Aside from Leeteuk, I've never adored a guy idol like this except Lay. Lay is know heading up to the place of Leeteuk in my heart in way that both if them really has a special place in it. He really captures my everything...my eyes, my heart, my breath, my soul... I wish heaven could give me someone like him to be my partner. I so fuckin' adore him. Why.... this noona's heart ache so much. So overwhelmed. Thank God for Zhang Yixing. 😢









