#nonsense actually

[imnotfromhereofficial]

Emergency tech on my day off. Do you WANT me to suffer?

[rickadan]

Behold - My Cat

[agreatcollapse]

budge.

I wrote for ten minutes about how I used to have a sixth sense for people's feelings, and be able to talk about it with an unrelenting desire to help, empathize with everybody, whatever would help. I thought I lost the sense, but in the past little while it's been tap dancing on the forefront of my mind and what I really lost is the willingness to help any more people out of their hardships, because nobody ever threw a rope down to the last one in the pit... but it isn't really a pit. it never equated to others surmounting me. it is me, spitting off rooftops, blowing the whole world off, a fist amidst the hands, just to knock down people climbing up my back but it's just an itch I think i've scratched a little too deeply. I don't always want to feel like the world is out to get me, or if I lend a hand i'll lose it at the wrist, because i'll be a killer storm if I lose anymore, if anybody ever gets the upper hand on me again and I wish I could fix myself, understand where things went wrong so I can take my back off the wall. i'm tired of being bitter, bitter, bitter to the core.

[emorella]

kyaaaa :D

nyahahah wala lang.. after ng 3 days ng bagyo at walang pasok pumasok na din kami xDnung umaga pa nga mejo bad trip ako kasi inunahan akong maligo ng kapatid ko eh wala xang pasok ngayon napataxi tuloy ako ng di oras -_- xD .... pero suma tutal ng araw ko sa ngayon masaya pa dahil walang disappointing na papel na dumating samin xD... in fairness I LOVE THIS DAY :D (kahit masakit na yung braso ko sa kakahampas ni Kim xD)......

nakita ko si Mitch.. may konting kwentuhan, nakita ko si Abby pero Hi lang xD ahahah pero dininig ni Lord ang prayers ko xD nakita ko xa ngayong araw na toh.. pagkatapos ng ilang weeks xD....tipong kahit hi lang kinikilig na ulit xD (I know parang tanga lang xD) pero wala lang tagal ko na kasi xang di nakita... nakakabitter lang daming nanlalandi sa kanya (nyahahah biglang na insecure xD) pero whatever xD....sabi nga ni Arielle: " pinapangarap mo parin yung bading na yun?!" xD... tamado naman ako sa linyang yun xD... tapos nakita ko xa.. ou nga nangangarap parin ako sa bading na yun xD (haaayyy hibang lang eh noh xD)

peor ito yung isang nagpasaya sa arw ko nanlibre si Arielle ng milk tea xD xD akala ko di xa seryoso na manlilibre xa pero nanlibre xa xD xD.. yun kwentuhan lang habang umiinom ng milk tea xD

nakita din namin kanina sa OH si kuya na nangpayong sakin nung umuulan xD sabay pa kami ni Kim na nagsabing "familiar xa" tapos sabay din naming naalala na xa si kuya payong xD.. xempre bonggang hampas nanaman naranasan ko xD.... tinatanong nila kung hindi ba talaga ako kinikilig kahit konti kay kuya payong... sagot ko : hindi xD.... pero feeling ko hindi talaga xD.... naappreciate ko lang talaga na gentleman xa xD.. nyahahaha hanggang ngaun di ko parin alam yung pangalan ni kuya xD.....kaya kuya payong parin xa.... feeling ko alam nya na xa pinaguusapan namin kanina (sa boses ba naman ni Kim?) xD LOL di ko na tuloy xa tinignan ahhaha.. ngiumingiti daw xa samin sabi ni Kim xD.....

so yun lang naman...asar lang kasi nung nakita ko si Engineer tapos todo kinilig naman ako (ngaun ko lng ulit naramdman yun... kahit nung nakikita ko xa nun di ko naa nararamdaman to.. yung ngaun lang taalaga ulit) .. sabi ko nga yung feeling na hi lang kinikilig ka na.. di ko mapigiliang ngumiti kanina xD... may hangover pa ko ngaun at nagrereminisce ako nung times na kaklase ko xa xD xD kyaaaaa :D

ahaha at sumabay ako kay Kim na nagtaxi xD

haaaayyy better enjoy the feeling the waalang iniisip dahil baka soon puro disappointments na yung dumating (wag naman sana -_-) babawi talaga ako ng bongga ngaung midterms,,, praamis ko yan nang bongga sa sarili ko xD 

[brimmingproper]

‎Tuesday, ‎May ‎03, ‎2011

          It's now 1:15am, and still I can't sleep, now I'm here sitting in a leather, soft, purple sofa in my parents room. My siblings.. obviously sleeping, dad still working and mom she's not around and I am missing her since yesterday.  Hmm, what can I say... the house's quietness is too loud that puts me into deafness, Ikr! and now here I am bored facing my laptop. Before my boredom starts, I was playing online games discovered by my fave cousin and opened my blog , twitter and Facebook acct. I stayed online for 2 hours I think, went to my tumblr, reblog, like, customize, made my blog more interesting while browsing at the dashboard I saw something different.... holy moley! someone I used to know who followed me before unfollowed me which ruined my nite! Crap! How did I know? easy, the last time I checked my followers was 374 then down to 373, that was s*** rite? I know, I know, that sounds weird and childish but I.... crap! I don't know why I got pissed about it, maybe cos I have small number of followers and lost one tsk. I was like thinking how can I express my feelings at that moment and how to revenge! Hahaha >:) so I unfollowed her also, and tweet it on twitter, hell yeah! that feels good >:) I wanna mention her also but I cant, I still respect her choice =) also, I was thinking to block her but I didnt cos' its too mean. I know that she has her own reason, "patience! patience!" I said to myself. After a minute, I decided to get offline and here I am now writing non sense issues about myself, kinda stupid rite? while writing I am thinking of posting this or not, "to post or not to post?" <sigh> what to do? what to do? I think this doesn't make any sense but, I'll post this perse. Disclaimer: I didn't post this to revenge or do some evil, I posted this to express my feelings you can read this if you want, that'll be flattering =) for my followers, thanks for supporting. For my haters you will be my forever challenge.<:                                         Elisse M.                                 elisseinscribes.tumblr.com