my humble little astro notes vol. Ⅰ．
When a virgo- scorpio girl does open up...
I have a natal aries moon but conjunct my black moon lilith, and my ic conjunct uranus in pisces & both opposing my sun in virgo. And i recognized that slowly but steadily, all the comfort places i had as a kid where i was able to roam and run freely ♡ were (rarely) upgraded, but most likely just simply demolished since i've become an adult.
Most of the times only the pictures remained for me my cancer momma took of me as a kid, from those places. And interestingly, anytime i talk a little with my locals it seems to me that they either never knew about those places (?), already forgot about them or just don't find the topic even interesting.:(
Sometimes it does seem to me like that all those places only exist in my memory now, and i can't help but when i take a look at those pictures i start to wonder, did all these really happen or was it just a dream...
(I'm mentally stable and i know they did happen for sure, but these are interesting coincidences aren't they my dear? ...Make me feel like may it was all just a blur.♓🌊)
+ One time i got angry again over something hehehe♈🔥, and i remember i even said "They take everything away from me!"
Given that i have strong scorpio energy in my natal chart, i have to say i'm deeply fascinated by the soul and going into the depthness in people's inner world. I actually wanted to be a criminal psychologist as a kid (than thanks to myself after a lot of healing i found out and realized this job is very much NOT for my gentle empathetic virgo heart!).
I still very much honour my natural virgo & scorpio insticts i have to say though. I am deeply intrigued about understanding how people "work", i like to take apart the pieces of their inner world, gently analyzing and adoring them, cleaning a little too even, then carefully putting them back together their place (I also can't help if i "accidentally" put them back to their places better than they were before, sorry about that👀).
By this time i have to say, i'm known about psychoanalysing my dates😂 Ohohoo, i can't help it! I must understand, you don't get it!😂 Ah... Truth is, opposing my aries moon & the other strong fire energy in my natal chart🔥, i rarely reach out to men, just because of the simple reason i have much more interesting things to do.🧠👑
So when they do come up to me, and i decide to interact, 90% of the time they are very much happy to answer anything my questions, regarding mostly their childhood, mom, dad, friends, emotions🚨💥, view on women in general, education, world view and their take on my "spiritual shit"🌚. But shortly, you can really say that they basically let me to get away with anything because of my libra venus i'm incredibly beautiful and a really lovely company to keep.
They do tend to say the very same thing hehehe that "I don't really like to answer these private questions so early on, but for you..."
I have to say though that i only flirt for fun and for a short time only, not to marry or do anything longterm (north node in my 7th house - no never!🙅), cause i can't even simply imagine how would it be like to love the same man for such a long time, it seems honestly so boring to me. I also dislike the idea of investing so much time and energy in one, i'd rather reserve it for myself and my dear very clever girl friends.👑❤️
This was the first "notes" ? post i did make, it honestly was really cozy to me, i thought i'd overwhelm myself with writing so you know, private things about myself, but it felt nice, hope you'll like it - or find another post pretty soon that you'll like.🩷🪷✨
Decor pictures were found on Pinterest, credits to their owners, dividers are from the lovely & talented @leilakittya.
Wishing you a nice day!
Lia ♡