Feb 7, 2019
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Lost power tonight because of the storm :-( Anyone else without power? I forgot what to do without power and the internet! Thank goodness for unlimited data on this phone 😀👍😀 #nopower #nointernet #noideawhattodo (at Highland Lakes, New Jersey)
I don’t know how I feel. What I feel. Today has been so frustrating. I have felt this way for the first time probably. There seem to be no end to this problem. It is suffocating me now. The problem is, i dont know where this frustration is emanating from. The fact that i feel stuck (quarter life crisis probably) or may be it is just that I am helpless. Or maybe it is only because I had high expectations of myself. Or maybe I am just giving in to the societal expectations. Whatever it is, I just hope I can get through this with something.
When last did we have sex?
I'm in a relationship with a really good guy. He's amazing. He gives me everything I need.
One problem. We don't have sex. It's been 2 months since we've done it. And we only did it after I begged him!
We've only been together for 8 months. We are living together at the moment.
Lately I've been having thoughts about having sex with other guys. Because as soon as I think about having sex with him, I feel disgusting. Because he doesn't find me sexy enough, or at least it feels that way.
I miss sex! I fucking miss it. But what do I do.. How do I get it back?
Had an awesome and an awesome lunch outside listening to music and relaxing to seeing the sun go down. I have no idea what to do for my birthday tomorrow so I hope it's better than last years when I just party by myself. #bestlunchever #zaxbys #sundown #noideawhattodo #birthdaytomorrow
Woke up early from my bad dream. Went to work today. Opened up the store. Put away the crates of milk. Count my till. Go to the bank and get change. Walk back to the store with enough change to feel like the Sheriff of Nottingham, just to come back and find the actual opener 15 minutes late with nothing to do because it's all done. I ended up finding out I don't work today. Lol fml.
Kinda Lonely, Kinda anti-social: The anxiety-depression lifestyle.
Lost
What am I doing? Forcing myself on a woman who doesn't seem to want to end up with me