i suck at song titles too =/
heeyyyy. just got home from a long day of family/friends. we're ready to head to bed but I wanted to blog some feel good things.
onyx & i spent the day eating her gumbo & then dropping off our (her) DIY gifts to our peeps. we had a good time at each place of course. I love our family.
besides an awesome holiday i just wanted to note different "polyvations" & other things.
Im excited about yoga in the morning. onyx will be exchanging gifts with lion. I've pretty much prepared myself emotionally & mentally. Its amazing sometimes how we can practice the same emotions repeatedly & wonder why they are the only ones we know to feel. most importantly these are times that I need to focus on me. "grow my own flowers."
polyvation 1: I didn't ask where they were going. This is my way of giving up control a tad & also trusting onyx & lion. i would like to know for safety purposes but sometimes I push the issue even before they know where their going for control reasons. =/ any who. Im looking forward to hearing about it when i get off work tomorrow.
I spent time with a good amount of my family(excluding my 1 of 2 mothers). I had a good time. I always want to spend more time but sometimes the days & weeks slip by. Before I left we solidified plans for ice skating next week. =)) This was something to new to have something to look forward to thats fun & an experience I can share with them.
uhm. oh at the party onyx had to step out to talk to lion on the phone. i didn't freak. but i know they are both talkersssssssssssss. i didn't rush her because I know they didn't get to see each other today. i thought it was cute tho that as I was coming to check on her she was coming back to me.
all in all it was a good day emotionally. like a breath of fresh air. anytime I start having a hard time I'll come to this post. hopefully you will too.
p.s. she wore my favorite lipstick
