Care to elaborate on Percy’s crush on Beckendorf?
YES this is my true passion. i have too many thoughts so this is wildly half-baked but it’s what i’ve got
beckendorf is older and so many things that percy wants to be, but he’s also someone percy can deeply relate to and that is a recipe for a small bi boy to develop one hell of a crush. i don’t think it’s a raging “i want to date him” crush, but it’s there.
beckendorf is the first person to show kindness to tyson. he’s a leader. he’s got plans for a normal life after the war, which is something percy desperately wants for himself. beckendorf got his girl and is one of the only people percy talks to about annabeth. i love their friendship, but it also has major “do i like him or do i want to be like him” vibes. by tlo i think they’re firmly Peers but for earlier books i 100% see percy harboring a crush he has no idea how to handle
also percy described beckendorf as having muscles like a pro ballplayer’s like oh sweetie ur bisexual is showing














