Mar 29, 2024
When you're autistic with only two hobbies those hobbies become the primary sources of mental health but then the autism puts pressure on those hobbies to provide the feel good chemicals and then you feel overwhelmed with the pressure of making the Right Choice™ so you don't pick either and you end up not doing any of your hobbies and just lie there with paralysing boredom AND indecision 🧍
#existence is a fkn trip#autism#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#so wild to me that NTs dont get this#they can just#do the things#and enjoy it#no pressure#no stress#no uncertainty#they just crack on#and get the job done#imagine#the mental capacity#what a privilege#that must be#i just wanna draw#but i really wanna play games#so im doing neither#and on my phone on tumblr#ridiculous#posca or vidya what do
