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[kirbyfigure]

if your reading this complete 1 assignment

[hana-chama]

プリンくん　はっぴー　ばーすでー💛

[xcigaro]

i was laying with cucumber slices on my eyes and my cat ate one of them

[xcigaro]

ive lost literally all motivation and i dont know what to do

[xcigaro]

Today I lost my best friend. It all started with a visit to the vet last thursday, as he seemed a bit more tired and weaker the past few days. He was diagnosed with feline kidney disease and they said he most likely won’t make it.  I asked if it would be more humane to let him go right now, or if we could at least try treatments over the weekend. The vet said that we could give him the weekend in attempt to recovery.. so we did. The weekend was spent with medication, trying to get him to eat (he was extremely nauseous and had a loss of appetite) and lots of love. I fed him with syringe every other hour in order to help him recover, I also had alarms set on my phone so I could go up during the night every other hour to make sure he was hydrated and fed enough.  His well being went up and down like a rollercoaster these few days, I really did believe I could help him recover if I tried hard enough, if I spent all of my savings on the right medication and vet care.. I really believed it.  Despite all the treatments, he just got worse and worse. He couldn’t eat or drink on his own, because the nausea was killing him. Eventually he couldn’t keep the food we got into him with help from the syringe, he would just throw it up. Same with the medicine, his body rejected EVERYTHING. His body was slowly shutting down and I realized it was time to take the dreadful decision..  Today, only 4 days after him being diagnosed with this terrible disease, he was put to sleep.  It was a very peaceful procedure, I held his paw firmly and stroke him over his head the whole time. He looked deep into my eyes, he looked happy, he looked at peace. He gently sighed, and took his last breath.  He wasn’t just a cat, he was my cat. He was my best friend. I will always remember the times he have come to my rescue to shower me in kisses and cuddles when I was having a bad day. It’s empty without him, and I can hardly contain my tears as I write this, but he will always be with me. In my heart and in my thoughts. This is also a reminder to appreciate what you have, every day. You never know what could happen. I never ever imagined I’d lose my baby this early, he was only 5 years old and has been as healthy as he could be. Please don’t take your loved ones for granted, please spend every day with them like it could be your last.  I’m ending this now with:  I love you Uno, I will miss you dearly, every day. You do not have to suffer anymore.  2011.08.18 - 2017.03.20

[hana-chama]

ひまわりさんと　おそろいの　なついろコーデ♡　にあってるかな‥？🌻

[hana-chama]

おやつの時間だよ♪🍮💕

[hana-chama]

こんしゅうも　いっぱいがんばったね♪💕