had silvervvik on the mind lately so obviously i had to put vik in the most bizarre situation of his life

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had silvervvik on the mind lately so obviously i had to put vik in the most bizarre situation of his life
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It's actually so heartbreaking that in the temperance ending Johnny just.. leaves. Gets all these calls, maybe even texts, from people who don't know the extent of what happened. Who are accusing him, that are mad at him. Especially in the frame of reference that this was V's last wish. That it was V who gave the body up. That it was V who wanted this, wanted to save Johnny, Johnny essentially powerless to stop them ('just scared for ya').
And the thing is.. Johnny just lets everyone. Lets them make their own conclusions, lets them be mad at him. Lets them blame him. Lets them think, that after the love of his life the person who's ever wholly understood or cared about him the most like no other ever could had 'died', that it's his fault, that he could do that to them... Or just lets them think the worst of V as their final lasting impression or mark on this world. Doesn't try to defend himself nor V. He just leaves. Just takes it.
And you would think. You would think the one he would at least tell is Kerry. That the one to actually understand the most would be Kerry. I don't think any of the other love interests could get the whole engram situation like him, they don't have that personal history or connection to the code on the relic like he did after all. Kerry knew Johnny. Enough at least. But Johnny doesn't tell him, and Kerry just thinks V ghosted off on him and Johnny just lets him think that. And it just makes you wonder.. why would Johnny do that? Why would he do any of this?
Kerry's got his life back. Whereas we should be worryin' about how to get yours back.
pov you are experiencing Gay Panic™
[Val Cerise, they/them]
I'd like to get to know you I'd like to take you out we'd go to The Hail Mary and afterwards make out instead, I'm typing you a message that I know I'll never send rewriting old excuses delete the kisses at the end
I'm alive believe or not, have some Veks as a peace offering