Difficult Time Shifting Into the Raw...
As you carefully, cautiously and confiscatingly gain your composure, you KNOW 'now' this is one of those unfortunate times, you have so dreaded, when you will have to move. You can't change the rung bell nor erase the shot canon. Of course, you are afraid. You've never been here before. You never allowed yourself to peer inside the contents of your masqueraded well of delivered discovery.
Fear establishes itself as your best friend; in fact, your most respected ally. Maybe, if you take it slow and easy, you might just learn to love your new running partner. Just because the future is uncertain does not mean it's going to be bad or complicated. Your familiar inability to flow without some sort of guarantee would have made it harder than it has to be.
But, not anymore! Why not just go to bed, arise and say: "OK, I'm ready for whatever comes. No holds barred!" Today and every day hereafter, I will laugh aloud for no reason whatsoever simply to remind me that my level of loveliness (fixation on loneliness) is directly linked to my intensity of irrational fear.