Three Things.
1. -An explanation. I know I probably don't have to explain, but I also know I've been acting weird(er) in chats, having trouble with my writing, and posting really, really erratically as a result... probably worrying a few of you. Since I don't want that, it's like this. A few weeks ago, my anxiety meds were misplaced. I still have no idea what could have happened to them. But the pharmacy wouldn't replace them without requiring an unbelievable crapload of money for a bottle of pills- so uh, without any other options I could see, I've been trying to wait it out, and ending up a ball of nerves as a result. Not good.
2. -A reassurance. My new prescription was filled three days ago, and I'm starting to feel more like myself. I was never in a position where I considered doing something harmful, mostly I just stayed away from people, distracted myself with rp's where I could get out of myself, and slept. It's going to take a minute to readjust, but I'm already feeling better.
3. -This is really two things, gratitude, and apology. Thank you for your kind words. Thank you for your support, and your encouragement, and your friendship. -and, I'm sorry I didn't say what was wrong. That I tried to play it off, instead of admitting sooner that I wasn't okay. -I'm not good at that. Admitting when something isn't okay. That maybe I even need help. It's not something I'm used to being able to admit.
Anyway, again, thank you.
