#not nin

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Me when I make a joke about being suicidal and instead of laughing they ask me if I’m ok or tell me “I’m sorry” like no please laugh I don’t know how to do the other shit 😭

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so this is what it takes to make mutuals huh? not interacting with their posts in a meaningful way but with a shitpost

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The Wi-Fi was a little funky yesterday /hj

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Sequel Art from the last one.

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doodle I made

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Trans thing

I recall that whenever people compared my physical features, (mainly lips or hair), with a celebrity woman, I would dislike it; but whenever I heard about it on a celebrity man (or saw it on another man) I would feel better.

I really was a trans egg for that long.

Also I clearly recall saying that if I were to get breast cancer, I wouldn’t get replacements as a sorta joke, but it was also honest so I don’t know.

(I don’t want I cancer by the way)

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Trigger Warning for venting:

I’m becoming more and more suicidal every time stupid shit happens in the world while also having to do dumb school shit to look good for collage when I don’t actually care about any of that stuff… but was born in a human body so I guess I do have to care about bullshit like that. Gods **** I wish we were in a fictional world where I could kill everyone and have it not really matter like in the cartoons. And I wish my mom understood me better, but I can’t tell her that she doesn’t help my mental health most of the time.