#no hobby

[chloenextdoorr]

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[lifeisgoodwithgod]

Lesson#1 - No hobby or passion in life

Hi, welcome to my blog :) I thought of blogging while I was on a walk. These are the times I usually start to have some talks with myself to understand what I have been rambling on inside my head all day. Hopefully what I share and understand about my life, might help some of y'all.

All my life I grew up thinking, I was not good at anything. And I still think that is true, nothing has changed. I never developed any good habits, I don't have any special skills and I am definitely not smart. With that, I am someone who is not good at drawing, singing, dancing, or anything creative and someone who is not interested in politics, current affairs, physics, maths, and the list goes on...

So, I started to think, what the heck am I here for? As humans, I should have something to look forward to in life. I always hear people say, "I took a risk and my life turned out for the better". I am so glad I started doing this XYZ as a hobby, now it's my passion". All my life I never had anything that I wanted to risk for or turn something into an opportunity, it has been and will continue to be mundane. But I noticed that this mundanity is a blessing and privilege. I started to realize, that the skills I possibly "lack" don't mean I lack as a human being nor I don't have a purpose.

There are definitely some skills or passions that cannot be gained as an individual but there are infinite things we can do in this world that possibly don't require skills or money even!

I can't draw at all but I can doodle? isn't that easy to do and requires no skill. I hate going to the gym and suck at using the equipment but I enjoy walking and recently running has been quite interesting. Isn't that easy to do as God has blessed me with 2 legs to run and 2 eyes to see the beauty around me? I am not good at speaking but I enjoy talking to my family and people I meet in life who make me comfortable, isn't that easy to do? I don't enjoy reading at all especially pieces of literature, news, or science-related topics, but I do find a bit of interest in reading stories about people's lives. It's not hard to start as a habit of reading 5 pages compulsorily every day or on a train ride which then will make you curious to what's the ending of the book and compel yourself into reading the book automatically.

I really think a lot of us see other individuals living with full passion for what they are doing at work, or as a hobby, and makes us think what are we even good at? Obviously, our brain will go into that negative spiral and say "Nothing" and then we will associate ourselves as humans with no skills unknowingly.

And that is not true at all, we don't necessarily need "skills" or passion to drive us every day or look forward to in life. Little things like this will bring us joy and that little joy if we keep repeating and building it in our everyday routine, we will slowly start to look forward to doing it, and then who knows one day that might even turn out into the so-called "skill" we lacked as a human!

Take a small step and list all the things you are not good at and try to learn how to not associate these certain skills you lack with being a human who is not good at anything. Then make a list of things from the list of skills you are not good at to what you can enjoy a little if you start incorporating them as a hobby.

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[maiidnn]

Today is a typical sunday.

I spent the whole day in my bed, watch 'The walkind dead' and eat chips.

I really need a hobby.

[julianeverly]

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