#noahcezerny

[weaponizedlove-blog]

I pretend I am not sober. I tell you how you are the catalyst of my happiness. I ask you to pretend this never happened. You cannot. I understand. You say I should look for more people who make me feel this way, they're good for your health. I want to say I can't; I say I'll try. Shouldn't have even mentioned platonic love (that's not what this is) / shouldn't have lied to you like that.

virtual romance ( s.b.l. )

[skywalkerlesbian-archive]

who tf knew i could smile

[aaronellas]

carnation + poppy!

CARNATION: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?

justin (bieber). i would do anything to see him live and/or meet him again 

POPPY: What color was your childhood home?

i still live in the same house but i don’t remember i think blue or green

send me flowers

[loseir]

i bought a cap and became a fuckboy

[loseir]

theres some good fucking lighting in this ikea room

[skywalkerlesbian-archive]

when nothing is on fleek but u post them anyways

[loseir]

just me n my plain wall

[weaponizedlove-blog]

I say true things. I lie. I pretend that something is missing and I get called out on it because I have a lot of things, even some I do not need. I lack emotion and depth but it’s okay because I have a pretty enough face and full lips, though no one has ever tried to kiss them. I lack intelligence and a strong moral compass but it’s okay because my legs are thin and I wear the color black pretty well and when I speak out loud my voice doesn’t tremble as much as it used to so that must mean I’m confident. I lack a true will to live but it’s okay because I smile more and I have more friends so that must mean I’m happy again, if I was happy ever. I say true things. I lie. I pretend that nothing is missing and everyone nods their head because I am a decent actress and I can make people believe I am happy enough that they don’t have to be worried. That they don’t have to be uncomfortable.