I admit I never interacted with you much because I figured you were way out of my league, but it breaks my heart to learn that you were the subject of such a destructive slander campaign. Why do people jump straight into believing the most awful things without checking with the source :/ Thank you for all that you have done to uplift people, and please take care of your health first and foremost!
💙💙 I’m sorry I made you feel that way! With the exception of minors because I don’t have the spoons to deal with walking the line of sharing only appropriate content and [long spiel about teenagers looking at porn on the internet anyway, and they should have their autonomy, etc] I try to be as inclusive as possible.
Fandom is about having fun and the more friends you have the more fun there is, the end.
Also, for you in particular, I love hard swerves in canon. I wrote a fic in 2016 or 2015 where the Inquisitor talks Alexius senior around by healing Felix and uses him as an ally. Alexius is framed as a desperate father who wasn’t even respected by the Venatori, let alone trusted, who barely knew what the plans were because Corypheus knew full well that Alexius would turn if someone had a better offer for saving his son.
Sometimes people would bashfully admit to me that their character was “boring, awful and overpowered” and my response was always “Sounds good, tell me more.” Most people in fandom bear the scars of having their characters called Mary Sues and worse (I’ve a big rant about Mary Sue as a term elsewhere) and I flip all of that the bird and encourage people to make their characters as powerful (or not) as they want.
@maiden-of-wolves was writing a really fun MGIT fic with me throwing Fox in as a companion where appropriate. I feel bad for dropping out of it, since it was really getting good, but I didn’t drop out for not having fun.
And like... Even if I was super great and cool and “out of your league” I’d still want to be friends because that’s how I got there. I befriended fandom people whose skills I admired and I got advice from them on writing and even just life. Fandom is a community and communities are supposed to work together to make everyone better.
(And I definitely admired your art skills, even though it’s not exactly my style. I can see the time and effort you put into your pieces!)