#nonnie dearest

[i-wanna-b-yours]

girl you so broken I wanna fix you

very engineer of you

[udunie]

(anon submission)

Waxing poetic on the subject of parasitic mind control fuckery:

Shift some things around in canon such that Claudia was the one who betrayed the Nogitsune, not Kira’s mom, and never told anyone about it or her being a kitsune. She dies when Stiles is young, leaving Stiles and the Sheriff (call ‘im John lol) totally unawares. Stiles still sacrifices himself to save his dad and it still puts a crack in his soul for the Nogitsune to slip into. The Nogitsune is thrilled to discover that Stiles is the son of its betrayer, wide-open and unprotected against any retaliation it wishes

The Nogitsune can control Stiles utterly: all his movements, his words, his speech, his very thoughts, how conscious he is, how much he feels, etc. It knows all his thoughts and memories and experiences, and can access Stiles’ as-yet untapped kitsune powers

It doesn’t reveal itself to Stiles immediately, instead exploring its control by making Stiles the school slut oh-so-subtly. Stiles doesn’t really understand *why* he’s making the choices he is, but he keeps finding himself on his knees behind the bleachers (and in the locker room and in the janitor’s closet and in the bathroom and…), so obviously he’s working through some shit? Probably all those near-death experiences? The Nogitsune is highly amused by the knots Stiles’ brain twists itself into just to justify why Stiles actually wants something he has no control over

When it chooses to reveal itself to Stiles it does so mercilessly and with no warning - as Stiles is falling asleep one night it manifests its illusory form (less illusory for Stiles, its host and energy source) and informs him in detail how he now belongs, body and soul, to it, backed up by an entire night of brutal fucking. It holds Stiles’ body still and keeps his breathing even through it all - the first unstretched, unlubricated penetration, every time it comes, every time it coaxes Stiles into coming as well. Stiles is too fucked-out and horrified (the maelstrom of negativity is like icing for the Nogitsune) to notice until later that his sheets are merely sweat-soaked (the Nogitsune allowed that, if not any movement) and not cum-soaked, while his ass drips very real cum the next day

After that, Stiles’ every waking moment is a living hell of suspense and apprehension - the Nogitsune allows him to act only within the strict confines of his normal routines, school and home and scrolling the internet, though it pulls him back from his friends. He can barely tell the difference between his actions and the Nogitsune’s, even now that he knows it is there, even when it makes him do things like break into a local sex shop and steal a bunch of things (all the things he has the worst reactions to, it feels like, and he’s right)

The Nogitsune tells him he needs to work on his gag reflex and blowjob skills, and Stiles finds himself locked in the bathroom watching himself in the mirror as he thrusts a long, veined dildo down his throat and holds it while he chokes and chokes and chokes until his vision starts to go grey. The Nogitsune lets him throw himself at the toilet to vomit, but as soon as he’s done he’s back at the mirror, dildo in his throat again, rinse and repeat and repeat and *repeat*

(Little note - as the Nogitsune adds torments, it does not let the old ones fall away - Stiles’ life gets increasingly hellish, as he keeps accepting any classmate’s ask for sex and keeps training his mouth every night like clockwork, etc)

It takes a weekend to make Stiles milk himself past dry and into sobbing oh-god-please-anything just stop stop stop (it takes some creative twisting of Stiles’ body to get there, but they manage), after which it has him ice his cock and balls for twenty minutes before locking them away in the studded cock cage Stiles has not-picked weeks earlier. It has a key, but the Nogitsune only leaves the knowledge of the key with Stiles, not where it is - it amuses itself by letting him look as much as he likes

It tells Stiles he’s too pretty to be giving it away for free (even though that’s still very much happening at school), so it takes them a few towns over and prostitutes Stiles out to the kind of customer who ask for a little rough and it gives Stiles his body back just in time for him to be raped by the man he was just negotiating with. Stiles can’t handle this to the point that he begs the Nogitsune to let him sleep through it - so the Nogitsune quite mercifully does. Only the next morning Stiles wakes up in a dirty truck stop bathroom and the Nogitsune is like 'ah good you’re awake I’ve been saving this for you’ and Stiles vomits SO much cum and used condoms up, and his ass feels like it’s been turned inside out and it’s just GUSHING cum and piss. When he’s done, the Nogitsune pulls his clothes out of nowhere and walks him home, which takes hours where Stiles is covered in a layer of slowly-drying come and piss and who-knows-what

One weekend it wakes Stiles up late at night and sneaks him out to the police station where they break into the K9 kennels and the Nogitsune greets all the dogs by name and lets them lick Stiles all over, as deep into his mouth as they want, before stripping down and letting them fuck Stiles’ mouth and ass until they’re all spent (it smeared Stiles’ mouth with bitch-heat hormones before entering, but it doesn’t let Stiles remember that, just that the dogs were willing and eager to fuck him). Stiles hates this so much the Nogitsune makes it a regular occurence, and makes sure Stiles’ body enjoys itself

One night they get home and Stiles’ dad is drunk and asleep in his chair and the Nogitsune purrs in Stiles’ ear and makes him kneel between John’s knees and nuzzle and lick at his dick, swallow it down, hold it in his mouth - and the Nogitsune only has to nudge John a little for him to piss down Stiles throat while it holds Stiles fast against his dad and makes him drink

(The Nogitsune slowly manipulates Stiles into a relationship with his dad, and it takes so little and Stiles looks so much like his mom - it laughs wildly in Stiles’ head the day his dad comes home red-faced with the K9 dogs and says it’s okay since it clearly makes Stiles so happy, but maybe ask and do it at home, and he’s deleted the records, and makes Stiles oh-so-shyly thank his dad and ask if he wants to watch, wants sloppy sixths)

Every time Stiles feels like he has hit rock bottom and can go no further into depravity, the Nogitsune pulls something else out - puts a regular order in for bull semen and makes Stiles drink a gallon of it a day (not its problem if Stiles can’t eat anything else, so full of come), walks Stiles out into the Preserve and has him fill his ass with river rocks and makes him walk home without losing any (when he fails, the Nogitsune doesn’t let Stiles go to the bathroom for three days, by the end of which Stiles cannot even get out of bed)

Eventually Stiles kitsune powers will mature, at which point the Nogitsune will take his body for his own - but until then, it will slowly break Stiles down into little tiny kin-betrayer pieces Basically anything that does not permanently damage or alter Stiles’ body goes in this au!

The Nogitsune is gonna steal his body, but his brain is fair game =D

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Udunie:

Holy fuck, nonnie dearest, you’ve outdone yourself. This is like, a whole fucking thing and I enjoyed every word of it *_____________________*

Just. the psychological terror of letting Stiles back into his body only for the WORST parts of fucks (the best parts lol) is *chef’s kiss*

Aaaaaaah I love this. I have... nothing to add, this is excellent :D

[i-wanna-b-yours]

pls give me things to say to/shout at a bunch of guys who think sexually harassing women is a joke 🙏

kill them.

glare at them.

"I thought you guys are never free from sucking each other's cocks" (obscene ik)

"kill yourself" (classic would work)

ladies add more my creativity is running out

[i-wanna-b-yours]

Girl stop crying just take a drop year

"just take a drop year"

I have very Conservative parents who will never allow for me to have a gap/drop year.

"stop crying"

JUST SHUT UP. I AM PANICKING ABOUT MY FUTURE. I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO DO SO. NOW SHHH AND GO DO YOUR THING ELSEWHERE.

[i-wanna-b-yours]

isnt it jan 2023?

WE ARE IN DECEMBER 2022?? HOW THE FUCK IS THAT BETTER??

[i-wanna-b-yours]

Yea indian sunscreen lol

YES SO:

i haven't taken a lot into consideration ( just the basics like affordability and the spf value plus how many "pa+'' it has) so let's start with the one i use:

EARTH RHYTM ULTRA DEFENCE HYBRID SUN FLUID - SPF 50

the only sunscreen i have ever used. still on the first bottle because i haven't been out in the mornings at all but school is about to start again so that's about to change. costly. i bought it on sale (which is going on rn too) at 50% off and then it became affordable. very hydrating, i love it.

MINIMALIST SPF 50 SUNSCREEN

Now I have never tried any other sunscreen but have heard very good things about this seeing as minimalist is probably the most liked skincare brand in india. i'd say a good price for all the stuff it has in it.

BIOTIQUE SUN SHIELD SANDALWOOD 50+SPF

This one's the cheapest of the lot but the site doesn't list how many 'pa+' (?) it has, so i am a bit wary. because higher the spf and the 'pa+' higher the cost.

For face and neck I do recommend using a sunscreen that has SPF 50 & PA++++ (which the first two products have) because

and this means PA++++ provides the most protection against UV rays. Also higher the spf better the protection and the skin on our face and neck are the most exposed thus very likely to get damaged. do apply sunscreen on your arms and legs as well if they are exposed and don't forget the joints!!

[i-wanna-b-yours]

why are you attracted to women?

why will you not be? LOOK AT THEM. THEY ARE ETHEREAL. Speaking as a woman myself.

[i-wanna-b-yours]

hi can you link the skincare products you use<3

cleanser: himalaya neem facewash but I'll be switching to biotique neem facewash, not because himalaya one is bad but because I've been using it for years and years and want to try a new brand. always cleanse first thing in the morning and right before bed at night for better effectiveness.

exfoliate: joy apricot scrub. I have mixed feelings about this. it doesn't do the job of removing my blackheads but does remove the dry skin so there's that.

toner: dabur gulabari. now hear me out, I can't invest in a good toner because then my parents will scold me for spending so much on skin care but any kind of cosmetic rosewater is a very good replacement. and this one works just fine, 12 drops of this does it for me.(ps: you can buy an individual bottle in any pharmacy or on amazon)

moisturiser: himalaya nourishing skin cream. lightweight, absorbs well, does its job. much better than joy skin fruits I'd say. and I use vaseline aloe fresh as body lotion. oh and I use mederma scar removal gel to reduce my acne scars.

sunscreen: should be in the previous ask.