be randomised to help with your thesis. You both should have the same rationale with the same experiment results, but everything else has to be in your own writing.
You haven't seen or felt watched by Nicholas since first night in the dining hall while waiting for the first years. And now, you're partnered up with him, brewing a Pepperup Potion. It's an easy potion, it's a part of the fourth year curriculum, but it's also for Slughorn to understand how well you work together.
"You need to chop the Mandrake Root more finely," You nag, taking a break from turning the brew to point down at Nicholas's horrible cutting skills, looking up at him through your lashes before turning back to the pot.
Nicholas scoffs, nodding his head, an amused smirk playing on his lips, "Yes, ma'am," he muses, leaning the cauldron to watch the liquid that slowly starts to turn a light red colour. "Looking good. Once the Mandrake goes in it should go that dark colour."
You roll your eyes, nodding your head and pointing back at his task at hand. "Yeah, well, you actually have to chop the mandrake first."
He turns his head to face you properly, his smirk turning into a lazy smile as he scans over your features. "Alright, I'm getting there, sweets," he drawls slowly, continuing to hold your gaze before turning back to the chopping block. "I'm pretty sure we're ahead of the class."
"That doesn't mean we're doing it properly— hurry up, or else we're not going to do it properly. You're fast on the Quidditich field but you can't cut Mandrake for the sake of your life."
His smile widens in amusement and he turns back to finish his task, keeping whatever words he wants to say to himself. Maybe you're being bossy but you can't help the fact that you want to get this done before Sunghoon who stands at the other end of the classroom, paired with Ningning, his fellow Ravenclaw.
Your face scrunches up in disgust as you watch him murmur in her ear, hands wrapping over hers and demonstrating how to stir the cauldron.
"Who the hell needs help to stir a potion?" You hum, rolling your eyes and pausing your own movements so Nicholas can pour in the Mandrake Roots.
"What?" Your partner muses, wiping his hands on his pants before taking the wooden stirring stick from your hold, stealing your position and starting to stir clockwise. "A man can't help his girlfriend stir? They're fairly new to their relationship so they're probably in that real whimsical and skittish stage."
"Girlfriend?" The question falls from your lips before your head allows you to process the information. "When did they start dating?"
"Over the summer." He replies, glancing over at the couple across the room before turning back to you. You never noticed how tall he was till this very moment, standing around 5 '11, his head tilted down to observe you properly and your eyes flicker to the way his fringe dangles just slightly. "Ning kept sneaking out till her family caught her and she used Sunghoon as her excuse. Then they got close and well… they're dating."
"God, how cliche," you groan, rolling your eyes and turning your head to the couple. How did you not know of this? Stuff like this spreads around quickly.
"Don't worry," Nicholas grunts, nudging his hip against yours to gain your attention, flinching as you smack his bicep and scold him for even thinking about touching you. "They haven't spent much time together since the school year started, he's too busy sticking his nose in those books. Isa said that Ning's been having a small fit about it because they got so close so quickly over the break."
You raise your brow, leaning against the table as you stare down at the brewing potion. "I'm going to assume Isa's your girlfriend?"
"No," he immediately says, eyes narrowing as he straightens his posture from that lazy stance he held, "Isa… Isa just gossips. That's what."
You turn your head to watch him, his gaze now distant. Damn, you must have scratched a nerve. You slowly nod your head, turning back to the potion and watching as it slowly changes into a deep, cherry-maroon colour. After a few moments, Nicholas speaks up, changing the subject. "Are you nervous?"
"What?"
"I asked if you were nervous."
"Why would I be nervous?"
He shrugs his shoulders, his lower lip jutting out momentarily as he glances up at you, that lazy smirk adorning his features. "You know… the Tri-Wizard tournament. Though, it's more like the… the… sixth-wizard tournament."
"No," you deadpan, rolling your eyes and glancing away, "Why would I be nervous? The last Tri-Wizard tournament, I could have done with my eyes closed."
"Yeah, but that was four years ago. They also have allowed six contestants in, meaning the ministry will be extra hard. More kids means more challenges."
You hum, leaning against the tabletop, resting your elbow on the wood and placing your chin on the palm of your hand. Sighing, you nod your head, "I suppose so. But, I wouldn't have put in my name if I didn't think I could do it."
Nicholas stirs slow down to a stop, picking up a glass bottle and carefully scooping it in. The colour is a dark red from the bottom, that slowly makes a light orange colour at the top. He places the cork on the bottle and rests it on the table with a grin. "Well, even if you couldn't, we managed to make a pepperup potion."
"I learn how to do that in my fourth year," you grumble, snatching the bottle from the table and examining the liquid. "I can make a whole year's supply in 20 minutes."
"I'd say we did a pretty good job."
"Yeah, I did quite well."
He raises an eyebrow but doesn't say anything, leaning backwards against the table and stares down at you. "You're very focused on beating Sunghoon, huh?" he whispers.
You turn your head to look up at him before slowly standing, mimicking his position and continue to 'examine' the bottle. "He thinks he's the best, when he's just an arrogant prick. He…" you sigh, tilting your head up to watch as Professor Slughorn starts to walk around the classroom, giving notes to the different pairs of students. "He's a very… classist boy. If Ningning wasn't a pure-blood, they may have never ended up dating."
"Oh, Ningning's only a half-blood," Nicholas chimes, casually, turning to watch the way Sunghoon rolls his sleeves up his arms and scoops the potion into another glass bottle. "So am I. He gets along with us just fine."
It stings something inside of you. The fact that he's okay with half-bloods— who's parents are considered 'mud-blood lovers'— but he's not okay with being muggle born. Unless, he just hates the way it looks on you. Or just you, entirely.
"Well, his foul mouth sounds like he belongs in Slytherin," you grimace, eyebrows furrowing as you narrow your eyes at the man who Ningning thinks is a sweetheart. He presses a kiss to her temple before swooping down to press a sweet one to her lips, making your upper lip snarl in disgust.
Nicholas lets out a small snort, tilting his head back momentarily with a grin before nudging you with his elbow— to which he immediately apologies after the deadly glare that you give him.
Professor Slughorn's idea of 'homework' makes you roll your eyes. A three page essay on the pepperup potion is made. And some random thesis he wrote. Ridiculous.
You now sit across from Nicholas at a table in the library, the two vials of Pepperup and two sets of parchment paper are placed out in front of you. You're trying to write the essay rationale, but Nicholas insists on changing the subject after every sentence.
"I'm just saying, you have the ambition of a seeker, you would be great in the Quidditch field," he smirks, resting his face in his hands while he watches your determined expression while writing. "I think, if you pushed a few things in your schedule around—"
"No."
"Oo-okay… we can plan Quidditch practice around you then," he smirks, that teasing glint in his half-lidded eyes shows you that he could not care less about the assignment.
"I'm almost done with the rationale," You blurt, cutting him off as you finish writing a sentence. "You can copy off my sheet once I manage to reach the word limit, but try and stay focused."
He huffs, angling his lips up to blow a piece of hair away from his face until he gets bored of doing that, leaning back in his chair with his arms crossed over his chest. "This is so boring, do we have—"
"Nicholas."
The man groans, rolling his eyes and running a hand down his face. "Fine, fine," he grumbles, taking the parchment paper from your hand and placing it besides his as he starts to copy your words. "At least talk and fill the silence. Have you prepared for the Tri-Wizard tournament?"
"How am I meant to prepare for the tournament if I don't even know what the first challenge is?" You yawn, rolling your eyes as you lean back in your seat, crossing one leg over the other, "So, no, I have not."
"I've heard Sunghoon has."
The mention of his name enrages you, your expression turning into one of pure annoyance before switching it back neutral. "Of course he has," you complain, "Sunghoon knows everything. Pure-bloods should know everything."
"You're still on that?"
"Yes, Nicholas, he called me a mud-blood, I have every right to be upset."
He keeps his lips pursed together, keeping them closed with narrowed eyes. There's a beat of silence before he's humming and nodding his head. That's what I thought, you think.
Your conversations for the next two months are all similar, Nicholas trying to gauge you into some random situation before you say something to knock him back into place. You've said 'finish your work' more times than you can count and you're sure he's got ADHD but you're also thinking it's just a Gryffindor trait.
He's even gone out of his way to wave to you when he passes by in the hall, gaining a dirty look from Sunghoon who walks next to him. He did grow on you. Eventually. 2 months in, five practice essay's, the October break where he wrote to you twice, and three failed attempt at getting you to sit near him in transfiguration class. You did eventually get there. And now you're accompanying him to Hogsmeade.
Winter has slowly started to fade in more and more, letting the leaves fall and dress the ground in a beautiful carpet. Matthew was by your side, grunting and moaning about how Defence Against the Dark Arts has been killing him.
"Ever since Snape became the teacher, he's become a real big buffoon," He complains, running his fingers through his hair for the nth time, "I'm sitting there doing absolutely nothing, and all of a sudden, "Mr. Seok… your hand writing has become sloppy. Is my class boring you?" Yes, yes, Severus Snape, your monotone-bastard of a voice is boring."
You stifle a giggle, pursing your lips together as you watch your feet trek through the different coloured leaves. You nod your head, humming and pulling your jacket around you tighter. "You must have pissed him off in another life; he has some sort of vendetta against you."
"Yeah! I know!" He retorts, that frustrated expression on his face as he runs his hand down his face. "God, so much for being a Slytherin headmaster when he's got a ten foot pole up his—"
Matthew is cut off when your name is yelled obnoxiously loud, causing you to both turn rigid. You freeze up in your tracks, that voice. That agitating, frustrating voice that constantly follows you around— Nicholas.
You take in a deep breath, blinking slowly as you straighten up, turning towards the sound of his voice with prepared patience. "What's that git doing calling your name?" Matthew grumbles, grabbing a hold of your wrist. You shoot him a glare, keeping your voice low as you reply. "Don't. He's not as much of a twit as he looks."
Matthew scoffs slightly before placing that friendly persona back on his face, straightening his posture and tucking his hands into the pockets of his jumper. You take a few steps forward to meet Nicholas half way, who's hair seems to be slightly shorter and complexion brighter. His grin adorns his features and you've found that it lightens the weight on your shoulders, even when you're swamped in piles of practice essays. "Hello." You murmur, glancing at him up and down before jerking your head in gesture for him to follow.
Matthew stands to your left while Nicholas stands to your right, all of you walking in a languid pace as you and Nicholas do your usual greetings before you ask him that one question for him to start rambling. Whether it's Quidditch, the drama you've started to learn about Sunghoon and Ningning, and the very few moments of beef you hear about Isa and Nicholas.
On this chilly morning? It's Sunghoon and Ningning.
"Because the first challenge of the Tri-Wizard tournament is on this Wednesday— which I hope you've tried to practice or at least study for—Sunghoon has been on a tight schedule with like practicing his wand movements and knowledge and what not…" he takes a deep breath, "Ningning has been having a few small… fits about the fact he hasn't been spending time with her as much. And last Tuesday, during Study Hall, just after you left, she turned to Sunghoon and was like 'I don't get it, you can focus on your studies and your friends and random other people in this school but you can't focus on me.' I didn't hear what else she said but he apparently said the wrong thing and she stormed off. Haven't heard much about it since."
You nod your head, shooting a glance at Matthew who was in that Study Hall at the time, before turning back to Nicholas, who doesn't let you get a chance to speak as he continues speaking. "Jake told me, however, that Sunghoon didn't get time to write to her during the October break but she managed to send at least three letters over 12 hours, and that he might be breaking up with NingNing soon, but he wants a guaranteed date to the Yule Ball. That's why I was here in the first place, but I don't want to walk around Hogsmeade all day and wait for Sunghoon to find a gift for his girlfriend to apologise with."
"Right, well, you might have to do that because Matthew and I are off to have a haircut," You say quickly before his ramble continues, "Then we're going back to Hogwarts. I've got to help Professor Sprout with preparations for the Second years herbology class."
Nicholas nods his head and Matthew takes the chance to speak up. "Well, I'm off to meet Ricky and Gyuvin at the three broomsticks. If, you know, you want to come hang for a while," He says, shrugging his shoulders and glancing over at Nicholas with a warm smile. "We're a lot more welcoming unlike this one."
You scowl, deeply, as he elbows you just a little too hard, making you stumble and almost run into Nicholas.
The Gryffindor doesn't take any notice of it, keeping his head turned forward with that small pout on his lips. It's a habit of his that you've noticed, when he's deep in thought, contemplating about ingredients or what the weird synonym's you've used in your rationale. "I may join a bit later. I'll just go check in on Sunghoon and Jake for the next hour. If that's okay."
"Of course man, don't stress."
The pair stop in some silent arrangement, dapping each other up before Nicholas taps your shoulder with a small smile before turning the opposite direction and jogging towards his friends, leaving you two to stand there.
"What the fuck was that?" You ask, turning towards Matthew with a disgruntled look.
"What was what?"
"That— dapping each other up like you're long time best friends! Who does that?" You retort, confusion and frustration lacing your tone of voice, straightening your posture in an attempt to prove something. "You just called him a twit—"
"—Actually, I called him a git, you called him a twit—"
"—I don't care." You snap, shaking your head and pushing your hair away from your face, stomping off into the direction of the hair salon. His laugh cackles behind you, the sound getting closer due to his long strides. "Also, you never told me about Sunghoon and Ningning getting into their first public argument."
"Yeah, I was going to mention it eventually," He teases, wrapping an arm around your neck and pulling you into his side, his other hand ruffling your hair up despite the protests that fall from your lips. "I was going to tell you over butter beer, but that's gone down the drain. Hey, I actually heard that the reason why she did it in such a public space was because she saw Sunghoon watch you as you left the study hall. Some said that she has a crush on you."
"Yuck!" You explain, trying to hide your giggles as Matthew mimics kissing noises, "I'd prefer to do anything then deal with her Public Displays of Affection."
Matthew snorts, tilting his head back and pushing your body away to start walking casually, guiding you towards the salon.
Tuesday.
It's Tuesday at 5:30pm and instead of studying and mentally preparing yourself for tomorrow, you're beside Professor Sprout in the green house, watering the tormentil plants and listening to her complaints about the first and seconds years, how every single one of them are filled with idiocy and that a few passed out and had their ear drums burst as they pulled out the baby mandrakes.
"Oh, blimey, hold on, dear," She huffs, placing a few bags of compost soil onto a table before heading back to the door. "I forgot a few things— Oh! Sunghoon, honey, step inside, I just placed the bags onto the table."
Excuse me? Sunghoon? What the hell is he doing here?
You pause your ministrations on watering, watching the door carefully as Professor Sprout lingers for a moment before stepping out of the way and letting Sunghoon step into the green house. He's dressed in the basics of the uniform, a white button up, black slacks, black dress shoes, and the Ravenclaw tie.
He watches over his shoulder as the door shuts behind him, rolling the sleeves of his dress shirt up his forearms. "You're going to handle the soil while wearing a white shirt?" You ask him, raising an eyebrow.
Sunghoon takes his time, glancing around the space and sniffling to get used to the harsh smells of plant fertilizers and anything else used to keep the plants alive, before meeting your gaze. He walks forward, slowly, keeping his eyes boring into yours as he walks over to the bags of soil. "I'm surprise your hands are steady enough to water the plants."
Straight back to insulting, of course. You're not sure why he would ever think about having a normal conversation with you. You eye the way he rips a big open effortlessly and lifts it up like it's air, swiftly walking to the back wall wear the empty pot plants lay.
You turn yourself away, continuing to water the plants with the fertilizer mixture, pursing your lips together. In the back of your mind, it still pinches your insides every time you see his face. The echoing of his voice as he called you a mudblood.
You're not a pureblood. You want to work in the Department of Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures. You willingly talk to a Gryffindor and have allowed yourself to be talked down upon by a Ravenclaw. And now, you're participating in the Tri-Wizard tournament tomorrow, with no preparation of spells or knowledge.
Who do you think you are?
Thoughts swirl in your head, your body moving on autopilot as you slowly make your way through the rows of plants. You feel that heavy weight on your shoulders, similar to your first year when you struggled to become social with any of the Slytherins; out of place, different, odd.
Your clenched jaw is released as Sunghoon's voice rings through the room. "…close with him?"
"What?" You blurt out, blinking furiously before regaining your senses and looking over at him. "Say it again."
Sunghoon clicks his tongue, shaking his head and looks over his shoulder at you. "You and Nicholas have been hanging out more," he says with high emphasis, "Are you two close with each other?"
You blink twice at him, your eyes widening as if he grew two heads. After a few seconds of processing, you resume back to your original task, keeping your gaze down. "No," You say, quickly changing your answer as your shoulders hunch, "I don't know. He just… why? Why do you want to know?"
He hums lowly, watching your back as he answers, "I've seen you guys hanging out at the library alot, and Hogsmeade. I didn't think you two knew you existed so I was curious."
"Well, stay curious. Whatever happens with Nicholas and I is none of your business."
"I never said something was happening."
Shit. Your movements stall and you tighten your grip on the watering can, scared you may drop it with the way your hands start to shake. "I just assumed that's the direction you were going. You don't usually butt your nose into my relationships."
"I'm just saying," he mutters, groaning quietly as he stands back up, brushing the soil off his hands, "Nicholas seems to enjoy being around your presence. And I saw him head to the Three Broomsticks with those friends of yours. I'm just surprised you two get along, considering you're… you know, a Slytherin."
You let out a shaky breath, turning to start to water the plants in the middle, letting your eyes flick up to watch him open a new bag of soil. Because you're a Slytherin. "I'll keep that in mind."
He doesn't reply and you're thankful for that.
You head back to your thoughts, with a new question lingering. Why does Nicholas talk to you if you're a Slytherin?
Not once have either of you spoken throughout your years of schooling and suddenly he's wanting to hang out with you whenever he can. Well— you can blame Professor Slughorn for that, he paired the two of you in Potions. But, why is he sticking around so often? It's not that you haven't grown fond of him, because, you have. You seriously have, and Matthew noticed it before you did.
You've noticed little things about him these past few weeks. Like how he writes with his left hand on an angle as to not smudge the parchment paper, how the glasses he sometimes wear are actually perscription glasses and that he usually wears contacts. He wants to dye his hair. He fiddles with his tie in classes he finds boring. When you two walk beside each other, two of your footsteps is one of his. He always has some sort of smile on his face. He makes friends easily. He's extremely good at Quidditch. He uses the extra mint flavoured gum.
You don't even know these things about Matthew.
Sunghoon is suddenly in front of you, standing on the other side of the middle table and fiddling with one of the plants soil. "Tomorrow." He says, "Have you prepared?"
Oh, no. You haven't. Actually, you've ignored the whole situation, pretending your name wasn't called out in the Goblet of Fire and that the visiting schools just don't exist. "Uh… yes, I have."
"Terrible lie," he murmurs, rolling his eyes and pressing his glasses back up his nose, "But, the first challenge is in a cursed colosseum."
"How do you know?"
"I overheard the headmasters talking about it after dinner," He says, resting his hands against the tabletop and leaning against it. Your eyes flicker down to the eminent veins on his forearm, a flush creeping up your cheeks. "I don't think that there is a theme this year or anything'."
You narrow your eyes at him, resting the watering can against the table. "Why are you telling me this?"
Sunghoon's eyes narrow, "Because. There's cursed objects so it's also a game of guessing. You have to get the right object."He states, rolling his eyes and taking the watering can you were using. "Anyway, the first task is that we have to receive an object from the centre of the field."
"Like Hunger Games?" You ask, pursing your lips together as he raising a questioning eyebrow, that awkward tension growing between you again. You watch him tender to the plans, making sure their bottoms and pots are filled with water. You slowly nod your head, "Okay… so do we get to use our wands?"
He nods his head, eyebrows raising as he slowly walks around the table. "Well, obviously "
"Where's the colosseum located?
His eyes gaze hardens, even though he's not looking at you, you see the way his shoulders tense up. "Somewhere in the forbidden forest. Right in the middle."
"How do we get there?"
"I don't know," he bites, lightly, his upper lip snearing, "They didn't say that." He takes in a deep breath, closing his eyes momentarily before tilting his head up look at you. "But, make sure you've practiced spells. It's going to be very… very difficult."
Cursed colosseum. Cursed objects. Grab the right one.
Well, that's easy in theory, isn't it?
Instead of doing your Arithmancy studies homework, you end up analysing the postcards Nicholas had sent you over the October break, making mental notes on random things he did and how he said he'd take you to this really good restaurant in Taiwan.
You've re-read the cards so much that you could probably forge his handwriting at that point.
Now, you stand in the middle of the Dark Forest, the fog wrapping around you and the rest of the contestants. The building stands tall, marble white and completely still.
Wind whips through your ponytailed hair, your eyes fluttering in an attempt to ignore the beady eyes of the crowd. A part of your mind tells you to stand tall and look proud, but right now, you're definitely regretting how little you practiced spells.
You palms are sweaty, having to regrip your wand in between them multiple times while praying to whatever God is out there that you won't die. The school won't allow you to die, but it's not impossible.
Cursed objects can mean anything. Hidden spells, a portkey… maybe it can just be a simple faux object and turn into dust as soon as you touch it. And that's what freaks you out because, what are you meant to retrieve?
Your thoughts are interrupted from a pinch on your arm, Sunghoon glancing over at you in signal to pay attention to Dumbledore's voice. Your posture straightens up, eyes widening as you look around.
"… Let the 126th Tri-Wizard games… begin!"
You and the rest of the contestants start running towards the grand building, static fuzz clouding your head as you take in the large, marble building. It's pillars as tall as a dragon, in width and in length.
You catch glimpses of the other contestants, seeing how the students from the opposing schools stand with tall postures and quick feet, not even breaking a sweat. Meanwhile, your legs are already aching from how hard your feet are thumping against the ground and in the back of your mind you wish you took up more physical activities in school.
The grand building comes into view, it's doors glowing as if it was the gates to heaven. A static fuzz clouds in your head as you focus on actually getting inside.
It's a slim fit inside, yet you all make it and are greeted by six different floating parchment papers with each contestants names on them. Yrsa is the first to grab their name before Katerina follows close behind. You scan the papers before finding your name, running over to snatch the paper from the air, gasping at how cold to the touch the parchment is.
Your hands shake as you open it up, frustration growing inside as everyone else seems to have already opened them and ran to their positions.
You're given a map and some sort of poem written beneath it. The only key on the map? The watch placed in the middle of the arena. You notice that the more you stare at the buildings plan, you see how much it resembles the Coliseum in Rome— one side being broken off, the outer walls and another layer of walls inwards to show the different sections towards the seating arrangement and then the rubbled field where the Romans used to fight. And your object is smack bang in the field.
Your immediate thought is having to fight some Roman-Trojan-Hoarse-Soldier in honour to win. Until yours eyes flicker down to the poem.
"Your brother was a Monster Hunter, his bravery is listed in the categories of Gryffindors, Intelligence listen as a Ravenclaw and kindess listed as a Hufflepuff. Yet, his sly ambitious drove him to being a Slytherin.
But what happens when a Slytherin loses to one of it's kind?"
"What?" You call out, eyes widening before straightening up and looking around. Everyone else has already gone to find their own positions and you're stuck at the entrance. "Shit."
Your feet start to move again, staring down at the map as you follow it as best as possible to find the entrance to the arena. It seems like your luck is lifting as you easily find one, heading out into the dirt filled atmosphere. Inside of the colosseum is completely different— a dome of magic on the top of the colosseum to mimic that the sky is as bright as a Springs evening. For a moment you stand there, relishing in the peaceful feeling and looking around.
10 seconds slip by before you remember the task at hand, stepping further into the arena and glancing around. The last line of the poem ringing in your ears.
What happens when a Slytherin loses to one of it's kind?
The more you look and the further you walk, you can't find anything. Not even a tumbleweed. It's completely empty, yet the silence is ruined by the sound of banging coming from the second floor, flashes of white showcasing in a rhythmic pattern across the hallway, shadows dance and you wonder who could be up there.
Your peace is ruined when a low hum fills the arena, your goosebumps immediately rising, your eyes widening as a sudden pang of impending doom settles in your stomach. You glance over your shoulder to find the source of the sound and are met with a horrifying sight.
A large, barb-wired crate is being pulled by nothing across the dirt, way to small for the creature inside.
A Horned Serpant.
It's black, rippling scales contrast to the icy blue eyes that are locked onto your frozen figure, it's tongue flicking out with a blue crackle, the aura it holds is grander than you've ever seen and you're wondering if you should be taking the future route that you wish to take.
Your heart thumps in your chest, senses turning numb as tunnel vision sets in. It feels as if you're paralyzed, which you probably are. Your brain hardly processes the cage door snapping open at the Serpant slinking out onto the dirt, it's animalistic eyes watching it's pray.
You.
It slips closer, tongue flicking out dangerously before letting out an angered huff. Is this even allowed? To have such a dangerous creature on the school grounds? How are you going to defeat it? Your body moves quicker than your mind, wand flicking out as you shout "Arresto Momentum!" Slowly the creature down for the next couple minutes as you think of what to do, your feet moving you backwards as you hold your wand up in front of you.
You wrack your brain on trying to find spells to win and gain the object you need.
The poem comes to front, eyebrows furrowing as you slowly start to understand what it said. Your brother was an Auror, 10 years older than you and definitely more of a Slytherin than you ever have been. In your second year, he passed away in a fight against a beast— which you've now connected as a Horned Serpant.
Shit, if an Auror can't win, how can you?
You speak more spells, throwing them out like flies buzzing around food like a pest. "Alarte Ascendare! Bombarda! Bombrarda Maxima!"
You weren't harming the sepant at all, just pushing them back so you could run away. You feel like an animal, the colosseum doing it's job at placing you in the spotlight. Your breathing eradicates, panic rising inside as your hands shake. Your wand slowly starts to slip out of your hold, the sweat creating a slippery slope inside your palm and you struggle to keep in it hold.
Actually, you struggle not to even fall over in the first place.
It takes you back to when you were young, the familiar neighbourhood streets clouding your surroundings as your older brother balances you on your bike; pink and purple with white streaks that remind you of unicorn hair.
He gently pushes you down the foot path as your hands are constantly readjusting your grip on the bike handles, small whines falling from your lips when he pushes too fast. "Otho!" You cry, lifting your legs off the pedals. "This isn't fair! You're going too fast!"
Otho scoffs behind you, coming to a halt and leaning over your shoulder to look at you properly, his golden brown hair falling infront of his face. He clicks his tongue before replying, "You're don't trust me, do you? You can't push the bike unless you place your feet on the pedals. Here."
He places your bike stand down and continues to hold you when your body tilts to the side, ignoring the annoyed sound of his name from you. "Place your feet on the pedals and just push them, spin them around. Go, have a try."
You looked up at him with an annoyed expression, blochy tears welling in your eyes with frustration as you look down at the pedals again. You pursed your lips together, placing your feet back on the pink, sparkly pedals and slowly starting to spin them, getting used to the feeling all over again.
"See? It's not that bad." He mused, slowly tilting the bike up and kicking the bike stand to the side once more. "Now, do that and I'll push."
You follow his instructions, turning the pedals as he pushes behind you, soon enough, your expression brightens and you gain more confidence. You glance over you shoulder to find him, only to be met with him standing a few metres away with his hands on his hips and a fond expression. Panic flashes through your features as you turn forward again, millions of questions going through your mind as you try to calm down.
You remember how your hands started shaking and your breathing wouldn't calm down, how you felt those hot, wet tears drip down your face and pool against your collarbones. But, you also remember the feeling of freedom and control you eventually gained, being able to turn the bike around and starting your decent back to your brother.
"Otho! Otho!" You cry, a huge grin on your features, "I did it!"
That feeling of freedom is something that you miss, becuase now, as you stand infront of this beast, any rational thought besides 'what would Otho do?' run through your mind.
What would Otho do?
Otho would run straight ahead, no plan or initiative besides to win.
With whatever confidence you have left, your hand grips your wand again, feeling the distincitve, original dents of the wood press into your palm. Your feet plant themselves on the ground and you get ready for what's to happen.
Three seconds of silence past before the serpent makes the first move, lunging forward with a loud cry which you deter with your wand, throwing the creature to the side. You circle around it, keeping your face locked onto the beast. The movement is repeated, the creature lunging with a war cry until it gives up. Anger rests on it's features, it's tongue flicking out hotter and fast along with the small puffs of smoke falling from it's nostrils.
A stream of fire slips from it's mouth as it lunges closer, nipping you on the ankle as you step away, Stupefy! calling from your mouth as you push it further away.
Your skin burns in agony, the burn quickly spreading as if you were bitten by a venomous snake. A sickness in your stomach forms and you hold your abdomen with both arms as you look down. Your shoe was burned off along with your sock, in place sits a nasty burn… almost as if your ankle was disintergrating rapidly.
Taking deep breaths, you find some confidence. "Expulso!" Air rushes to your head as you look up, seeing the creature lay flat on the ground. You limp towards the serpant, trying to control your breathing as everything becomes difficult to see. The pain spreads up your leg, your stomach twists as you fight the urge to throw up every condement you've eaten in the past 12 hours.
You watch as the breathing slowly dies down and it lays lifeless on the floor.
…
What?
Was that it?
You were quite lucky that day, you came fourth. Which sounds bad, right? But you also ended up with a date to the Yule Ball in a month's time along with a sick scar on your ankle.
A month away. But not enough time to find a dress apparently, because a week from the ball, you're standing at a dress shop in Hogsmeade, eyebrows furrowed as you gently twist your body.
Your friend, Ruka, sits on a small couch, a notebook on her lap and twirling a lollipop around in her mouth. She's apart of Slytherin, but she has entirely different efforts than what you do, so you hardly see her.
Her upper lip snarls, looking you up and down as you try on the corset tight, light-yellow dress. "I love you, for who you are," she says, leaning forward, "But yellow is not your colour. Go back to like the warm tones."
"This is a warm tone."
"Yeahhh…" she drawls, dragging her voice to a higher pitch in contemplation, "But like, the red and the pinks match your skin tone so much better."
"Ugh, this is useless," you grumble, running your hands through your hair and taking in a deep breath before stepping down from the stool and heading back into the dressing room. "Find me another red or pink dress. Make it pretty. Actually— keep it as red because that's the tie that Nicholas will wear."
"Oh, Nicholas," Ruka says, her tone mocking. She stands from the couch with a groan, popping the lollipop back into her mouth as she strides to the rack of red dresses. "Well, there's this one dress, it's quite nice."
"Give it to me."
Three seconds later, you're swapping dress bags through the dressing room curtain. The dress is quite beautiful, the colour a rich crimson masterpiece that blends gothic elegance and fantasy. Crafted from velvet and layered satin, it features a sculpted sweetheart bodice adorned with cascading gemstone chains, pearls, and teardrop jewels that glimmer like enchanted armor. The high-low skirt flows in dramatic, asymmetrical layers, embellished with oversized roses, ribbons, and delicate beaded strands. The ethereal dress is fit for a queen, a villina, or a magical heroine.
It fits you perfectly.
You stare at yourself in the mirror, genty sliding your hands down your body and admiring the way it fits your curves so astoundingly amazing. "Ruka," you gasp, your voice the softest as it's been all weekend, opening the dressing room curtain and stepping out.
She stares at you from the couch, analysing the way it looks on your body, and the beautiful waves of layered satin. "It's beautiful," she breathes, a wide grin growing on her face. "It's perfect! Oh, Nicholas is going to love it, ugh!"
You feel your cheeks heat up, heading back to the stool in the mirror of the room to gain a proper look for yourself. "It's not just for Nicholas," you murmur, twisting your body gently in admiration. "It's for me, it's my second Yule ball and my first Yule ball with a date."
"Aka: it's for Nicholas."
Your nerves settle into your bones as you stop at the top of the staircase, the Great Hall doors sit at the bottom and there are a few other couples lingering around the corridor.
You're unsure if you should even go down the steps, maybe even just not go to the Yule Ball, what're the odds Nicholas isn't even here?
"Nervous?" A voice mutters beside you, causing your head to whip to the side in surprise. Sunghoon stands next to you, adjusting the cuffs to his dark-navy coloured suit set. His hair is slicked back and you can see his face more clearly now that his glasses are no where to be seen. "Is it because you're wearing the colours of a Gryffindor?"
Your lips purse together at his snarky remark, trying not to furrow your brows in an attempt to not ruin your make up. "I suppose so," you reply, keeping your voice levelled and letting out a long sigh. "I don't know where he is yet."
"I was waiting for Nicholas to ask you out," he voiced, "He's been fidgeting about it since late September."
"So you knew— at the green house— that he was going to ask me out?"
"Well… I didn't want to ruin the surprise."
You hum, letting silence engulf the two of you. You scan the corridor once more before feeling a hand rest on your waist, a presence on the other side of your body. "Hey," Nicholas whispers, giving a light squeeze to your waist. "Ready to dance?"
You blush, turning your head towards him with a gentle smile on your face. You don't need to speak, seemlessly stepping down the staircase and keeping your body close to his.
His large, warm hand rests on your waist, the other gently grabbing a hold of your hand. The size difference is ridiculously obvious, and you find yourself giggling, ignoring his curious looks.
"What is it?" He whispers, voice as smooth as honey. Loud enough that you can hear it over the music. The hand on your waist slowly slides to your lower back, pulling you in closer.
Your feet step in box-like unision, a graceful dance fit for any slow-dance occasion. You shake your head, dismissing him and glancing away. "Nothing. I'm… enjoying this. That's all."
One of his eyebrows lift, his smile softening as both of his arms embrace your waist, his forehead knocks against yours and the brush of your noses has your heart rate spiking.
"Didn't think Slytherin's would enjoy such romantic encounters."
Your scoff falls on dead ears as he continues to dance with you, soft, murmured conversations and jabs when he messes up a step. Ever so often, Nicholas spins you around, ignoring your protests when he does that dramatic dip. The ever lasting thoughts of his large hands never leave your mind, along with the delicious scent of his cologne and the simmering tension between your bodies.
When you mention how the heels make your feet ache, Nicholas gently wisks you away from the dance floor, letting out a gentle sigh and pulling you towards the champions table. "I'll get us something to drink," he asks, turning your body to face him. His large hands rest comfortably against your waist, a warmth spreading through your body. "Pumpkin juice sound okay?"
You nod your head, gently patting his cheek softly and pinching the skin, "Pumpkin juice sounds perfect." He laughs, pressing a kiss to the inside of your plam before disappearing into the swarm of the students. You let out a sigh, taking a seat and gently resting your elbows on your knees, your smiling face resting into your manicured hands.
You can't stop the giddy feeling that continues to pulse through your chest, your heart pounding erratically and a warmth settles into your neck and cheeks. You sit patiently as you wait for Nicholas to come back, flickering through everything that happened to get you into this position. If it wasn't for Professor Slughorn you'd probably still be a grumpy sap that didn't even think about attending the Yule Ball.
Not only did you willing try and find a dress to impress a Gryffindor. In the seven years you've been at Hogwarts, you've despised them, narrowing your eyes at them, throwing them dirty looks, ignoring the younger students when they ask you a question— a part of you is suprised you even became a Prefect in the first place but then you think back to all the extracurriculars and classes that you've taken and instead you feel a sense of pride.
God, he's really influenced you these past four months hasn't he? How embarrassing.
You continue to wait, eventually growing restless as multiple songs seem to pass and the dance floor residents start to disappear, a growing concern etching onto your features. You rise to your feet, grabbing your hand bag and wincing at the pain of the heels, you start to make your way towards where you assume the food and drink table is.
Multiple choices of food and large bowls of punch and juice decorate the white sheeted table, a few people lingering with drinks in their hands but there seems to be no Nicholas. You glance around the space, a voice in the back of your head whispering that he's probably on the dancefloor or was forced into awkward conversation with teachers. Lucky enough, Jay seems to appear out of thin air beside you, quietly excusing himself as he grabs a few tarts.
"Hey, Jay," you ask, turning towards him, "Have you seen Nicholas?"
The ravenclaw stiffens up for a moment, a tart halfway to his lips before straightening his posture, running his hand through his slick backed hair. "Uh, not since the start of the night. Last time I saw him, he was heading down the Astronomy Tower corridor."
A pang of confusion shifts inside your throat, a wrinkle between your eyebrows deepening whilst you nod your head, giving him a small wave in dismissal. He watches as you step around him, heading out of the Great Hall's beautiful atmosphere and into the gloomy, dark halls of Hogwarts.
What you didn't know, was that there was someone else watching you— perfectly manicured nails messing with his cufflinks as he follows close behind you.
Your heels click against the cobble stone floors, your hands balling into fists as you keep your head held up high with determination. 'Maybe, he needed air', you tell yourself, taking in deep breaths as you swiftly trek through the dimly lit halls, your shoulders slowly becoming more tense. 'Everyone needs some air.'
You eventually arrive at the staircase of the astronomy tower, quickly catching your breath and glancing over at the windows. The night is dark, yet the stars still shine bright, bringing a comforting feeling to your chest.
Your pollished nails rests against the stair rail as you slowly ascend, your head tilted up to watch the way the staircase swirls in a spiral, your heart beating erratically. "Nicholas?" you call out, your voice sounding shriller than usual.
Once your head reaches the point that you can look over the railing, you diligently scan the surroundings, ignoring the beautiful star-lit sky, the moonlight shining downwards and illuminating the top floor as you step up the last two steps. Your head immediately drifts to the right, your eyes zoning onto the sight of Nicholas's back. And someone's arms that wrap around his neck.
Your heart pounds in your ears as you slowly process what's happening before your eyes.
Nicholas has Isa caged against the wall, his hands exploring around her dress coated waist as their lips are locked together into a passionate kiss. You watch as Nicholas pulls back a little to mumble something against her lips, their giggles filling the empty space and breaking your heart even further.
They continue to kiss, completely unaware of your brooding presence. As if Nicholas wasn't just with you, placing gentle kisses to your palm and temple, as if you weren't just dancing like you were the only people in the space.
You feel your heart break even more, a sense of dread washing over you and your stomach hollows, evicting the feelings you grew for the boy. Feelings. You grew feelings for Nicholas Wang, the Gryffindor Prefect.
Oh, Merlin... you might throw up.
You quickly turn on your heel, stepping down the staircase as quick as possible, trying not to trip as a pool of tears fill your water line, catching the essence of mascara and eyeline; threatening to waterfall down your cheeks. Your posture hunches over as you keep your eyes on your heels, biting your lower lip to stop the sobs. You're not sure where you walk, you pass by other students, feeling the way they stare at your sopping wet cheeks, the make up that accompanies it and how it ruins your features.
Your feet take you to the ground floor of Hogwarts, stepping out into the court yard after snatching the damned heels off your feet. You take in a deep breath, welcoming the outside air as your body guides you toward the Black Lake, the ground beneath you changing from grass to cobble stone to mud.
You take a slow lap around the lake, finding where it meets the clearer parts of the forest and sitting down on a fallen tree trunk. You chuck your shoes to the side, your handbag flopping off of your shoulder and onto the wood surface next to you. You lean forward, resting your face in your hands, finally letting out a quiet sob, the hidden emotions from before revealing themself to no one.
You cry for as long as you remember; mind too caught up with the current emotions that fuel the sting in your eyes and the ache all around your head. As you watch the twinkling lake, you pull some make up wipes out of your bag, wiping away what make up you didn't cry off. Your sniffles fill the air alongside the chirping crickets, you try to make sense of what time it is, the pounding in your head and the caustic sting of your eyelids everytime you blink brings a constant reminder of the heartbreak you face.
The arduous headache drowns out your surrounding awareness, not even registering the footsteps that squelch in the thick mud or the silhoutte that emerges from the forest behind you. He groans as he sits down, his posture casual as he speaks.
"Nicholas didn't work out then, huh?"
Your hands move to your lap, balling into a tight fist and clenching your jaw. "Don't come here just to make my night worse, Sunghoon." You growl, tilting your head back down with your eyes closed, placing your face in your hands.
"Headache?"
"Don't."
"I'm just saying, with how long you were crying for—"
"Go away!" You shout, suddenly standing and looking down at him, anger flaring in your eyes. The powerful tone echoed in the night, a tensed silence filling the air shortly after. Sunghoon holds your narrowed eyes, his features one of relaxation, a stark contrast to the strong wave of emotions that continue to wash over you. "I don't know what you're doing here, but you need to leave. I am not in the mood to deal with your shit tonight."
That silence lingers, pushing at your shoulders, a claustrophobic feeling wrapping around your neck. It's either here or one of the Green House's, and you're not willing to get caught after hours.
You take in a few deep breaths through your nose, trying to calm yourself down. Your hands run down your face and you turn to find your purse and shoes, choosing the option to leave. You grab your purse from the log and head to the direction where you threw your shoes, a small thought of ruining such an expensive pair floats through your mind, something to think instead of whatever panic or… overwhelming emotion you're dealing with. But it quickly diminishes as your fingers meet the strap of your heels, Sunghoon's voice filling the air.
"Ningning and I had an argument. And, she broke up with me."
You pause, staring down at the muddied shoes with widened eyes before snapping out of it and looking over your shoulder at him. "So? Is that supposed to be my problem?"
"I saw Isa walk up to Nicholas at the drinks table," he continues, watching you with a calm expression over his features. His voice stays levelled, like nothing is bothering him. As if his girlfriend didn't just break up with him. "He passed her the drink, said something along the lines of 'I was about to look for you,' then he was getting dragged out of the hall by her. When I left the hall after Ningning, I saw you pushing past everyone, all sad and moping."
"Are you going to tell me all along that Nicholas didn't even like me? Because that's what it feels like."
He shakes his head, gesturing to the empty space where you sat before, patting the tree trunk before turning to watch the Black Lake. "No. That would be pushing my emotions on to you. Which isn't fair."
"What do you know about being fair?" You grumble to yourself, walking back over and plopping yourself down with a tired huff. You slouch back over, your knees pressed together as your fingers pick at the polish on your nails.
Silence accompanies the both of you, a comforting feeling despite the shared stiffness and heartbreak of the night. Even if it is Park Sunghoon. You glance up at him, your eyelashes fluttering before shifting to the moon in the sky, the way it reflects on the lake's surface. You speak, your voice hardly above a whisper.
"I don't think red is my colour anyway."
He stiffles a laugh, "No, it brings out your rosacea."
…
"Fuck you."
You spend the last week of December in Diagon Alley, in and out of the Ministry as you took you Apparition exam. Which, you passed with flying colours; holding a license for it— as expected.
You and Sunghoon hadn't spoken since that night. You've avoided that Gryffindor as well.
You waited till Matthew was back from Winter break before telling him— someone who doesn't already know. It spread like wildfire, the Slythering Prefect getting her heart broken by a Gryffindor Prefect. How many times does a Slytherin get their heart broken throughout the schooling years? None. Because they're not supposed to let someone in, they're not going to break down their walls for someone as arrogant as a Gryffindor.
At least you've made some history.
Because now? The news has spread into the Daily Prophet. Apparently, teenage love stories are a hit for adult wizards and witches because both you and Sunghoon have made the front page!
You sit in the Slytherin common room, staring down at the moving image of you moving to sit back next to Sunghoon with your muddied shoes and disheveled expression. You didn't even notice someone else was there— but then again, you didn't know that Sunghoon was there in the first place.
Your fingers tightly bunch the paper, eyebrows furrowed as you read the article out loud. "The pair was seen sitting on one of the fallen tree logs, an understanding between the two as their hearts were broken the night of the Yule Ball," Your teeth grit together, anger coursing through your veins, "Sources close to the Hogwarts faculty have stated their natural rivalry since their fourth year… it appears these duelling rivals have start to soften?! Who wrote this shit? What the hell?!"
Matthew and Ricky snicker beside you, snatching the paper out of your hands, your misery is somewhat amusing to the two of them. They let out a drawled 'ahh…' as if they're reading something enciting. "On the crisp moonlight evening of December 25th…" Ricky mocks, "It seems the fire of rivalry isn't the only thing burning beneath the surface! My gosh, you never mentioned this? Should we start to befriend all of the Ravenclaw's?"
"Shut up," you grit, hands clenching into fists with a new found annoyance, "That is not what happened, and you know that."
The pair roll their eyes, continuing to read over the paper with a dramatic flair, their eyebrows raising and their voices raising in pitch before they get too tired and their stomachs hurt from laughing so hard.
You turn back to the insignificant report you were working on, muttering under your breath and writing as fast as possible till one of the boys snatch the quill from your hand, gaining your attention once more. "Hey, does your boyfriend know about this?"
Boyfriend.
Nicholas is not your boyfriend.
"I don't care if he does or not," You say, stealing the quill back and dipping it back into its ink, you go to write again before charming it to write itself. You turn back to the boys, taking in a deep breath which warns the pair of what's to come.
You ignore their groans and continue talking. "I am almost 17 years old, I am not letting a Gryffindor ruin my self esteem so young in my life. You know what's funny? He wanted to be three different sub genre's of an Auror. An Auror— obviously — an Aurorlogist and a mother fucking Auror Comissioner. There is no way he would've been able to do all that. Even Jay doesn't want to be an Auror anymore, he wants to be a fucking Director of Magical Security. At least he can actually get somewhere with that!"
"And how did you find that out?"
"Nicholas told me."
The two blink at you, a bored expression on their face before Ricky speaks up, rolling his eyes and tilting his head back with a sigh. "So… you and Nicholas are officially done, yet everything you talk about is stuff that he's told you?" He asks, "You know, you're not as smart as you used to be. I seriously thought that you had serious connections to find things."
"I do!" You bark, feeling a twinge of annoyance. You know he's doing it on purpose to get under you skin and it is working. "Sunghoon told me a few things as well—"
"Here we go with the Ravenclaw's again, I swear you have an obsession—"
"—I do not! They just somehow manage to find their way towards me in a gravitational pull—"
"That's what you're believing? A gravitational pull?"
"Okay okay!" Matthew interrupts, placing his hand in between you two as if breaking up a physical fight. "Any more yelling and you would've broken the damn ink bottle. Right, go." He gestures towards you to continue your rant, making your small pout disappear.
"Anyway, Nicholas is—" You start, shooting a small glare at Ricky, "—Officially out of the picture. Completely. If he wants to date Isa again then that's fine."
"You know what's funny? Nicholas and Isa never dated to begin with, they're just horny."
You almost smacked that god forsaken smirk off of Ricky's annoying face.
Hogwarts postal room smelt of loose owl feathers and their droppings. You sit at one of the tables, writing to your mother about the past events. She told you not to write to her unless you actually got passed the first event of the Triwizard tournament. The letter was obnoxiously long, mainly complaints about the boys in your year and how you almost charmed them all to have no voice box.
Just as you finish tying the notes to the foot of your family's owl, someone else steps inside of the Owlery. You quickly pack up your things, turning around to escape that awkward silence before being stopped in your tracks by a tall figure in Gryffindor robes.
Oh no.
"Hey," the familiar voice speaks, stepping in front of you as you try to step around, his hands resting on your shoulders. "Come on, just two seconds please. I want to apologise."
"I don't want to hear whatever dumb apology you have," You retort, pursing your lips together and shrugging your shoulders out of his grip. "I need to go."
"No, Y/N—" He retorts, a small groan falling from his lips, "Come on, please. Listen to me- hey, listen. Please?"
You stare up at him with an annoyed scowl, your hands clenching the strap of your book bag. This is the first time he's spoken to you since the Yule Ball. Rumours have spread and Isa has the smugest look on her face every time you two pass.
"You have two minutes."
He lets our a sigh of relief, staring down at you with a small smile before realising how he's letting time slip. "Uh, you—" he stutters, his hands making gestures you're unaware of. He suddenly takes in a deep breath, closing his eyes before looking back at you with a sorrow expresssion.
"I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. Babe, I just—"
"Y/N."
"Yeah, right, sorry. I just… I've told you all about how Isa and I are on and off and she came up to me while we were at the punch bar, talking about how it's sad I had a date and she didn't, and then we just started talking about everything and the tournament and… she told me she was so worried for me. And everything came rushing back and I've seriously just missed her. I'm so sorry. I know, I shouldn't have like played you like that, or whatever, but Isa has always been in my line of sight."
Your features harden, all you're hearing is excuses and Isa. IsaIsaIsa.
"Please say something." He whispers.
You shake your head, letting out a sigh and turning your face away. "I'm not sure what you would like me to say, Nicholas. It's clear that I was just a distraction while Isa was off toying with some other guy."
"Isa does not go toy off with other guys," He retorts, his voice louder than before, more defensive.
"Yes, she does. I'm not sure if you've notice but her and Jaeyun have gotten real close these past few weeks. As soon as she realises you're going to lose the tournament, she knows that she can't swing on your arm like the trophy wife that she wants to be." Your jaw clenches and you straighten your posture, standing up straight with a look of determination. "I am not going to be your side piece while you wait around for Isa to come running back to you and suck your tiny dick."
You feel a sense of embarrassment with how immature that last line was but, you don't care, walking around him and ignoring his retorts as you head down the stair case.
And it's like the universe is trying to make your life worse because halfway down the steps you're stopped by a familiar Ravenclaw. What's next? Dumbledore?
"What is it?" You say, the scowl still present on your face. He stands two steps below you, his hair pushed back and his glasses are folded over the collar of his robes. The light from the windows shine down over him and his skin looks fucking fabulous. "Oh, Merlin— you are such a pain!"
"I haven't even said anything." He retorts, his thick brows furrowing softly as he takes another step up. He ridiculously reaches your hight despite you being a step higher, causing your lips to purse into a straight line. "I'm just heading up the owlery. I saw Nicholas coming up before, have you spoken to him?"
"Have you seen the Daily Mail?"
"Of course, I've seen it."
You stare at him, expecting him to say something else, your expression one of accusation. "Well?"
"Well, what?"
"They're making us seem like we're dating, Sunghoon! The Yule Ball apparently bought us together like we're fated lovers or something," You bite, your brow furrowing, watching as he takes another step up . Your head tilts back as he looks down at you, his nonchalance radiating off of him. "Don't act like you don't care! People are going to— if The Ministry isn't going to let us work in the same department if we're dating."
"Yes, they will. That's how my parents met."
"We're not your parents though, are we?!"
"No, but we're in love."
What the fuck did he just say? He reads your expression which is as clear as day, one of complete disgust, and he rolls his eyes, leaning in close and moving you to the side in case anyone comes up and down the staircase. "It's for both of our benefits, okay?" He whispers, glancing over his shoulder, "You and Nicholas—"
"Nicholas and I are done."
"Sure, whatever, he said that about he and Isa and yet here you are…" He brings his hand up, pointing at you square in the chest, pushing against your body and making you swat his hand down, "In the middle of their business. If you get in the middle of Ning and I's business, then it'll cause a publicity stunt. More people will watch because of the fated lovers triangle in the tournament. Poor, young souls… fighting to become the best."
He drags on, his finger moving from your chest to the bottom of your chin, tilting your head up so you're eye level. He leans down, making you flinch but his hand holds your chin to keep you in place, his other hand resting on the back of your head so you don't bang it against the wall behind you. "Just do this… for both of us."
"I'm not going to get anything out of this. You get Ning and Nicholas will get Isa."
"That's where you're wrong," he bites softly, tilting his head and nudging his nose against yours. "This is going to sound ridiculous, but if either you or I win, then we could… you know."
"I'm not kissing you."
"You will kiss me, it's necessary because Nicholas will see and he'll come to you."
"Nicholas can fuck off to Narnia for all I care!"
Speaking of the devil, his voice echoes down the staircase, making you freeze unlike Sunghoon who keeps his eyes locked on you. "He's calling for you, he can hear you speaking to me." He murmurs, his nose brushing against your cheek. "Now's our time to practice."
He doesn't let you speak, leaning in and pressing his lips against yours. It was unsure at first, neither of you expected to be kissing each other at some point in your life, but here you are. You take a few seconds to acknowledge it before closing your eyes shut and tilting your head to deepen it, your hands holding onto his robes tightly.
"I'm going to kill you if… if anyone but Nicholas sees…" You murmur in between kisses which have grown into a heated mess. Sunghoon's hands grip your waist and your hands move to wrap around his neck, pressing his body against yours. "I'm going to kill you."
His tongue swipes against your lower lip, hands rubbing up and down your sides in earnest. "Don't worry… he's already seen." He whispers back, smirking against your lips and chuckling at the way you hesitate before leaning right back in. "That's it, baby…"
Embarrassment. Ashamed. Flustered. Abashed.
All four of these currently describe what you're feeling even a week later after your very heavy make out session with Sunghoon in the Owerly staircase.
You didn't even hear Nicholas walk past while you were kissing, and you didn't even know Sunghoon slipped a piece of paper into your robes until you washed them later that night.
Nicholas has ignored you completely, but Sunghoon decides he enjoys being bold with you, grabbing your hand as you pass each other, tapping your shoulder to trick you, sitting next to you in class. It feels like he's the only one enjoying this, but you're making no move to stop.
It gives an advantage for you to stare at his lips and be able to day dream in potions class. Half-wishful thinking.
The crumbled piece of paper rests in your lap, the words are a small explanation of the next challenge of the tournament that is officially in three weeks. You've re-read over his perfect handwriting for the nth time that hour.
Think of it as you're a detective. If you haven't noticed already, which you obviously haven't, the stairwell near the Gryffindor common room has started losing it's paintings. These paintings are significant to history, and they will be asking questions. Not sure what the jest is, yet, but make sure to study as much as possible.
— P.S
Study as much as possible. You haven't, but you can always try. Maybe.
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Slytherin's have proven time and time again of their ambitions - and you've made sure to do that these past six years.
Getting high grades, perfecting your wand skills, participating in extracurricular activities no other Slytherin would. You have it all figured out, despite the thorn in your side: Sunghoon Park.
Sunghoon who has the same timetable as you, Sunghoon who participates in the same extracurriculars, Sunghoon who has made it his life mission to beat you. Sunghoon Park who is also going to apply for your dream career at the Ministry of Magic.
When both of your names are pulled from the Goblet of Fire, it's the best and last shot of beating Sunghoon. But what happens when things start to slip and your motivation is pushed into surviving rather than winning? What happens when a Slytherin and a Ravenclaw build a silent bond with one another? Then what?
wc est. 25k to 35k+
tags: Harry Potter Universe enemies to lovers jealousy mutual pining slowburn angst love triangle emotional distress eventual smut blood purity/classism violence magic themes
* ˚ ✦ Challenge One . . .
* ˚ ✦ Challenge Two . . . est release? uhh uh... next question.
* ˚ ✦ Challenge Three
* ˚ ✦ Bonus Chapter
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