#nonbinary ahsoka tano

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So I've been thinking for my Modern AU...

You've heard of nonbinary Ahsoka, well what if Barriss were nonbinary too? I may just be a little obsessed with the idea of an enbian relationship and how I might just want one of those once I feel comfortable enough to be openly nonbinary! So why not self indulge and make Barrissoka enbian!!!

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shout out this interaction between anakin and ahsoka in my fic despite all (despite everything) {it is not all chatfic i promise} because i still think about it like once a week

anakin whamakin (he/him): that's 500 extra shii-cho katas you've just landed yourself for tomorrow padawan anakin stop panakin (they/them): master you literally agreed with me? anakin stop panakin (they/them): :(( anakin stop panakin (they/them): master shii-cho is the worst most evil form ever y would u do this 2 me anakin whamakin (he/him): smth smth the force hatred bad smth smth anakin whamakin (he/him): deal with it lol anakin stop panakin (they/them): i feel like you are meant to give me a more nuanced explanation????????? hatred not bad only what you choose what to do with it????????????????? anakin stop panakin (they/them): master where were you in the crèche anakin whamakin (he/him): while you were in the crèche i was studying the beautiful machine  anakin stop panakin (they/them): HUH

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Princess Anakin Agenda™ Headcanons!!!!

(princess Anakin agenda as a phrase stolen directly from @stellarisstars in their fic, the contours of your heart which you should read right now!!! It's awesome!!!)

Sapphic Anidala has my heart!!!!!

Anakin has long flowing curls which she often pulls out of the way into a ponytail. Sometimes it's a standard messy ponytail, however when she's feeling especially sentimental, she takes her time and pulls it into the elegant low bun her mom always wore!

It takes her over a year after her mother's death to be able to recreate her hairstyle. Not due to lack of skill, as Anakin often helped her mother do her hair each morning, it simply hurt too much to look in the mirror and see her mother's familiar hairstyle displayed back at her.

Anakin feels most comfortable sleeping completely topless. She has a robe by her bedside which she can change into at a moment's notice if anyone should need her in the night.

As a Jedi, Anakin never wears makeup or dresses or paints her nails. Whenever she is with her Angel, Padme makes sure that she has plenty of dresses to feel like the princess she truly is!!! Her wife does her makeup for her and paints her finger and toenails! Really makes Anakin feel pretty! And when she has to return to the frontlines as General Skywalker, she may get rid of her beautifully painted fingernails, but her pedicure remains hidden. Something from Padme that's just for her. If her Padawan or men happen to see it, they didn't.

If she's trans, Anakin discovered this about herself after a fateful meeting with Clone Trooper Sister. Having coined the term "Transcended Gender", Anakin goes on to refer to herself in this way, even though Sister eventually comes up with a more succinct way of describing herself, transgender, or trans for short. Anakin concedes that trans is a lot easier to say than transcended gender, but she still personally calls herself transcended gender. It describes her feelings on her gender journey perfectly!

Padme is the first person Anakin ever came out to and of course she accepted her! And when Anakin went back on duty, Padme surprised her new wife by having her handmaidens make her several dresses just for her! Anakin cries tears of joy when she sees them and they fit her perfectly!

Anakin comes out to everyone else and starts growing her hair out and taking estrogen. That's about as gender affirming as it gets being unable to wear anything other than her Jedi robes. She is fully out when she meets Ahsoka and gets to be a big sister to the Padawan learner throughout their time as Master and Padawan. And it's only a few months before Ahsoka starts questioning their own gender and comes out to Anakin as nonbinary! Anakin accepts them with open arms, the same way she had done with Sister and Padme had with her!

If Anakin is cis, she becomes pregnant by the Force, like her mother before her! And the Force was decent enough to magically put Padme's DNA in there somewhere so that she could be the twins' mother as well!! (I am just crazy about Force pregnancies!!! It feels so poetic to have her go through the same exact thing as her mother!)

Anakin didn't discover her pregnancy until the beginning of her second trimester, when the Force basically gave her the information in a dream, "Hey you sillyhead! Guess what? You're pregnant!" Discovering she was pregnant while camping ten minutes away from the battlefield of their last battle was not exactly fun... But despite the less than ideal circumstances, she knew that her baby was a blessing!

And despite how crazy it sounds when she finally is reunited with Padme and explains all of this to her, Padme of course believes Anakin! She trusts her wife well enough to know that she would never be unfaithful! And having always wanted to be a mother, Padme shares Anakin's sentiment that this is wonderful!

That's all I've got for now! But Fem!Anakin is so much fun and Sapphic Anidala is my entire heart!!!