#nomadlyfe

[nomadlyfe]

You

Thought I was done, thought I was through. Done and through thinking about you. I told myself long ago that November would be the last of me to appease. Yet I caved. I saw you. Your smile. Toothy and generous. Clever and cunning. Once. Conniving from clever. Generous to monstrous. This is dedicated to you. Monster. Ripped away my baby flesh to expose a fulfillment. A slaughter in which you bestowed upon my hips… My mouth and mind which fell for yours. Your lips matched the color of my blood which bled violet before you. It hurts to cry because I know you lied. You lied when you said you missed me. That you cared. I know that now because you were never there. For the longest time I haven’t cried And I swear to God, the one you don’t believe in… that this will be the last time. Goodbye.

A.K.R

[ashlayshlay]

four fave blogs?

Four is such an odd number! How about five?

radioflowers

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nomadlyfe

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and last, but not least,

thatsarahgirl

[nomadlyfe]

Honeysuckle and Heroin

You say you've got me, but you've had me.

You drink that beer, I'll drink the black tea.

Gentle as a fawn, yet I smell like honeysuckle and heartbreak.

Things always seem to occur in threes; at least to me, that is.

I really thought you were actually genuine.

Actually sweet.

I never had a chance.

First one to caress my shoulders.

Check.

Keep my hand with all the silver rings warm with both of yours.

Check.

I fell hard.

Concrete.

Silence, then boredom. 

You come crawling back across the concrete you so evenly laid.

Slithering really.... into my skin.

A snake.

A drug.

I fill up that syringe with these oh, so pleasant words and shoot.

I drown....I've been drowning.

The fawn's turned into a junkie.

What a lovely junkie she is.

She's just trying to get back. Get home. Get safe from the words you've probably rehearsed a billion and half times by now, in another place and another time.

You can't have her.

No one can.

A.K.R.

[nomadlyfe]

When people say, "I hate sleeping alone :c" on Facebook, all I want to comment is, "Get a stuffed animal".

[nomadlyfe]

I love the kind of poetry where you're so in awe of it because you can relate immensely, yet couldn't find the words to say your feelings properly. The kind where you read it and end up tearing up over it because it reminds you of yourself. The kind where it lets you know that you're not alone.

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nomadlyfe replied to your photo

Who’s this babe? o;

Oh stop it, you <3

[cuddlebeans]

nomadlyfe replied to your photo: derp c:

You are so, so pretty! I just can’t even grasp that fact right now! <3

thank you!!!! you're so sweet! :3