❝ HAAAH -- ? ❞ the audible reaction was rather drawn - out as midari turned to face the sound of the noise that’d snapped her out of her own thoughts . ( which she typically found much more enjoyable than most of the boring as fuck conversation she tended to get roped into as a student council member . ) ❝ when you say it like THAT it makes death sound like it SUCKS . of COURSE i wanna disappear , but not just like some emo kid who wants to go alone without causing TROUBLE to anyone cuz he’s sad or some shit .❞
❝ i wanna disappear while feeling more exhilaration , pure ecstasy than i ever have before !! but even more than that ... i want to die at the hands of someone truly WORTHY , like the president , or yumeko ... ! ❞
❝ buuut , until that day comes i’m just bored shitless waiting . ❞