Do you know what hurts the most?
Trying your best to put yourself out there and date. smiling and listening and enjoying their company. you feel like you had a connection. you feel happy and calm.
Dating Guys never felt as comfortable as Dating women has been...
but
I feel like everytime I get comfortable
they say I'm too much
or
They say I'm too good, they're not used to this
that I'm too happy and cheery and open
and then?
I'm ghosted
like...
can we normalize saying
"Hey I don't want to hurt you but I know this will. I don't want to date you anymore because I don't think we are a good fit. And I probably will slowly stop talking to you because it's hard and awkward for me"
please
because I don't think my heart can take much more of waiting by the phone as I wait for their response...