i think i should draw myself smoking to get rid of the urge to do that to myself irl
just throw my thoughts onto a canvas bc maybe drawing can replace the time i would have spent smoking or something

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i think i should draw myself smoking to get rid of the urge to do that to myself irl
just throw my thoughts onto a canvas bc maybe drawing can replace the time i would have spent smoking or something
I haven’t drank properly (and my that I mean drank until I either threw up or blacked out) in almost a month.
End my life rn I’ve got fomo from my friends getting pissed and I just have to sit at home with no money and no alcohol it’s horrible
God I need a drink.
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*high
Mom is so excited about finally catching me drinking yesterday that she keeps trying to catch me again. Stop it, Mom! I'm not repeating yesterday's mistake!
2 sleeves of saltine crackers, no drink. 
For a first time drawing Joey I’d say this isn’t all bad
Below was my second page of doodles (tw smoking + alcohol)
Juice only as always.